todae was tj's annual road run.. haha.. legs wanna break le.. but finally its over..n hey .. walking around in bugis in search of the mardi gras booth raw materials was so tedious.. legs really very "sour" really tired..
n today was very nice. i was traumatized by "blud" .. yucks. the mention of him makes me disturbed.. it arent v good.. yucks.. hope yaya n yinjie n lijuan they all dun make fun of me le..
really v disgusting..
i m go n find someone to go protect me.. haha.. J? ahha. kind of impossibel..
sometimes he v nice to me sometimes he doesnt even wan to care about me.. dunno wad he tinking..
haiz.. shant feel very disturbed about this k.. its juz another stupid crush..

today is valentine's day... a normal day for singles yet such a seemingly significant yet not so important days for those who r in love.. some couples are created on this day some disappear this day..how sad to choose such a dae to break a relationship.. do i wish to commit myself to one? do i have the time? most importantly.. hus the other party? nobody i shall say.. sometimes these tings appear insignificant in my life.. but there do are times when i yearn for one.. chemistry doesnt come so easily after all... V-dae i do wish to celebrate it after all...

today.. lijuan's question made me ponder.. she asked: y do this year's vdae seem so different? not that we both have great romantic celebrations on this day.. but rather.. we are bored at home.. it has been like that for the past 17 years of my life.. but y do i feel especailly bored today? my answer to her: friends around us are slowly getting attached.. we do feel "left out" during this day.. or we r in love with somebody n we yearn to go oout with him but he, obviously, hasnt done so... so which is the correct choice? she on the other hand, gave me a much practical answer.. simply todae is Saturday.. a day i need not go school.. a potential day to feel bored.. haha..

okie thatsall.. onlining todae wasnt fun at all.. i shall go do my tutorials.. the loner weeps..(something i saw from a stranger's blog)

Be-yourself day at TJC 2004!! haha.. was a fund-raising day basically... quite fun... even thou nothing much exciting happened.. the day started off with my limping to school in taxi because of my sprained ankle.. den came the assembly.. teachers were "paid" (proceeds go to the Straits Time fund raising thingy) to perform.. ur VP went on her car n sang our school song.. not too bad wor.. even though i can hear shes quite nervous.. well hu doesnt?
Next, we have the pet parade... many dogs... big big ones.. very pretty... well-groomed is the word! aha.. i like the golden retriever n labrador.. maybe when i want to keep a dog when i grow up? when i have a big house probably cuz i tink i like bigger dogs better... most importantly, we din have PE todae. It was fantastic!!!
haha.. quite eventful lehz.. went to physics s-paper sessions(managed to keep lijuan stay back with me haha) n den to the alpha house function..the main attraction was the food lah to be frank.. though not superb.. but as if i m interested in the progs like that..?! went home early b4 the whole ting ends.. cuz i cant stand BLUD, someone whom i suddenly is very irritated disgusted n afraid of.. maybe is because of the colour he wore today.. purple somemore..they sae its a sexually deprived colour.. though i tink it is just some another lame "theory". dunno y.. but he just give me a weird feeling.. er dao.. eee.. but maybe hes still better in tj uniform .. maybe i wun be so disgusted then..
Had a bagful of chocs n sweets.. din prepare anything for my friends this year.. no time lahz.. haha.. but still quite v happy.. imagine so sad if i din receieve anything? haah.. thanks alot to all my friends!!!.. thanks for the chocs even though i tink i have wait quite a well before i can get to eat them, all thanks to my lungs n trachea (btw this was the bio prac that i did today)
haha okie enough crap.. thou my gunbound download hasnt even reach 70% yet.. bye!

this is my first entry... had a busy day today right from the start of the morning.. when ydae dint end gre8t too... my SAT results if u wan to noe y.. wasnt v li xiang.. esp when all others had higher den me.. seldom has tt kind of feelings.. well if u noe what i mean.. it had been long since i felt tt wae.. but on in the otherhand.. i dint study too.. wasnt too rightful to sae i m disappointed in my result.. but still, subconciously.. still quite sad. n dun wish to tok to much bout it le
morning 8am,went to school for flag selling n the beneficial organisation is the NKF, yeap, u r right, the rich one. Many of those approached said NKF was rich, thus wasnt quite willing to donate for me. But still, had a quite fruitful bag after 2++ hours of collection.
then came the CO committee meeting.. discussed something about mardi gras bazaar.. abit about costumes for co nite 2004 n not forgetting little gossips here and there. we then went pasta mania for a late lunch.. It was an expensive one, i had country baked pasta. wasnt as nice as i expected though. dint really felt the pinch thus was quite guilty esp my sis was always the one saving on such good food.
yep guess thats all for today... btw.. my sis had flag day today too! NKF..rich one~