An online session of frivolous pursuits.

Buy me a "be-a-princess, to-be-adored-by" day. I'll apprrrreciate that verrrry much.

Sho nice Sho nice. Wish my birthday is just around d' corner.

Who's getting married? Who needs a bridesmaid?

Or perhaps, i need a sugardaddy. Wahaha. Or any of you girls wan to pamper me? Muaha.

Or.. the store is giving 20% storewide discount. Mother Day's Special. Who wants to be my son/daughter?

Or have i been reasonably good to you guys somehow thesedays? ( very hard ah...) Buy me any one, just one as a reward? Haha.....

You will make my day!

// In the end, i'll just walk by that shop one day. And just decide to pamper myself. Reach for my wallet.....

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Once watched a dance with this music. Had this song replaying in my mind many a times during revision. Nice duet. Chants: I want to find this song.
Click to enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxNLnpDqI1A

:: I'm old ::

Some thanks.
Was reading blogs of my neighbours... Thesedays.. exam stress have brought them together. ( As in.. those who have been stayin back in hall for the recess week). I took my leave cos i know i just cant study at hall. Haha.. Dint feel left out even thou i was like away for 1 1/2 weeks. Glad.

I dont know how would i have survived the 1st sem in NUS without RH, particularly my neighbours, really. Breaks in between lessons, discussion on module matters, doing online assignment together. Eating meals together. Having grown so comfortable with them during these 2 sems.

Sem 2 was an accident. A perfect accident. Not my initial decision to stay hall in 2nd sem. But, yes as perfect as it was, i was glad i did change my mind last minute to change the application form.

The fact that we ll miss each other when anybody's not around means he/she has already a place in our minds =). Something rare. A friendship, forged in a different way, and i m glad it happened.. Its like we r constantly "camping". New neighbours hazie and eleen moved in. Added to the CHAOS in Block 2! ahah...

Its now when i m moving out of hall in abt 1 weeks' time that.. i had time to grow through all this in my mind. I appreciate this friendship and yes yes. Gonna miss em' all. Real Bad. But reality always fall in when we know 4 of us r movin out of hall this sem and the busy schedules of studies arent going to allow us to catch up veh often. And we all know that its going to be different when we r not going to be "under one roof" anymore. But then, kelvin and liren! Prepare your room to be bombed by me, xl, meisi and xj!

How am i going to go through sem 3 w/o hall. I know its a funny qn to pose. But. yes at the same time. I do wan to stay at home. n i dun mind tt travelling frm tampines to clementi....

Haha.. there was one pt of time, we all had our msn nicks as:
I heart my neighbours!
I love my neighbours!
My neighbour loves me!
Love Thy Neighbour!
Wo ai wo ling ju!

Love should nvr be left unspoken :)

Its like exams are over? But why dont i feel the kick. Sigh, perhaps i did really study till shag. I did justice to my body by sleeping like 7hrs a day and justice to my leisure by faithfully catching the 9pm Channel 8 Drama every night. C'mon. I gave up my 715 in Ren Wo Ao You during Alevels, y didnt i resist the temptation for the past wk? Sian lor. Perhaps thats why i din feel the "kick" of post-exams period.

I think i was bored. (during recess week muggin at home). (Hair messy = study till crazy le)

Haha...And i m still bored after exams. Found a book with some Jay pictures inside during one of my mugging trips to the TRL. Just did a few snapshots of the pictures inside. Attempted to read the story(which I ve already seen on the MV) but the chinese words are vertical and are (fan ti) so.. Haha tmr i ll return it to lib le.

This was a photo taken during his..........4th album. I think. The one with my favorite song. Yuan You Hui. Shots from the mv included in this book:

Haha.. I thought the girl was quite pretty in this photo.. ( Talking about pretty girls.. haha just finished watching Survivor just now. Not pretty girls... but cute guys.. haha despite this unshaven look.. Aras!!! Haha. Yandao!!! The last time i watched Survivor, which was a couple of weeks ago, he was almost voted out. But he's still in this episode! Yea!)

Oh yah. And I ve concluded that Jay looks better from his left profile. Not that anybody will agree with me that he will actually look better frm any angle. I still wanna insist that its not his looks that makes him so......dunno how to describe. But he's just seh. Haha. Soft spot for seh-ness not cute-ness haha.

Yes. Tmr shall be more constructive. Like waking at 8am to go for tuition, den off to a trip to the library to return that book and borrow some books on hongkong. and... maybe look for some recipes on how to make nice cream sauce for pasta.. (why do i sound like some nothing-to-do auntie) and then off to hunt for my sis bday present. And... to open another bank a/c. Shift the bulk of my money to a dunno-what saving plan a/c which is suppose to hav higher returns lah.

Horleydae. Holiday. Hawliday.

I m selfish. When its gone for me I hope its gone for everybody else too. But why does it not seem to be the case. Really THE END mah? *isolation* I cant stand the grins and smiles. Find me in deep shit.

:: sometimes, tt extra lil bit of thoughtfulness doesnt come so easily ::

Had my poor brain cramped "n" number of formulas for PC1432. ( n = 6.2 pg X number of lines per page of the foolscap). And I had to be so unlucky to copy down that formula on the foolscap wrongly and it zhun zhun came out for the paper? Was attempting that question halfway and got an impossible answer and realised I must have either memorised it wrongly or copied it wrongly. So the latter was right. Sian That question was a give-away, had i been intelligent enough to anyhow manipulate the formuala, I might have BOM out a correct answer. Yes, and i go on whining..

Cant get PC1432 out of my mind. Cant get EG1109 into my mind.

Anyways, right after the paper, asked zj if this was an easy or difficult paper.. Had expected he to say it was easy and indeed it was. Sian. I knew it was an easy paper with so many repetitions from past yr (worse thing is i did the past years!).... Thats y stupid mistakes magnifies itself in an easy paper. Sian.

Tuesday's paper... Statics! This is the module that Ive been underperforming since the beginning of this semester. I need luck man... Plspls. Dont let me make those dreaded stupid mistakes again!

So much about exams.. I m so in a whining mood. mode?

Had my double fillet, like finally, today... Nice nice leh. Haha.Double enjoyment. Double layers of fillet. yix says... " The fillet(single) looks so ke lian on the tray".. Indeed... almost 75% in NUS Mac was havin double fillet lah! Haha.. Plus plus its cheaper in NUS mah.

Oh! Had my shopping list ready for post-exam. I need a..... watch. I need a.... pair of heels... k lah, its not really a list. ( N.. its 22th apr now.. i ve only spent 75bucks, yeah!)
But I ve alot of things to eat after exams...
haha. I wan to eat Manhattan Fish Market... Carl's Junior ( I wan to challenge myself. Finish one whole meal by myself!!) , I m cravin so much for dim sum.. And ask my girl friends out to KR! Its been so long! plus plus.. cravin a lil' bit for pasta and then... I wan to eat.. Indian Food ( yes yes the one at Peninsula Plaza)...

[ go exercise la. eat eat eat]

Whooops.

The Indian Butterfly Legend akin to the "more birds more luck"???
::Butterfly Indian Legend ::
If anyone desires a wish to come true they must first capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it.
Since a butterfly can make no sound, the butterfly can not reveal the wish to anyone but the Great Spirit who sees and hears all.
In gratitude for giving the beautiful butterfly its freedom, the Great Spirit will always grant the wish.
So, according to legend, by making a wish and giving the butterfly its freedom, the wish will be taken to the heavens to be granted

Copied this from some renaissance butterfly website when i did a Butterflies word search on google. I am actually quite surprised there are actually companies who offer "live" butterfly releases during weddings and events. Gosh, i ll be freaked out. I ll probably cover my ears with my fingers and squat as low as i can on the floor.

Cheerup, gal

Cheer me up.
Something can. Lets switch the date to 29th apr 2006.
Or perhaps, to benefit my friends, 4th may will do.

Woke with a swollen eye this morning -_O.
Reasons:
XiaoLi: We all study too much liao!
Kelvin: Bedsheet dirty. (But i just changed it last wk!)
Joyce: Not enough sleep? Cried last night? Nono.
YuenLing: I dunno!

-_O. -_O. -_o. -_0

I'm missing the butterflies. Whichever way you want to take it to be.

[Did away with the music]

Guess I m lil too bored with Serway. Hehz. Fiddled with a picture that i quite like, added something to it, made it my wallpaper. Shall stay with it for some time. =)

Every memory of walking out that front door
I found the photo of the friend I was looking for
Its hard to say it
Its hard to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me.

[[ the puzzles of life ]]

Figured out that I wont have the mood to touch my books tonight. Yes, I'm still speaking of MOOD when its less than 18 days to exams. Yes, I dont feel the urgency yet. Hit my head! But... i still mug. But its just mugging w/o sense of urgency. Hows that?

Lamenting. About my immune system. Whats wrong!!! Been sick quite a few times this sem and I haven fully recovered from my draggy cough and I'm down with flu AGAIN. Its not like I dont exercise, its not like i dont eat my veges and fruits. Its not like i dont sleep enough. Its...
Ok lar.. Its not always that i can link and cause /effect relationship with everything.

Spent the last hour printing 51 pages of tutorials, lab instructions, online assignments, online tutorial, statics hint, andpast yr exam papers. Took awhile to collate them and everything.. Such that paper usage is minimised. But still 51 pages at one go! Whoa. (Was still talking to Xiaoli about 100 pg FYP for Life Science Major. Printing 100 pages at a go, how shiok is that. 1/5 of that Double A ream of paper. Or rather 0.03 cents multiped by 100.Ok lar 3 dollars. 3 years later, remind me to use CBLC printer for my FYP) Not to mention if there are like draft no. 11!?!

Whoa, how disorganised is this post. I think i m not thinking.
Eh. I m not thinking whether i m thinking anot.
Blink, I think i m off to bed.

I have sudden craving. For honeydew.
Joyce, dont tell me to buy it when i have my cravings.
How many things that I ve suddenly craved but din get it in the end.
Famous Amos? Ban Mee? and Siew Mai..

Omg. No place sells nicer honeydews than TJ fruit stall.
Perhaps its the memories along with it tt makes it so juicy so sweet and so nice.
"Auntie/Uncle! 4 pcs honeydew! Wo men yao tian tian de, with a tinge of orange de!"

Ah.........

Breakfast i made for myself! Cheese melted on onion prata = yuen-made cheese onion prata!



Said i wanted to show yuxin(or was it joyce) my new sofa?
Haha. Theme: Fun! So many toy-shaped cushion! haha

Something to share before I proceed to work:

Don't stray

Don't ever go away

I should be much to smart for this

You know it gets the better

Of me sometimes

When you and I collide

I fall into an ocean of you

Pull me out in time

Don't let me drown

Let me down

I say its all because of you and here

I go Losing my control

I'm practising your name

So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right

To look you in the eye

And let all the things you mean to me

Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time

Tell you why I say its infinately true

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way

Yeah I need to know

All about you

And there's no cure

And no way to be sure

Why everythings turned inside out

Instilling so much doubt

It makes me so tired

I feel so uninspired

My head is battling with my heart

My logic has been torn apart

And now It all turns sour

Come sweeten Every afternoon

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

Sway my way

Yeah I need to know

All about you

Say you'll stay

Its all because of you

Its all because of you

Weak lyrics but a strong melody.

Liked the way the music protrayed the longing, yet not too sad at all.

Liked the way the singer emphasized on certain words and how she drags at certain parts.

[Sway]. Not the Michael Buble but Bic Runga.

Was at National Library the whole day today. Left my house @10.15am today. Left the library @6.15pm. Nice temperature, nice surroundings, nice chair, nice height, nice scenary.
Scenary, yes. Later im going to talk about that.
Wanted to go study lounge at 5th floor. Goodness gracious. Kiasu people filled the whole lounge by 11 i think..Who says only Singaporeans are kiasu. But anyway, I'm going to live up to be a Singaporean.=) So next week i shall be kiasu and meet at 9am. Bwahah.
Proceed to 7th floor. Yeah! Nice windows! Had a enjoyable "mugging" session onwards till 2pm. Mugging has never been so "smooth" and happy since.. erhm. Great productivity. Im glad D. Full of smiles.
Went for lunch at Subway. Amazing appetite. Haha time of the month when my appetite gets amazing large. Hehe.. Deprived of subway sandwiches for so long.. Used to have cravings now and then.. And.. although no famous amos cookies.. had Subway cookies as a substitute. Ok, substitute sounds bad... But.. haha.. they are still cookies anyway.. ( dunno y suddenly got cravings for cookies) ..
Insisted on going for a stroll before going back to library cos Im so full! Btw, its parmesan oregano with cheese with lettuce and tomatoes and cucumber and honey mustard with meatballs again. Nxt time nxt time, i shall eat Subway Melt.. When i feel rich lah.
Seats were full on Level 7 by the time we got back. Took a long time patrolling between the 7, 8, 9 floors to hunt for seats before finding us a nice cosy corner!
How to explain? I LOVE tt place!
The table has the height of the bar top and so does the high swivel chair with nice adjustable backing with good damping system. Haha.. Immediately facing the window. U know u know, the window that extends all the way from ceiling to the floor. One word: Wonderful!
Yes, i LOVE tt place. And yes, its a place for mugging. I would enjoy it even more.. if its just a day with novels in my hands or laptop in front of me just surfing the net aimlessly or just chatting on msn! Haha.. Plus plus! My nano with me.
Shiok!
Joyce, nods nods head?? D
Though the view isnt at all magnificant. It just feels great to see everything so clear in front of me. Perhaps. Constraints in my hostel room? or whether its my hse ( its nobody's fault i cant have a big bungalow to live in) or whether its the ctrl lib?

Still.. I glad i felt happiness today. Its been long. Such a light hearted post.

:: to bits ::
[concentration]