~ cheer up rachel.. i ll like to see ya with wonderful expressions on ya face. ur madness. craziness.. ur expressions alwaes giving pple a direct attachment to exclamation marks.. its not u now. maybe u do need a rest. a break.. but we do really hope to see rachel!!! back with us =)

haiz. love is a mystery.. it has hurt pple.. but y do we willingly engage ourselves in them.. cuz it brings joys too.. :: love is like a roller coaster ride ::
a one sided love is the worse type of love anyone can experience.. esp if u r the one liking him/her with no conditions attached.. with indefinite sacrifications.. but wad ya get is juz a fren to fren relationship.. or worse still.. a pure fren conversation.. with his/her heart attached to the other..

wad can the worse thing happened? it has happened to me.. my good frens somemore.. wad did i chose to save myself? time. cruelty. escapism. friendship. another love.

now tt the last soln has come to me.. i ve plunged/gotten into/fallen into another love. again. one-sided love. how sad it might be? how devastating the conclusion might be? it has been a constant fear always..

but pple do fantasize.. thou chances r slim.. but wadeva everything little thing means much to me.. y do i miss him when he juz disappears for 10 mins? cuz i m not his. he is not mine. everything is insecure.. its only when u cant get something tt u learn to treasure it more.. how humanity degrades humans.

okie.. end of the sad part.. haha we tok on phone last nite wor.. happy. yepz. urban hike we tok more wor.. i m getting more n more daring to tok to him le.. i wonder..

:: afterall.. friendship hatred n love revolves round only a circle..when ya like someone to the extent.. it can become a hatred.. when hatred resolves friendship comes in.. for the opp sex.. friendship's ultimate is love::