Black n white.
To wash away colours and fill them much with emotions so dear.
Matchstick n the box.
To keep the ignition within.
Matchstick n the girl.
To the very last moment.

Escalate.

Chingay on 4th feb made me strangely happy. Quoting Yuxin, strangely happy..
Indulging in my sheer happiness again.
Seems like my matchstick isnt working tt well, owells. tts at the back of my mind, doesnt matter for now.
Chingay, perhaps cos I m out with the crowd again.. Tts y i enjoy ndp parade, tts y i enjoy big walk. It feels like the whole world is out with me tt moment.
Crowds doesnt matter, for i m with them. Its not like im alone, isolated, for which is my biggest fear.
Yet i contradict myself when i enjoy certain moments of solitude and yeah, serene.

i'm missing some whom i haven seen for long. jumping at chances to meet them all over in nus for lunch. heys, i knocked on joyce's door today.
heys, who's door isnt locked?

Now tt tjco alumni has confirmed taking part in tjco concert 2006, i ve decided nt to participate.. heys, perhaps it ll be just as nice watching them on stage. its been 4 yrs.. since i last watched tjco on stage.. frm the audience seats... not to mention the syf, which was so nice, and earned my grams worth of adrenaline. so do u measure hormones by grams or ml or mg? or mg/cm^3 of blood? Nvr crossed my mind to wonder abt this till now. Hehz.
Kays,May it shall be. Esplanade or SCH shall it be?

into green. green gives a new lease of life to the dull.
green freshes.
green awakens.
green perks up.
go green.
but green also comes with jealously. oops.

into purple. purple gives a dilemma btwn red n blue.
purple magics.
purple fantasizes.
purple royals me.
go purple.
but purple also comes with knocks. oops.

::purple n green me::