Disappoinment yesterday.
Hopes for today.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Accidentally stumbled upon this picture minutes ago.. It looked so peaceful, so nice. But i doubt its real, must be effects from photoshop.
Just had my 3rd biology practical test this morning. Haha, whats worth mentioning is that each time i have a bio prac test, i ll have free buffet lunch (leftovers though). 1st time was during national day celebrations, finished our prac and helped ourselves to the food. Today, the cleaner actually approached us. So good. Free, can save money somemore.. =)
Bought a gardenia loaf today. Focasccia bread if thats how to spell it. Made from herbs and olive oil.. I shall make myself a sandwich, haha later!?! Anyway,the bread smells real nice.
Now, i am really considering about overseas studies. My mum sort of allow le, but i am only considering australia or NZ i guess.. Hmm, well that is if i can get the scholarship. But shrugz, what am i going to study? I have no confidence in medicine anymore, i guess its just not the passion, if not, why does the length of the course frightens me? It just occured to me that maybe i should take physics? Wow. A total 180degrees turn from biology. However, most organisations are more interested in economics students.. Well, afterall every company needs a financial department but not every company require a research and development dept. Hmm.. alright, maybe i am sure unsure. Okie, its not maybe , it should be i am unsure. I am not so keen about overseas education sometimes, things have their pros and cons. Just cant find the passion, the purpose..
:: its less than a month away::
Just had my 3rd biology practical test this morning. Haha, whats worth mentioning is that each time i have a bio prac test, i ll have free buffet lunch (leftovers though). 1st time was during national day celebrations, finished our prac and helped ourselves to the food. Today, the cleaner actually approached us. So good. Free, can save money somemore.. =)
Bought a gardenia loaf today. Focasccia bread if thats how to spell it. Made from herbs and olive oil.. I shall make myself a sandwich, haha later!?! Anyway,the bread smells real nice.
Now, i am really considering about overseas studies. My mum sort of allow le, but i am only considering australia or NZ i guess.. Hmm, well that is if i can get the scholarship. But shrugz, what am i going to study? I have no confidence in medicine anymore, i guess its just not the passion, if not, why does the length of the course frightens me? It just occured to me that maybe i should take physics? Wow. A total 180degrees turn from biology. However, most organisations are more interested in economics students.. Well, afterall every company needs a financial department but not every company require a research and development dept. Hmm.. alright, maybe i am sure unsure. Okie, its not maybe , it should be i am unsure. I am not so keen about overseas education sometimes, things have their pros and cons. Just cant find the passion, the purpose..
:: its less than a month away::
Monday, August 09, 2004
Cannot make it.
Numbed by tutorials? Wah, who's got that ability? Me lor.
I want to go out! I have been home for whole 3 days this long weekends. Cooped at home. Not that i dont want to go out. If somebody jolly well ask me go out ydae? today? I would have agreed. Bored to tears. Guess i have been utilising every sms i can. Bored. To the bones.
Even when 2 birds flew into my living room, i got scared and screamed. At least it made me less bored. Hilarious? Yah, i think so. Why twins effect is out on 12 Aug? I would have gone to watch.. erm.. ydae if it was launched yesterday. But its money again. Did i mention? I have to bring 60 dollars to school for class fund and grad night deposit. Ouch.
:: _____ to the core, to tears and to the bones. Fill in the blank ::
Numbed by tutorials? Wah, who's got that ability? Me lor.
I want to go out! I have been home for whole 3 days this long weekends. Cooped at home. Not that i dont want to go out. If somebody jolly well ask me go out ydae? today? I would have agreed. Bored to tears. Guess i have been utilising every sms i can. Bored. To the bones.
Even when 2 birds flew into my living room, i got scared and screamed. At least it made me less bored. Hilarious? Yah, i think so. Why twins effect is out on 12 Aug? I would have gone to watch.. erm.. ydae if it was launched yesterday. But its money again. Did i mention? I have to bring 60 dollars to school for class fund and grad night deposit. Ouch.
:: _____ to the core, to tears and to the bones. Fill in the blank ::
Friday, August 06, 2004
I have been feeling grouchy lately. Sorry to those whom i have ignored, scolded, harsh to for the past week. Dont know whats gotten into me, just dont feel like talking or making any sound at times. Just felt like keeping quiet sometimes, stone, dream, think and sleep.
But feeling quite alright now, in view of the long weekend ahead. Although i know its going to be a mugging weekend AGAIN, it just feel good to escape from the revision tests and practicals going on, TEMPORARILY. Realised its a very vulnerable period for many of us. Once stress sets in, everyone gets so vulnerable. If u scold me now, i tink i ll just break down into tears, or scold you back. Its better to be able let things out than to keep them all inside i think.
Just bought Jay's cd, that is so nice. Personally, i think thats just his style and i like it so much. Realised there usually arent any happy songs in his albums, all the non-rap songs are talking about parting, regretting and stuffs like that. There arent any songs that explicitly talk about couples being in love and stuffs like that. However, the MVs sometimes display otherwise. How come huh? I wonder.. Hmm, track 2 and 6 are so nice.. they're my fav on the cd, for the time being.
I have been wanting to eat katong laksa, indian food, try durian pastry for soooo long le. Still, havent got the chance to satisfy my crave. Argh, guess that ll be months later le right. And, twins effect II coming out on 12 Aug, feel like watching but yet subconciously, i forbid myself. Contradictory.
Oh ya, for those swensens ice cream lovers, there's a promotion going on, in celebration of Singapore's 39th birthday. The topless 5, usually priced at $6.5, is now priced at $1.39.++ 15% GST and serv charge. Haha, the good thing is no minimum purchase is required. Valid only on wk days (i tink) and dine-in customers. Dont know when this promotion will be on till though. In case you are wondering why i know those details, yep, i ate it today. While i appear to be so enthusiastic about this promotion, my family seems to be so indifferent about it. They dint show any signs of interest when i told them about it leh. Weird.
:: Vulnerability of Life <-->Permeability of stress ?? Double ended arrow, equilibrium has to be achieved ::
But feeling quite alright now, in view of the long weekend ahead. Although i know its going to be a mugging weekend AGAIN, it just feel good to escape from the revision tests and practicals going on, TEMPORARILY. Realised its a very vulnerable period for many of us. Once stress sets in, everyone gets so vulnerable. If u scold me now, i tink i ll just break down into tears, or scold you back. Its better to be able let things out than to keep them all inside i think.
Just bought Jay's cd, that is so nice. Personally, i think thats just his style and i like it so much. Realised there usually arent any happy songs in his albums, all the non-rap songs are talking about parting, regretting and stuffs like that. There arent any songs that explicitly talk about couples being in love and stuffs like that. However, the MVs sometimes display otherwise. How come huh? I wonder.. Hmm, track 2 and 6 are so nice.. they're my fav on the cd, for the time being.
I have been wanting to eat katong laksa, indian food, try durian pastry for soooo long le. Still, havent got the chance to satisfy my crave. Argh, guess that ll be months later le right. And, twins effect II coming out on 12 Aug, feel like watching but yet subconciously, i forbid myself. Contradictory.
Oh ya, for those swensens ice cream lovers, there's a promotion going on, in celebration of Singapore's 39th birthday. The topless 5, usually priced at $6.5, is now priced at $1.39.++ 15% GST and serv charge. Haha, the good thing is no minimum purchase is required. Valid only on wk days (i tink) and dine-in customers. Dont know when this promotion will be on till though. In case you are wondering why i know those details, yep, i ate it today. While i appear to be so enthusiastic about this promotion, my family seems to be so indifferent about it. They dint show any signs of interest when i told them about it leh. Weird.
:: Vulnerability of Life <-->Permeability of stress ?? Double ended arrow, equilibrium has to be achieved ::
Sunday, August 01, 2004
haiz, another wasted day.. Its not wasted because nothing happened, in fact, too many things happened.. Huizhen's birthday party, Physic DE test, JTS, Temasek IP Openhouse.. Today was so packed till i dint have time to do any tutorials, thus feeling super guilty now.
I still have alot of tutorials to clear before i can start revising. (Thats basically all subjects!) 1) Physics: Buoyant, Viscous, Non-viscous. 2) Maths: Loci and Complex Misc 3) Bio: Control of flowering 4) Chem: Transition, Grp 2 Grp 7... 3 words: Die Liao Lor! But maybe i should really start while clearing my tutorials? Multi-tasking, how skilled am i? Still quite devastated over the fact that i am going to have Prelims S Paper.. My Maths S how? Each time i sit down and tries to plan the study timetable, i am so lost. Time is running short, 4 weeks to prelims? Or even shorter? Scared, i dint dare to count despite the constant reminders from tutors.
Have been staying back in school, to study in the library.. self-grounding till 7.30pm. This will have to continue, otherwise i ll just doze off while doing tutorials at home, esp in the afternoon.. But, i only have 2 wkdays afternoons to afford each week,Monday and Thursday... Thats how pathetic my timetable is.
The past week was a disastrous! 8 tests! How did i survive? Scrape through everything lor, dint study for all of them in detail, after all the concepts are there means there are there le mah. Whats there to study? Oopz, its this constant thinking in my mind that makes me want to slack everytime. I have to abolish this thinking.
3 persons have commented on my face for the past week. They say its so pale, even paler than before. But well, Ms Wong say i will be better after A's.. I certainly will! Duh..
:: Press on, Hang on ::
I still have alot of tutorials to clear before i can start revising. (Thats basically all subjects!) 1) Physics: Buoyant, Viscous, Non-viscous. 2) Maths: Loci and Complex Misc 3) Bio: Control of flowering 4) Chem: Transition, Grp 2 Grp 7... 3 words: Die Liao Lor! But maybe i should really start while clearing my tutorials? Multi-tasking, how skilled am i? Still quite devastated over the fact that i am going to have Prelims S Paper.. My Maths S how? Each time i sit down and tries to plan the study timetable, i am so lost. Time is running short, 4 weeks to prelims? Or even shorter? Scared, i dint dare to count despite the constant reminders from tutors.
Have been staying back in school, to study in the library.. self-grounding till 7.30pm. This will have to continue, otherwise i ll just doze off while doing tutorials at home, esp in the afternoon.. But, i only have 2 wkdays afternoons to afford each week,Monday and Thursday... Thats how pathetic my timetable is.
The past week was a disastrous! 8 tests! How did i survive? Scrape through everything lor, dint study for all of them in detail, after all the concepts are there means there are there le mah. Whats there to study? Oopz, its this constant thinking in my mind that makes me want to slack everytime. I have to abolish this thinking.
3 persons have commented on my face for the past week. They say its so pale, even paler than before. But well, Ms Wong say i will be better after A's.. I certainly will! Duh..
:: Press on, Hang on ::
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