The feeling is so sudden. The feeling of emptiness and fear. The feeling of being abandoned and lost. The feeling of sadness and yearning. The feeling of disappointment and farewell.

I dont want you to disappear in my life but yet i have allowed myself to. The background song from Spirited Away, is named Farewell if i am not wrong. Really, farewell. Its this emptiness deep from my heart again. Cry, no i ll try hard not to. The world wont stop spinning just because of one person But do you know that sadness just overwhelms?

I failed.

:: Failing- still failed- ::