its eleven past alittle now. i was just sleeping minutes ago.. i fell asleep while watching the last episode of "da nu ren xiao nu ren" n juz woke up? i could have continued sleeping but its becoz of him tt i came online.. w/o even realising tt its still quite early n tt not much pple could have online by this time..

i feel disappointed now. i feel nauseous now. i dun feel good.

actually. i could have jolly well asked huizhen or sin man for the maths s ans n how to do. but i din instead i asked him n actually waited for him to tell me how to do. perhaps, its juz the wishing tinking on my part tt he ll fulfil his promise. well, not tt i dun have the faith in him tt he will fulfil his promise but he mus be tinking right now.. well of all person clever ones in my klass i din chose to ask but i chose him? hai. i mustn be so ming xian. do i really wan to maintain it as a crush?

=) well, at least something happy happened ydae.. haha first time we had a sms chat.. not v much thou it was more about serious business.. but it lasted for 2hrs!. did he really tot tt i m someone hu sleeps real early? den ydae he shld have changed his perception of me la bah. slowly.. i m exposing more of my character to him.... interaction.

todae was tj annual sports meet. he ponned. i was so guai i din pon. sat there thruout the whole event u noe. wad bullshit attendance taking. i din see my cg rep or tutor around loz. hmm..but then haha.. alrite la. able to see ur frenz run.. n cheer for them is something wonderful i tink. spritual support.. =) but its been so hot thesedaes.. i kept perspiring.. eee.. how i wish i m in air-con classrooms.. like sec 4 containers..

hmm.. the medicine tt the doc gave at least helped me relieve the tightness in my head a little.. thou not completely but my neck nerve is still v tight! its not relaxing at all... maybe i shld not be here n continue to torture my nerves stimulation..

hmm.. nauseous.

:: wad is left unsaid shld be kept unsaid ::