these few daes of onlining din allowed me to really post a really complete msg.. y? i din noe also.. he isnt online. i was not chatting to him.. perhaps i m juz stoning.. maybe is cuz tjcco rock big time. i m part of tjcco n rock=stone.

Crapping.

i had quite funny feelings stepping down n everyting. suddenly. i feel tt maybe its time for me to really concentrate on my studies. (i haven been since this year) but i will miss my juniors.. definitely..

ydae forgot to thank so many people.. thanks rachel for the flower.. thanks junior for the bopian n flowers n rebecca for the xtra card.. n wangliang for his bread. haha i ate 3.5 buns.. sorry for those hu din eat any... thanks 17/03 for the flowers.. n andrea n eleen for the flower.. hmmz.. not forgetting my mum n sis hu came for the concert..thou they really dunno how to appreciate.. i also wanna let them noe wad i m been working hard into for the past few months.. it paid off thou. except for the part when i dreamt... haah forgot to come in.. twice lor... qinkai's hair distracted me..

n plus plus.. i downloaded sho many photos we took during concert..

okie enough abt concert..

u. u r not my anybody. but u r able to traumatise me so much each nite u din tok to me.. so useless..i mean myself.. on one hand i appear to be so indifferent towards u. i dun even dare to really tok to u.. on the other hand i m so shakened each time u tok to me. or u bochap me. i din wan u to noe i like ya. i dun wan a relationship in which u grew ur love for me after u noe i like ya. i m going to suffer. i m selfish. i noe. i wan u to like me the wae i m. but do u really noe me.

haiz love is like a roller coaster ride. i can be so happy this minute
but unhappy the other minute juz because of something u said...
m i blessed tonite? i m still. becoz i still hope tt i ve a place in ur heart.

bless me. i ll scold myself if i behave too ap on saturdae.. i shall be nice to him.. sekali he dio shock how.. since i m alwaes so aloof towards him.. hmm. contradictory sia..

::to all hus out of love. hus yearning. hus waiting. hus in love. Love Matters..::