bish 

yinjie and i became so bored after waiting n came up with some weird poses..  

tai tai pose no.3 reading women's weekly 

tai tai pose no.2 

hz doing her hair treatmeat. Taitai pose no.1 

i so tired after the hair cut.. see the eye bag and the dark rings.. 

cosy bed... we pulled all the mattresses to the living room. how can it not be cosy 

this is so cute.. n hz looks super shy here 

at the beach.. the sun is so sunny 

at the beach! 

i look so gong diao.n_n 

yaya unpacking her stuffs.. sunny smile=) 

Esta the banker.. Cos we returned her the money for booking the apt and coach 

first day @Batu Firringhi Apt.. All v sian and gong after the 9+hrs bus ride plus the taxi ride.. 

I think my tagboard is still sick. I cant post messages that are as long as the others! I typed alot n tried and only this came out:
"why cant i post? this is so infuriating.."
What I wanted to say in other messages dint come out.. Hmph!
Anyway, just wanted to tell joyce zhiyong's and peifen's blog. www.cruzteng.blogspot.com for zhiyong's blog and peifen's one i cant remember because is either coolcrazycute or cutecrazycool or .....3! combinations... so I dont commit my memory to it. I can just simply click on the link in Zhiyong's blog. N.. there are some new pictures in his blog in his latest entry.

I wanted to post my penang pictures here but Yinjie hasnt send them to me.. Haiyo.

Went for this makeup step-by-step lesson at Shiseido studio yesterday morning. It was fun! Very hands-on! First they gave us some cleanser to clean our face incase any of us has any makeup on already.. I had nothing on but use it anyway..
Then they gave us this vitamin water.. It has a cooling effect.. Forgot what is it for but i still have a small sample of it inside my bag=) Then we put on this vitamin lip balm that has a lemon sour taste ! Haha like eating sweet, i liked it. Yinjie bought one of those sticks...
Then came foundation the eye shadow the mascara the blusher the lipstick the lip gloss part then last some energy water spray.. So ma fun! I wldnt want to spend like 2 hours before going out to puton these stuffs on my face..
Anyway, puttingthe mascara part was fun.. Lengthen my lashes which i figured out because there are fibres inside the mascara that will stick themselves onto my own lashes, thus lengthenning them.. Qi miao I think. Then met Zhengwei on our way back and he couldnt recognize us.Actually the makeup wasnt v kua zhang mah... Yah, was fun. Dint manage to get my SP gift still.

N.. huang yida is nice.

When he comes, he will come.
When she comes, she will come.
No point seeking too much.

This was what i typed in one of the msn windows few seconds ago..

Today I had chicken glutinous rice aka lor mai kai (thx to mummy) for lunch. Not exactly v healthy compared to the Uncle's rice. But its a v small serving... Really v small.. So i had it with milo. Though its kind of a weird combination.. Haha.. then my colleagues keep asking me" Are u full?" Haha but seriously i was full lor.. Perhaps its the cup of milo. Its an energy drink.
The morning I had quaker's oatmeal with sor ta piah.. (julie's butter crackers.).. I really agree with beeshin.. Julie Bakes Good Biscuits, especially the butter crackers in packets of 3 and there are like 15 packets in a big pack. U guys know which I am talking about.. Yeah,the green packaging one..
Too bad no intake of vege today except at night when i had a small serving of cauliflower.
Why I m talking about food?

Anyway, was talking about creative and innovative and weird ways of mixing ingredients or eating:
Idea 1) From leena's sis, mix a whole big spoon of milo powder with v little water. Mix into a jam, spread on bread. Yea, milo jam cum bread
Ah.. suddenly dont recall the others.. But i have heard from Lijuan of dipping ketchup sauce with rice dumplings.. And xueting saying butter/durian with rice.. and luncheon meat with steamboat. Haha dont think I have any weird eating habits bah..
But its quite fun to generate a list though..=)

Not going to work for the whole of next wk cuz i m reporting to union camp! Haha.. still duno what is my group colour code.. N i haven got my sp gift.. Perhaps i shall look for one when i m out at orchard tmr... Crowds..

Not bad ar. my posts r getting more frequent=)

Figured it might be quite difficult to keep my tagboard alive without me having any new posts. Haha (or maybe very difficult actually).
Just browsed Peifen's and Zhiyong's blog. So nice! Zhiyong's is updated daily so sort of funny bah. Whereas Peifen included more personal stuffs!. Peifen is so cute! For those who are v bored at work and have internet access (unlike me) can ask me for their bloggie add.=)

Watched Initial D with Andrea yesterday night. V nice!
I dont mind watching once more (free show of course) if given the chance. Haha. Jay is so different inside the show.. Haha Ben(4) Ben(4) de...So Ke ai! And no more flowery shirts..Yeah! I condemn flowery shirts lor.. Esp small flowers with pink base. Too feminine for guys perhaps. I still prefer the sterotypical "no flower-prints" for guys. Makes them look so... Auntie..
Still prefers Jay's dressing inside the show.. yah tshirts and jeans will just do it =) And he has his rugged new balance shoe on.. keep seeing it when he is stepping on the accelerator.Oh. I m infatuated with his "zhao xing" inside the show. Y is it called Initial D? Drifting bah. But what about the initial?
Shrugz.

I am suppose to load songs into my mp3 tonight.But seems like my task failed again. I m getting sick of the songs inside but they have managed to keep me awake frm like 8 to 1030 in the morning every day during work. I have no idea why I kept wanting to doze off during tt period. Perhaps my presence her still typing this entry explains it.. And I haven think of what to eatfor lunch. I dont wanna order frm Uncle anymore..Eat the rice and sit down to do work straight after lunch makes me fat.

Oh and i managed to find a nice pair of sneakers and my swimwear! And i bought a shocking pink polo tee! Haha... spent like more than 100 bucks that day. Broke. My mum says i cannot alweaes sae i bankrupt.She say i will really go bankrupt if i keep saying it. And i realise i keep saying i m Po(4) chan(3) thesedays.Choy.I m and will not =)

In quite a happy mood today. Lala

Just felt that I had to mention something about yesterday... Went Marche with Sara Esta Hz and Yaya... Had a feast.. first time go marche eat till so full lor... Yah and of course the bill wasnt cheap lar. Crazily expensive but suan le bah, since money is coming in now from salary I shall eat all these expensive stuffs. When i m recieving pocket money, then is not right to spend so much.

Haha i realised Singaporeans never fail to include lunch or dinner during their gathering or stuffs.. Like nothing much in Singapore to do hor.. Just eat n eat, a good way to bond people... At least i think so. Even though they say eating is a selfish act.

Tmr going to collect the NDP tickets and i forsee a hectic weekend schedule ahead of me.. Sigh, as much as i wish to slack now.. I still have my weekends booked till mid July and i have to work till 22nd July on the account that they let me have one week off for the Union Camp. Bu hao yi si wanna quit that early also. And just realised i have to spend quite a bit, got to buy a pair of sneakers, then swimming suit (wear frm pri till now lor!!?!), then track shoes (cus got 30% voucher). And i m itchy for an Mp3 player though i know is not the right time now..Shall wait awhile longer..

Ah.. Watching the Superstar makes me want to got KOK so much!!!

Woohoo, i m back from Penang! Though this is sort of a belated entry (because i was too tired last night), i shall devote this entry to the Penang trip. Considering the low spirits i had at the start of the trip, there was a drastic change in my feelings on my way back frm Penang...

Start from Friday 10,June 2005:
Had a whole day's work @ Goodrich then sort of rushed down to Tanah Merah Mrt Station to meeet Yinjie & Yaya to go to Golden Mile Complex or Tower. Till now, I have no idea.. Coach is set to leave at 9pm, so we reached Golden Mile at aprrox 8.30pm. Initial plan was to take mrt to Lavender Mrt then take a cab to Golden Mile since no one knows the way there.. But the taxi uncle wont take us there!. He said was a 5minute walk, so we walked.. Anyhow walked n walked n just reached there... Ok, boarded the bus.. Still wasnt v excited. Perhaps too tired frm a day at work..

On the bus to Penang, i thought i couldnt sleep. It has always been the case whenever to Msia by coach. Surprisely, i slept soundly throughout and so fast, when someone tapped my shoulder, we already reached Penang bridge. So long, well i thought it was nice. Oh ya, not to mention huizhen and esther bought lots of titbits for the ride. Haha, and i only contributed my Yan Yan. 85cents per bottle/cup do u call tt a cup?

11 June,2005

We reached the Penang Bus terminal at about 7.30am. Alighted the coach and went towards the "taxi headquarters". Bargained with the uncle.. who initially wanted to take th 5 of us in 2 taxis at 40RM each. In the end, we settled with all 5 of us squeezing into a cab for 50RM. Off we went to our service apartment at Batu Firringhi. The only route to Batu Firringhi is to pass through a winding road tt made me so dizzy! Our service apt was in a quite ulu area by the beach with no malls but near the hotels. Yah, saw lots of caucasians....

Got to our apt block but couldnt check it cos it isnt time yet and so esther contacted one of the uncles she got to know from church, Uncle David. So he took us for breakfast in some hawker centre. I had hokkien char. Yah, just hokkien char not hokkien char mee.. Its some mee n beehoon is some black sauce. Taste, just alright bah, and had soyabean milk. After a fulfiling breakfast, Uncle David took us back to our apt.

Got quite a surprise when we walked into our apartment because it was bigger than i expected. 3rooms, a kitchen, 2 toilets n a living room and an inaccessible balcony. Wasnt too bad. Just that one of the toilets had a toilet bowl that doesnt flush and other toilet had a sink tt leaked. Haha. So, we went up doing all the brushing n washing up at the kitchen sink. Shifted the mattresses frm all the 3 rooms to the livingroom and we all slept together at night.

At about 1130am, we met up with Esther's friend Sara and her parents. Yah, den we had lunch. Eat again! Sara had to work as a waitress in some German restaurant so we all ate there.. Uncle treated us, so paiseh. I had chicken breast with mushroom sauce ttis served with a great deal of vege. It was such a big serving, bigger than tt at Dan Ryans n is only ast 7.50Rm. Cheap! but i couldnt finish anyway. Sarah had to continue to work so uncle droved us to Gurney Plaza, where we did our shopping. I bought 2 tops n a jackets. There were alot of nice jackets there at not v ex prizes also, everyone bought a jacket of different design except esther though. (Yuxin, u shld go there buy jacket lor!) Then at 4pm, Esther had to go for her Church YP meeting and we continued our shopping and when she is back, we r still shopping@. Win liao lor. Haha.

At about 9.30pm, had our dinner at the Gurney Hawker. Ordered Char Kway Teow, Penang Laksa x 2, rojak, cuttlefish + kangkong, ice kachang, fried bee tai bak.. in the end no space in stomach for the famous chendol. Actually, Sara wanted to drive us back to our apt where she will stayover with us but we felt that we have troubled them too much and so tried to find the way back ourselves. Walked all the way frm Gurney to Island Plaza, and the road is still jammed! Called the taxi hotline and the operator said there are no taxi available. In the end, still have to trouble Sarah to drive us back. So late when we got home...

12 June, 2005 Sunday

Esther and Sarah woke up early morning for church and the rest of us woke up only at 8.30am. Wanted to go beach. So we walked down the road to have our breakfast den walked by again. By then, was already 10++am. When we finally walked by the beach, was already 11am..N thats when i got my tan! Oh, i m so dark now lor. In the end, we changed our itinery from doing sea sports to swimming in the pools. Cus we were too tempted by the hotels' pools! Haha..So we walked back to our apt again to swim. We spent the whole morning walking lor.. By the time swam n bathe finish, it was already 3pm. Woaha.... So we left for Komtar at around 4pm. What a whole day spent walking.

Komtar is a big shopping centre but so sad most of the shops wasnt open perhaps because its Sunday. Weird right? So we went over to Prangi Mall, which is newer and there were so many shops!. There were like 8 shoe shops on a single level! Yah, but i wasnt in the mood to shop by tt time cos had to be more careful with my wallet. HAha.
The Sara drove us to dinner at another hawker place. We had Popiah, grilled stingray, satay, Lormee, Sar HorFun, Prawn Noodle, Soon Kueh, Kuay Teow Soup, Curry Noodle, Yam Cake!. What a feast! No more stomach for chendol again. Wanted to eat Ah Pong but he is on leave! Till now i still dont know what is ah pong cos they say Sg dont sell. Haiz,. what a waste.

On the way back in Sarah's car, we met with a small accident. The car sort of brushed against a motorcyclist who was parked at the side of the lane. He sort of had a little abrasion and demanded compensation for medical fees. We refused to pay cos we knew he was jsut after money. So we went to buy antiseptic for him. So qiao, we were like jsut inf ront of a clinic. Should see how pekchek the guy was when we say we buy medicine instead of giving money.Haha. Then a few minutes later, he complaineds tttt there is a dent at the exhaust pipe and demanded compensation again. After negotiating, we finally settled with him leaving us his contact number and we ll contact him. If not, he will report us since he has got the car plate number. But we were confident he wun go to the police for he told us he is selling illegal vcd. Quite dumb hor. Quite interesting event thought, made me have more things to blog. Oh, and Sarah is a young driver, same age me.. I still dont know how to drive. Make me wanna learn driving. but i have no car to drive lor

13 june 2005, Monday

Woke up at 10am. Which was too late for dimsum. We dint wanna set alarm clock, cos we wanted to wake up "naturally". Haha, so we sort of hurried to dimsum..There werent many variety left. But before that, we checked out and left our luggage at Sara's home. Finished our dim sum and bought out Tau Siah Piah, Beh Tea Sor, Sak Ki Ma frm Him Heang Confectionery which is jsut beside Esther's church. =) Then i had my hair cut for 8RM. My hair is short now.

Then we rushed off to catch a movie. The only suitable movie of our timeslof is Spellbound. A documentary on Spelling Bee. Boring at the start till i dozed off but towards the end, I got v excited..Haha. The words are too difficult to spell lor.. Haha.. After the movie was like 6pm and Sara was going to be late for work. So we said goodbye to her since Huizhen yaya and me will be leaving tt night. Really thanked her for being such a good host. When she comes to Sg nxt week, it shall be our turn to play good hosts =) too bad none of us has a driving licencse yet. Otherwise, we could drive her around like she did.

We proceed to had dinner at some curry fish head restaurant. Curry was Superbb!. Auntie Josephine then drove us to the travel agency where we boarded the van to catch the coach back Singapre...3 of us made a big blunder at Msian customs cos we cant find the lane for Sg Passports and just walked past w/o having our passports stamped. Oh man! Heng we ran back and realised Singaporeans are supposed to go the 2nd floor. So malu!

14th June 2005, Tuesday

Home WSweet Home!. Reacged singapore at about 7am and i took a cab home.. The luggage is too heavy for me to take buses or train liao.. Haha.. n Yep, towards the end of trip i wished i could stay her a few more days cus it would just mean i ll have to work when i get back to Singapore. And i just promised i ll work till 3rd week of july! Oh man. Hha. But ok lar, i have no grumbles about my job. Everyday just pass like every other day lor =)

Think i m the piggest among all.. Went home to sleep for like 8 hours straight!?! I couldnt tahan anymore and went home frm TJ camp w/o waiting for the new exco list to be released. Yep, so i reached home at 1 and sleep all the way till 9.30pm.... Took a break for 2hrs till 11 plus then went back to bed till 6.30am in the morning.. Dont recall having any dreams.. might be because i was to tired.. But if there were dreams, i can say they shall be sweet dreams, definitely..

When my mum tried to wake me up at 7pm... I thought was 7am in the morning and i thought i was late for work, n i tot of not going work for today lor.. Chey, so it was a misconception..

Anywae, after the co concert, after the camp, i m still feeling v happy. Yeah, i dont know why i m happy.. but there seems to be so many things to be looking forward to.. Sitting at the reception, i smiled at everybody who walked passed.. Happily =)

This wednesday is the qing gong yan.. Hmm, think joyce rachel yuxin will be going down earlier..Must save the food for me k!? Heehee, i m such a glutton. N i m getting fatter, cuz i m getting happier.. Link? yes, there is a link i believe.

Oh, i m departing sg this friday 9pm, will reach sg on tues morning.. So between this period.. dont sms me lor.. Thou v little pple msg me thesedays.. So y are my smses still exceeding the limit!?!

Oh, i wanna watch Initial D k? N i have another thing to buy.. i want an mp3, but i can wait for tt bah.. the most important one is the notebook i guess.. n all the bills for hostels n tuition fees... So ex.. wow!

I m still happy..

3rd June is nearing.. Ahh.. runaway!

Meeting the tanbo gang for lunch later followed by co prac. I dint know why did i agreed to perform for the last 2 songs with the orchestra and then the encore piece. Perhaps its because all the Zrs are going down for it too... Rebecca wld kill me if i dont. =) =( . Hmm, just pray tt later wld be fine.

Such a hectic wkend is nearing.. another is approaching.. Actitvities are being planned so ahead in my organiser. But I have never forgotten about the sushi outing.. reminder, yuxin n joyce n clement n possibly ct.

Went for big walk yesterday.. Walked a total of perhaps 15km instead of the original 10 km. Legs tired neh, its actually a matter of determination.. Under the hot sun, n our legs nvr stop.. Unlike the urban hike, sometimes we stop to think n plan n discuss and crossed stations or eat laksa.. But yesterday, we were walking for the full of 3.5 hrs... Sweating like mad and my towel dropped on the ground! So dirty when i pickedit up and i cant use it anymore.. Sad. And the big walk tee is so big haha but it feels fun n nice to see almost everybody around u wearing the tee.. Its the kind of atmosphere bah... Like world cup final match at padang, we turned up in yellow to support Brazil and NDP we turned up in red.. =)

N i m sick of Mac! Its like having 2 meals in a row at Mac.. Crazy liao. Junkie. N anymore who wants to buy Reebook stuffs, come together with me.. I got 30% discount. Thats the only thing i found interesting in the goodie bag i guess. They actually give a packet of sunflower oil in the bag lor. Oil, yes, cooking oil. N they dint pack water in it.. The ndp goodie bag is still better. =)

Times almost up, i going to bathe n meet them le!

Had a busy yesterday and today... Went bugis street yesterday for a unique purpose. Haha. the music made me so headache.. and the headache lasted till bedtime and made me so uncomfortable. I had to eat 2 panadol pills before the headache was gone then i fell asleep..

Went Jln Kayu with co people for lunch. Had roti prata. The location was really ulu. Or perhaps is the route that we took was ulu. But its in SengKang, means its near Hougang, means its near Kovan!. Yeah. Oh, then i went Books Warehouse Sale at expo with Yinjie with Andrea. There so so many books.

" sorry we arent able to list the books in specific titles. Its like a treasure hunt, occasionally you might find a gem or two. Or maybe even diamonds"

Thats what i saw in one of the "notices" and so i went treasure hunting. Took a look at practically all the books there. Intially, we found many nice titles and got so excited but as we went to one "table" to another, we had limited choices. Wondering if the reason is we got tired or there arent really nice books on the later "tables". Yah, so i bought 2 books. Hope they are nice. And.... harry potter and the order of the phoenix only 7 dollars! But i think, most people have already read tt book, or either they arent interested. The 2 books i ve bought have all got something to do about the Chinese Society... about class system, marriages of different class and cultural revolution, tribes.. I also dont know why,but I have a liking towards such books..

Finally got the chance to watch the " shao nian ah hu" that my sis taped for me ages ago. Yep, quite nice show i think. Got really excited when watching the boxing part. Hee. And from some angles, Vanness Wu is actually quite seh.

I caught this phrase from one of the books yinjie bought:
"Dreams are the safest place to be, i ll nvr hurt even if u fall"

Dare to dream.

So my job at KWE got extended by another week. But i ll only be working two days tomorrow. Monday = PH, Tuesday = pon work go see syf , Friday = medicine interview..
Today did all the climbing up n down the ladder, carry files here n there, bundle document, pack boxes.. Like shifting house like that. Good exercise though.

A 2 page long promotion list came out in the intranet. Joseph, my supervisor, got promotedfrm AM to Staff Manager. Wonder whats a staff manager for. He is in accounts dept leh, not HR.???So, he's going to treat the whole accounts dept for dinner at Fisherman's village@ Pasir Ris. I din want to go, but no choice. He was like asking if i m free on 13th May. I really dint know if i ll be free so i shrug my shoulders. Then, he said" u r the only temp i m inviting leh". Yah, use pressure lah, i m supposed to be honoured then accept the invitation and congrats him issit? Yah, i did that. But not willingly... i just said, OK lor. Waha, surely i ll be quite lonely during the treat, he din invite the other temp girl.
N.. 13th may i might not be working there anymore. Go specially for the treat when pple go after work. Aiyah, agree also agree le.

But on the overall. i felt happy today. Was smiling whole day at strangers in company. Dunno y.

Sammy n Samy. Oh gosh.

Had my dentistry interview. They were friendly people but sometimes it makes me wonder if they are laughing at me.. are they thinking i m naive from the things i say? or they really tot i said something humourous. Owells.. I really hope that they believe i want to be a dentist more than a doctor. Its just a great pity that the attachment came after the appln deadline..
Its so sad if i m just not given a chance to do what i want to do, n settle with something i dont really like as much? Perhaps, its just life.
Let me pray that they are indeed convinced by me. I mean, during the 20 minutes interview, its hard for them to know me much also. Give me the chance.. I ll prove itto them. pls.

I have a habit of thinking of things that have already passed, and thinking of things tt i should have said but didnt say. N it gets me regretting. Do u all have such problems?

When they asked if how i performed in the MDT, i said i thought i did fine. They asked if i compared by models with the others. I said i didnt. Indeed i didnt. Did i take the full duration of 3 hrs? i said i dint, i had walked out before time's up. I dont believing in making it better when i thought it had alreadylooked ok to me. Sometimes, it gets worse. Did they really thinki did the right thing? I should have asked them how i performed right?

They asked me what are the 2 most common oral problems in Singapore. I dint know. I was stunned. I just crap about 2 problems. I should have told them i dint know but will make a guess right? So i still dont know the ans. I should have asked them for the correct answer. It will make me more keen an applicant too..

So many should haves...

I dont like the feeling when i m trying to make a point, the point is not taken.

Went for dentistry attachment at nuh yesterday.. the orthodontist whom i was attached with is v shuai! got the "forever just bathe finish" look ! haha if u know wad i mean..

Just got back from tuition.. The kid cant concentrate!~ And it makes me so demoralised that she cant remember what i told her. The thing is.. perhaps she know but just dont wan to tell me the correct answer.. Owells, she got imaginary friend ma Thats a special one...
I spent so long last week explaining to her the facts about photosynthesis and respiration... She can tell me photosynthesis takes place all the time!
It makes me doubt my teaching method.. Perhaps it really doesnt work on her.. N she is impatient somemore.. Doesnt listen fully to the explanation and wanna copy the ans le... N i explain to her verbally.. She doesnt know how to write in sentences.. Thats qt sian.. N i feel wrong telling her the ans... Its like spoon-feeding.. N i believe it isnt v beneficial..
Trying out another method.. I m workin on a series of science concept maps using colourful markers.. Hope she will be interested n will improve her memory for the facts..

Tmr going for dentistry attachment at NUH.. So sad everybody's not going tmr coz they went today.. Hope i wont be too lonely..

How come i din get any letter saying: Congratulations, u have been accepted into blah blah..
Only got: I m pleased to inform u that u have been shortlisted for blah blah interview.. Thats so uncertain..
I m so tired of making decisions... even deciding wad to eat for lunch is a chore..
I m so tired of uncertainties...

Had duck rice for lunch today cos my appetite is growing.. If i had noodles, i ll be angry by 5 pm n tts 1.5 hrs more till i reach home... den i felt guilty not eating vege.. So bought a pc of papaya.. SUPER big pc...N i was so full..
At around 3... colleague gave me half a pc of paparotti. full again.
Then half a piece of choc cake.. den another colleague baby first month, gave me some bangawan kueh..
SO FULLL>> exploded..
See lah, yesterday so hungry nobody offered anything..

I am going to be jobless again on 29apr.. I cant stand doing the same thing again and again for more than one month I realised. I thought I was the kind of person who can stand clerical work for rest of my life. Realised I am not cut out for an "office"-kind of job. Temporary i dont mind.. The thought of a person doing data entry every day every time every wk for her work? Shudders.

Next week going to be busy week for me.. Faculty interviews and tests are coming.. And suddenly I wonder, how many years does it actually take for me to repay my bank loan for medicine course? (tt is if i get shortlisted..) Each year is 17 thousand plus, multiplied by 5 + interest after graduation.. sounds quite impossible to repay within 6 years to me.. Any idea? I dont have any doctor relatives or friends.... or even someone in the med faculty now..
I want want Dentistry.. =)..

Tomorrow I ll be illegally using the company copier to photocopy my certificates.. Cannot stand the postage fees but A4 envelope plus photocopying... each letter to each organisation is about 2 dollars..so Ex... okie i m complaining again....

Too bored at work. I really am. I thought i was already v quiet... To think the new temp girl is more un-vocal than me... I initiate all the conversation one lor.. 2 wks liao. Haiz. 1 question 1 answer. Quite sian le.. Or is it i too noisy? Doubts.

Good luck to my sis for SYF on wednesay..Jiayou!. Dont be stressed.. though i know is natural..when the sch's aesthetic grps have all achieved golds so far.. jiayou bah is all i can say. Relax.

Shuo hua ye shi yi men yi shu.

Haha i m blogging from my office during lunchtime, cus the others dint want to go out to eat in a rainy day. Transport is provided to bedok interchange, they still so lan duo.
Everybody has the foresight to buy food before they come to work. Only me, went empty handed. But i am eating a packet of carrot cake now (believe it or not, Its my first time eating "chillied" carrot cake) I have always been eating original flavour de...

I bought the carrot cake from May, who bought extra sets... Haha.. she must have known someone will not have the foresight.

I was actually quite disappointed that we are not going out for lunch cuz I wanna shun bian go buy a hair clip from Ta Zhiang! My irritating fringe keeps falling over to my eye *Irritated*

Gonna finish the last bit of the carrot cake and going back to work.

Haha, yesterday went shopping in Bugis and suddenly have the urge to go Taiwan for a shoppinh spree. Really wanna go.. hmm.. hope the plan will cheng gong.. Like huizhen n Jessica, they went HK themselves, i wanna buy lots of tings..

Guess everybody become v excited about shopping and buying things =)
Boost the country's economy, burn my pocket.. xi shen xiao wo , wan cheng da wo ..

Watching Ms Congeniality 2 later with Clement and Yuxin.
Got a 50% off Hangten coupon from New Paper and so I am trying out my luck later.

Theres a list of books i want to read.. doubt the NLB has got them.. Failed attempt from their catalogue..
1) Tuesday with Morris
2) Johhny Angels
3) Five people you will meet in Heaven
4) Seven effective habits of teenagers
5) Sophies world
6) 在世界的中心呼喊爱情

I feel lost. I want to go back to studies..
n... y.. cursing with vulgarities.. Whats the point? Just makes someone so..unrefined..

I am slacking now.. not working.. But my brain is heavily exhausted from all those thinking of what course i want to take? What scholarship? Which U? Locally or overseas? What essay content will impress the reader?

But i finally clicked the SUBMIT button the PSC gateway website. So long.. i finally decided to click the button.. just the day before the dateline.. I had actually filled in my particulars on the online application form way back in September but i dragged till now to complete the essay.. So last min.. And now my firefly and DSTA applications are also going to be last minute.. because i dont know what to write for the essay..

Listening to Guang Liang's tong hua now.. So nice! Haha.. I wanna listen to Howl's sound track!

Went to Yuxin's house yesterday afternoon to collect some P4 textbooks and assesment books for my student and shun bian go rent VCDs and watch.. In case u all dont know yet.. my TV is spoilt.. Sigh.. Think the repairman will be coming in an hour's time =) But the process might take a few days!
Oh ya, we were at the VCD rental shop, hopeful about the Princess Diaries VCD.. but it was on loan!.. Same thing applies for 13 going 30, cinderalla story, princess diaries 2, alot alot..then we finally got one: Long Feng Dou..So chim show i think, we both cant understand.. Not very nice anyway..

Today had my first lesson with my student.. haha from my house to her house not even 5 minutes journey lor.. =) P4 girls are always cute right and she likes pink so much.. But heng.. is a pleasant first tuition lesson.. Gave her a doraemonn sticker and a hand-written worksheet. Then she say I m the first teacher to give her work prepared by the teacher itself. Hhah guess all the previous just use assesments bah.. but very sian mah.. Anw.. 1.5 hrs passes so quickly lor.. Din even managed to finish a cup of water..

Shall go back to writing essays again.. such a chore..

I feel bored, quite bored. Too bored.
Dont quite like the life I m leading now.. Feel useless in my brain there..
It seems to be deteriorating.. Haiz.. So bu she de as I slowly forget the academic knowledge I have once learnt.
I wanna go learn something.. But what? Teach tuition bah, at least it uses my brain..
Not that my present job doesnt.. But.. Its no longer academically enriched.. How shld i say..

An interesting discovery.. I am not used to the keyboard in my house now! So long not online, never use the house computer till i am not used to it liao.. More used to the keyboard at my workplace.. where the keys are not so popped up, like those of the laptop, if you know what i mean..

Just when home visiting just now.. to CT's house and YX's house.. Hmm.. haha long time never go out together or see each other liao.. hmm, was a great feeling i had. Dint know y.. thou we din do anything tt great fun or special. =) Maybe because we r already v shou? Hmm.. dunno but this yr i din gamble anything leh.. Not that i play the Mahjong, but hey, i know how to play Blackjack k.. With small bets of course.. Also not sure if i ll go Joyce's hse or Lijuan's hse tmr.. Hmm.. or r they coming my house? Haha i dont mind.. Dont recall any of my friends coming my house during CNY.. Hse too small ma.. nothing to see also.. really no entertainment.. =)

Was feeling quite great when i recieved CGH's call to go for an interview on Wednesday morning cos i had been hoping to work in a hospital..the environment.. but hearing opinions from Lijuan, i am having second thots now.. But i shall still go for the interview.. 5 dollars per hr from ITE is really too little.. how shld i demand a rise in my pay? Hmm..

Oh, life is really getting too boring now..i tink i keep doing lame things at home.. doing things that my brain haven been processing for at least yrs.. cos too busy with studies.. no time to tink of those stupid things.. hiding in the cupboard? when was thelast time i played hide and seek? Haiz... should go out more but that means more money.. maybe i should widen my social circle.. esp when it seems to be narrowing? That day i was discussing with my mum.. is it better to stay single when u really cant find someone u r willing to spend the rest of your life with.. or.. is it better to anyhow find somebody to marry when u r really getting quite old.. getting to become a lao chu nu? Haha.. i think i really cannot answer the question till i m stuck with that scenario.. choy! haha.. But..sometimes when each of ur friends get married slowly.. pressure comes right.. Oh dear.. how come i m speakling like i m a 26 or 28 yr old..haha

oh sian. a new yr.. but i dont quite sense the mood. MOOD.

Hmm..got a new pendant from SK Jewellery.. guess tts the latest update about me.. except from the ITE part.. haha because SK Jewellery is holding a sale mah.. but thats half of my CPF pay gone liao.. Wanted to transfer the sum from my bank account to my mum but theres still no time or chance to do so.. Will do that soon thou..

Oh! I trimmed my eyebrow.. but sadly people dont seem to notice.. Hmph.. 5 dollars only cheap cheap =)

Working at ITE is challenging i suppose.. Not to say the work is super difficult but at least i learnt something fresh, something i might not have get exposed to in the future because i guess i wont be joining the banking and finance industry..

I got posted to this Finance Dept (FNP) in the ITE.. Initially i was doing some mundane stuff, doing data entry for the firs 2 days then the 3rd day morning i met Anna (manager) in the toilet and she told me i wont be doing Assets Management anymore. I am suppose to create Purchase Orders(PO) now..She says it aint easy and called me for a meeting right after the toilet incident..
Then i went into the meeting room with Eric and Hwe Kian, both also v pro.. And i am the only one who knows nuts about what the hell is a PO.. So my journey begins..

Creating a PO requires more hands on i suppose, have to call alot of strangers, know alot of terms, careful with calculations and money... it comprises of alot of faxing too.. And the copier is suppose to be multipurpose.. i guess its too all-rounded for me to handle.. Sometimes i dont even noe which task isit performing.. scanning? printing? copying? faxing? So luan

Colleagues quite nice.. Gossips about boss is inevitable in office environment i suppose, so funny to listen to the seniors' comments about hu and hu.. Canteen food is cheap =) A wide variety also..

The only thing i dont like is the journey from my home to the office everyday.. Hmm.. 31 full of those ITE students.. malays v noisy one and so crowded have to stand everyday.. Sian.. Then when i get off... and walk through the concourse to the office.. the students keep wondering why i am amidst them.. Dont like tt feeling, i also dunno how to describe..When can they give me my staff tag...................Heng go home got colleagues together...

Hmm.. CPF no long requires my service.. Sob sob, to put it bluntly means i am SACKED!
But i am not sad because i ll be jobless.. in fact i ll be starting another job at ITE East, Admin again i tink, quite sian. But nevermind.. it beats having negative income if i stay at home and rot =)

I feel kinda sad that tomorrow's my last day there.. I just got adapted to the environment and got so nice and friendly with my colleagues lor.. Hmm i tink Grace is so cute, Tammy so unique, Huiyu so quite, Weishi so pro with shopping at great prices and Aijia so Kpo.. I ll miss them..
Tmr after work we ll be going to feast.. to eat my fill.. HAHA!

Think grace took some pictures of us using her palmtop.. I ll post it here when she send it to me =)

Also worrying about ITE's working environment.. haha got pai kia not.. i am prone to being bullied one leh.. What if the colleagues are all working adults whom i cant click with.. What about meals.. Hmm the location dont seem to be near any hawker or kopitiam leh.. Walk to bedok market or eastpoint or expo also quite far.. hmm..

Checked out this person. Staff code : 221 Name: Peh Yun Hui School: HCJC
Haha.. cause i sort of "offended" him, a colleague of mine.. I was verifying his work when i realised he got quite a number of mistakes so i go tell Aijia and she went off to tell him.. Haiz, i tink he got an impression that i was complaining.. Wrong wrong , i wasnt.. Hmm..he said i was backstabbing him.. sure i wasnt k.. or maybe he's joking.. But he is a nice person i think, dunno y.. first impression counts bah.. hmm. and anywae he dint make any more mistakes le.. whichis good for the whole department esp the Data Reprocessing people.. Savethem the extra work..

Hmm the more i tink of the more sad i am thinking that i wont be working there le... Haiyo..

Its so hard to part with something you grew attached to..

Hmm.. I m feeling so sian at home now.. Nothing to do and realised i really very long never update my blog le..

Went to NTU's talk yesterday and made me realised that my interest is still towards the biology side.. Hmm.. NTU isnt that bad if not for the distance.. compared to NUS lar..

2a's chalet wasnt that bad.. at least i thought it was the best among the few chalets that we had previously. Maybe because we all matured..talked and interacted quite alot and maybe also because the chalet was really big.. really big =0

Sometimes i wonder.. why when i badly need a job.. no offers came to me.. but when i am working now.. offers keep coming.. Subway, National Eye Centre, Icecream Tasting.. Hmm..
And! I made a stupid blunder when sending my resume to Conrad Hotel! Instead of attaching my resume, i attached a webbie for Perfect Match! So Malu!..

DearYuenling,

In case you are not aware, you did not attach your resume in your last email. Instead, you attached a website from Perfect Match.

Regards,
AndyKhor

Whats worse is that Andy Khor is the director of HR Department and he ll be interviewing me if i m shortlisted that is. Oh dear, how embarrassing!

Got back from an interview at NTUC Centre No. 1 Marina Boulevard. Haha.. the address sounds "pro" right. It really was. The whole building belongs to NTUC. (not the Fairprice Supermarket... Its the corporation. ) NTUC= Nation Trade Union Congress.. if i dint remember wrongly from the Sec3 SS textbook.. haha..

Went to 11th floor and i felt quite out of place. I felt like a small child amidst all working adults. Then i waited till 10.15 when they called me to the 13th floor for the interview. 2 persons interviewed me.. A guy and a lady. The guy was very friendly kept smiling and looked abit like Andrew Zhan.. yep the guy who hosted TJCCO Nite 2004. The guy did most of the talking and the lady only asked a question. Both were quite nice people lar...

Think i still remembered the questions:

1) Are u waiting for your results? Which school are you from?
2) Are u going to further your studies?
3) Any work experience?
4) Can you handle nasty and ridiculous customers?
5) Got any such experience dealing with them? Describe?
6) Do you know the working hours?
7) How well are you familiar with the job of a call ctr clerk?
8) Have you seen a call ctr?
10) They have to wear headphones u know?
11) Can u use the PC?
12) How familiar are u with the NTUC?
13) Ask my dad whether he has got the new version of the link card.. (pple, those haven go change, pls change)
14)What if the customer is very nasty and keep scolding u, how?
15) When can you start work and when are you availiable till?

Haha.. its amazing i can recall.. haha maybe i did forgot some.. ahah.. still the interview was a plesant one.. Heard from eeeling that she has got a friend working there.. So coincidental.. Hope we can become colleagues.. =)

Hmm.. one trouble.. i dont have much "working clothes " to sustain if i am going to work.. Have to buy liao.. oh dear.. spend money..

I'm waiting for imagestation to upload the HK pics.. I know its late but better than never.. Haha.. Wonder why the process of uploading is so slow.. Then how come people can stand uploading so many photos onto it? Or maybe its me who dont have the patience? Cant be. its really slow.

Anyway, bought Mayday's 5th album. Nice one =) I want to listen to it now but it seems like its missing. Think my sister took it to CO. Haiz. So now, i am bored while waiting for the photos to get uploaded.

Nothing much to say now at the beginning of the day. I shall end here. Anyway, thanks Andrea and Wanyi for the e-cards. =)
Merry Christmas.. Do people work on christmas and new year's eve huh?

:: Spendthrift::

Happy Birthday Chongtang!

overview.. oops the elephate too dark to be seen.. 

The theme for this tree: White christmas.. 

Angel says.. 

How come so blur.. Must be i held the camera too near.. Anw.. saw the YL on the flower cookie? Haha i dint make it.. Either yinjie huizhen or esther did.. 

The elephant.. Esther decorated it.. 

The christmas tree that i decorated! I liked this the most 

The Christmas Goodie Bag to put the cookies! Esther and her mum made it. 

Went to city hall and chinatown with yinjie yesterday. Actually I dont know where on earth is Peninsula Plaza. Infact, i only know where is Peninsula Shopping Plaza and Peninsula Excelsior Hotel. The good thing is we went there and found out that Peninsual Plaza is just opposite. So, we went to the Powernet Job Agency.. The lady there was nice and said her sources of job mostly came from.. AngMioKio and Novena!! Haha.. though i wouldnt mind that far but the thought of travelling makes me sian..

Then we went to eat at the Indian Restaurant. Food there is still nice :p

Next we went to Chinatown because yinjie is accompanying me to an interview at a travel agency there. The interview is so short! 2 minutes settled it all i guess or maybe lesser. Seriously i think the interviewer is more anxious than me lor and her English is bad. Not that I have a superb command of English grammar but her mistakes are.....okie, Ms Tan from my primary school will kill her.
Alright. I am not very keen about this job because of its working environment.. (its quite messy with all the paper documents)
Then they call me to go for interview again today. I was wondering did they miss me out yesterday or did they lost my records.. Hmm..or did i get in? Anw i decided not to go..

After the interview which was still early, we went Esther's house at Admiralty. Oh gosh, that far. We "chap" in to bake the gingerbread cookies. It was fun.. cutting the shapes with the mould and the decoration with the icing and sweets and toppings=) Got some at my house now.. See the photos.. (hehe) But it took us quite long to finish all.. It was about 11 pm when we left her house.. So her mum fetch us all the way to Tanah Merah. That journey took 1/2 hr and i managed to catch the last bus.. Phew.

Okie.. tomorrow i ll be going for 2 interviews. One at Orchard at 9.30pm.. at TienHsia Educational Center.. (anybody heard of it) and 2nd one at Tampines Mart for the position of Dental Assistant.. Hope they will be successful though i am looking forward to the latter because its better pay and nearer.. Hehe..

Colourful!

Havent had my lunch yet.. cos' i m not hungry yet.. Been skipping lunch lately maybe because i have been getting up quite late, having my breakfast at 10.30am and how is it possible to have my lunch erm at 1.30pm..

Having sleepless nights also..Its so different for the past 2 yrs when sleeping has never been a problem. Such a hectic lifestyle for the past 2 years has allowed me to fall into deep sleep very soon once i touch the bed.. Now.. i have to toss n turn, listen to cds, read a book before i can sleep. And even with those, sleeping is still so... difficult. Yep.

Oh.. qi yu wu so shuai during Star Awards last night. Last night was a night of glamour for mediacorp stars which reminds me of TJ's prom. I like LyeYiLing's gown last night.. Jacelyn's tay also.. So pretty! Haha..The guys were just normal.. with the exception of Christopher Lee's orange shoes with his formal suit! Haha so special.

Realised i like guys or should i say celebs with little words.. Qiyuwu is so stingy with his words. Sly too and needless to say, JAY!!!! They just seem so mysterious, yep cool (even thou some say they r faking it), and so... qi miao.. Qiyuwu: go learn up an instrument n i ll like u even more. Flower Idiot me.

An interesting fun fact to share: Say "colourful" and " i love you". Trying lip reading them, they r actually the same.. =)

:: Colourful Jay! Colourful Qiyuwu! Colourful Sly!::

I think i am really bored because i am changing my blogskin so often! Maybe its because i found flaws in them so quickly.

Anyway, I was reading a book "Down With Love" recently. Yep, just finished it. It was basically all crappy for the first part of the book and it only started to at least have" content" towards the end. Its a very pro-feminist book, based on the 6os , saying how women can actually behave the same as men at those times, in both workplace as well as in a relationship. Quite meaningful.. My sis is reading it now otherwise i would type in an excerpt from there..

Alright, i am going hongkong in 2 days time. Excited? Not really because i dont really know what to expect from there also. Singapore is getting quite cold these days also..Wonder if its almost the same there, if yes then i tink its not quite exciting.. Hmm.. thinking of the trip to Beijing during sec 2, the weather there is so drastically different from Singapore. That was exciting=)
Oh yah.. dont sms me there from Singapore.. It costs a bomb anyway and heard that both parties need to pay.. Haha..(its not like i recieve alot of sms thesedays.. my phone has been quiet and sleepy since grad nite? oh dear.. )

::Blog till i drop? Nah..its not like i m so into it::

haha.. went shopping for grad nite's makeup.. there goes my money again..fly away..

Nevermind.. haha.. hows the cookies? Got looks not? Hehe.. though the taste not very nice because its abit hard and the recipe is all nonsense!!!It was stated: Bake at 170degress in a pre-heated oven for 15 minutes.. Tick tock tick tock, 15 minutes passed and i took out the cookies but it still tasted like batter! So i adjusted to 220degrees for 20 minutes.. What a big difference!
Well, that had my afternoon well spent.

Oh yarh, those are pictures of my hamster(quite blur) and my baby cousin Junyang.. yes.. same name as my 2A classmate..So cute! heehee

::Eye-power I-power::

my baby cousin! 

the cookies i baked! =) 

Hee... this is Mr TerTer! 

I think i have to, no i must, get a job.. Shant idle at home too much..
To my surprise, i haven been blogging for ages, and yet theres no "i have so much to tell" feeling..

I have writtena list of things i want to complete during this holiday though.And on the top of the list : Get a JOB!!! I was thinking its defintely difficult to take on a new challenge in a new environment and cases of friends getting the same job is rare. But still have to go to work right? I
dun wanna be "wu yu you min". Haha

Graduation nite preparation is done. Just finished buying the shoes and everything. I hope that night is fun though, hope most of the class can come and share the fun.. in the hotel room, share the cost too.. Hehe :p

Bought a digi cam at sitex fair yesterday. Quite satisfied with it, zhi zu chang le..=)The Sitex Fair was so crowded lor, everywhere is so crowded, cant really enjoy window shopping when its supposed to be slow paced.. All the crowds made it impossible le

Haha, finished Summer Scent Vcd, now i am on another korean show: Tian Tang de Jie Ti (steps to heaven), another tragic story i tink, the story plot is somehow like Autumn in My Heart but i this this is more "cham"..
Its about this small girl and boy who grew up together, like each other so much and its mid-way between siblings love and puppy love. They were very close and promised to go abroad for studies together. Until the girl's father remarried, and the stepmother brought with her her son and daughter. Her stepsister and mother tortured and prevented her from seeing the guy. (SO BAD!) Then, somehow which is along story, the guy had to go abroad w/o her..(SO SAD!) Then the story goes as the girl met with an accident and lost her memory.. hmm... (the rest haven watch yet hehe)

:: JOB!I am looking for you!:

Its been so long from my previous entry.
I finally did what i wanted to do, erm, since the JCT? Haha, went with yinjie to excelsior hotel for the indian food today. (ok, y do i sound so sian?)

Hmm, we just went to excelsior hotel without knowing where it is and where the restaurant was located though. Just sixth sense and it landed us there, alright, maybe a little help from a security guard. :p It kind of surprised me to find out that theres so many indian shops in excelsior shopping centre. I can actually find people learning to play the banjo, dancing and some worship thingys..We went in the restaurant feeling so ulu.. Haha.. Dint really know where to start.. Hmmm.. but the food was nice! I m sure i will be going back there..=) I paid 5 dollars.. though feeling abit guilty because they are such nice people, plus the ambience was special.. But as yinjie said, we dint actually ate alot, just average..=)

Oh ya. did i forget to mention.. i saw hanwen n anbu there. so qiao. Something's fishy though.. hehe

Then we went Carrefour, Paya Lebar This Fashion, Tampines Popular. We tried on some dress but we concluded that even though those are nice, we werent probably have any chance to wear them though.. Considering erm.. how far later in this year then i ll have the chance to go out and slack anymore?

Oh ya, did this sushi yesterday. Turn out i bought the wrong sushi vinegar. i think i bought this japanese sauce. BUT! they were of the same colour and i actually read the food label, it dint gave me a definite clue to whether its vinegar, but i saw glutinous rice and fermentation and i tot vinegar is a product of fermentation. So i was quite sure i bought the correct one but it turn out to be wrong!?! Quite disappointing but my sis says it taste quite good still, w/o the vinegar i mean..

Tomorrrow school's opening. As much as i dread it, i have to drag myself there.. n earlier than usual.. changing the timetable by 10 minutes earlier means i ll need to wake 10 precious minutes earlier! Argh..

Oh, i m totally infatuated with qi yuwu and michael morschitvs..

:: Cream of 'D' Crop::
:: Ingredients: 100% passion 100% vision 100% ideas::
:: Dont they learn maths::

Disappoinment yesterday.
Hopes for today.

Accidentally stumbled upon this picture minutes ago.. It looked so peaceful, so nice. But i doubt its real, must be effects from photoshop.

Just had my 3rd biology practical test this morning. Haha, whats worth mentioning is that each time i have a bio prac test, i ll have free buffet lunch (leftovers though). 1st time was during national day celebrations, finished our prac and helped ourselves to the food. Today, the cleaner actually approached us. So good. Free, can save money somemore.. =)

Bought a gardenia loaf today. Focasccia bread if thats how to spell it. Made from herbs and olive oil.. I shall make myself a sandwich, haha later!?! Anyway,the bread smells real nice.

Now, i am really considering about overseas studies. My mum sort of allow le, but i am only considering australia or NZ i guess.. Hmm, well that is if i can get the scholarship. But shrugz, what am i going to study? I have no confidence in medicine anymore, i guess its just not the passion, if not, why does the length of the course frightens me? It just occured to me that maybe i should take physics? Wow. A total 180degrees turn from biology. However, most organisations are more interested in economics students.. Well, afterall every company needs a financial department but not every company require a research and development dept. Hmm.. alright, maybe i am sure unsure. Okie, its not maybe , it should be i am unsure. I am not so keen about overseas education sometimes, things have their pros and cons. Just cant find the passion, the purpose..

:: its less than a month away::

Peaceful beach.. thou i doubt is real.. 

Cannot make it.
Numbed by tutorials? Wah, who's got that ability? Me lor.
I want to go out! I have been home for whole 3 days this long weekends. Cooped at home. Not that i dont want to go out. If somebody jolly well ask me go out ydae? today? I would have agreed. Bored to tears. Guess i have been utilising every sms i can. Bored. To the bones.

Even when 2 birds flew into my living room, i got scared and screamed. At least it made me less bored. Hilarious? Yah, i think so. Why twins effect is out on 12 Aug? I would have gone to watch.. erm.. ydae if it was launched yesterday. But its money again. Did i mention? I have to bring 60 dollars to school for class fund and grad night deposit. Ouch.

:: _____ to the core, to tears and to the bones. Fill in the blank ::

I have been feeling grouchy lately. Sorry to those whom i have ignored, scolded, harsh to for the past week. Dont know whats gotten into me, just dont feel like talking or making any sound at times. Just felt like keeping quiet sometimes, stone, dream, think and sleep.

But feeling quite alright now, in view of the long weekend ahead. Although i know its going to be a mugging weekend AGAIN, it just feel good to escape from the revision tests and practicals going on, TEMPORARILY. Realised its a very vulnerable period for many of us. Once stress sets in, everyone gets so vulnerable. If u scold me now, i tink i ll just break down into tears, or scold you back. Its better to be able let things out than to keep them all inside i think.

Just bought Jay's cd, that is so nice. Personally, i think thats just his style and i like it so much. Realised there usually arent any happy songs in his albums, all the non-rap songs are talking about parting, regretting and stuffs like that. There arent any songs that explicitly talk about couples being in love and stuffs like that. However, the MVs sometimes display otherwise. How come huh? I wonder.. Hmm, track 2 and 6 are so nice.. they're my fav on the cd, for the time being.

I have been wanting to eat katong laksa, indian food, try durian pastry for soooo long le. Still, havent got the chance to satisfy my crave. Argh, guess that ll be months later le right. And, twins effect II coming out on 12 Aug, feel like watching but yet subconciously, i forbid myself. Contradictory.

Oh ya, for those swensens ice cream lovers, there's a promotion going on, in celebration of Singapore's 39th birthday. The topless 5, usually priced at $6.5, is now priced at $1.39.++ 15% GST and serv charge. Haha, the good thing is no minimum purchase is required. Valid only on wk days (i tink) and dine-in customers. Dont know when this promotion will be on till though. In case you are wondering why i know those details, yep, i ate it today. While i appear to be so enthusiastic about this promotion, my family seems to be so indifferent about it. They dint show any signs of interest when i told them about it leh. Weird.

:: Vulnerability of Life <-->Permeability of stress ?? Double ended arrow, equilibrium has to be achieved ::

haiz, another wasted day.. Its not wasted because nothing happened, in fact, too many things happened.. Huizhen's birthday party, Physic DE test, JTS, Temasek IP Openhouse.. Today was so packed till i dint have time to do any tutorials, thus feeling super guilty now.

I still have alot of tutorials to clear before i can start revising. (Thats basically all subjects!) 1) Physics: Buoyant, Viscous, Non-viscous. 2) Maths: Loci and Complex Misc 3) Bio: Control of flowering 4) Chem: Transition, Grp 2 Grp 7... 3 words: Die Liao Lor! But maybe i should really start while clearing my tutorials? Multi-tasking, how skilled am i? Still quite devastated over the fact that i am going to have Prelims S Paper.. My Maths S how? Each time i sit down and tries to plan the study timetable, i am so lost. Time is running short, 4 weeks to prelims? Or even shorter? Scared, i dint dare to count despite the constant reminders from tutors.

Have been staying back in school, to study in the library.. self-grounding till 7.30pm. This will have to continue, otherwise i ll just doze off while doing tutorials at home, esp in the afternoon.. But, i only have 2 wkdays afternoons to afford each week,Monday and Thursday... Thats how pathetic my timetable is.

The past week was a disastrous! 8 tests! How did i survive? Scrape through everything lor, dint study for all of them in detail, after all the concepts are there means there are there le mah. Whats there to study? Oopz, its this constant thinking in my mind that makes me want to slack everytime. I have to abolish this thinking.

3 persons have commented on my face for the past week. They say its so pale, even paler than before. But well, Ms Wong say i will be better after A's.. I certainly will! Duh..

:: Press on, Hang on ::