Just finished reading Princess Diaries Sensixtion a while ago. Remembered i was hooked to it 2 years ago and when i made a trip down the library that day, i saw the 6th book of the series and picked it up.
It made me: see the title.
I laugh at myself for getting crazy all over Michael Moscovitz, who is no more than a fictional charactor. Was so eager to meet him in the Princess Diaries movies who apparently, my sis says, is very ugly. Never got to see PD1 anyway, till now.
Met him again once more in this 6th book. Reminded me of someone's shadow this time round. Made an evaluation why i was so head over heels over Michael that time. Prolly cos' he was different..(u know these books and shows are forever featuring hot guys frm the basketball/soccer/baseball team of some high school/college/varsity or those who play beach volley super well with great bods and teen girls go ga-ga over them).. Prolly cos' Michael was smart, wrote a song for Mia and i think he was interested in things people nvr were. Charm. Haha. Why do i add so much drama in analysing a fictional character.
::sohappytogether.howistheweather::
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Friday, May 12, 2006
::我想买一朵花给自己，放在房里，让心情愉快：：
::宠：：
记得，好一段时间，我非常抗拒自己独自一人到人山人海的购物中心。心里总是觉得，有好多眼睛都注视着我。看见大伙都是成群结队，总会让“独自”行走着的我觉得分外孤单，心里总觉得怪怪的。有时，在巴士上独自一人， 都觉得路程特别漫长。
曾经想过， 自己为何那么奇怪？
结果事情过后，回想起来，是当初自信心不够？还是那只是成长的过程，总是希望被朋友家人陪伴着，凡是总觉得就算面对什么困难，都会有一群人一起顶着。
我今天独自一人到TM选购母亲节礼物时，心里想着：很开心，当年的“心理包袱”以从此不在。或许，人的成长，也代表着，虽然人是群体动物，自己必须学者面对事情， 必须自己学着处理事情。
反而，如今的我，已找到一人到处走走跑跑看看的乐趣。如今的我，似乎还不这么渴望在我生命还未出现的 apart. 可不是酸葡萄喔！：）
：：享受人生：：
:: 想瘦！人生：：
(想一想，我的博客的读者， 到底有谁就算读了以上的文字，结果对内容还是一知半解的呢？到底又有几位，看到一大堆的华文字，又会坚持读到这一句呢？ 又有几位，看见这些华文字，便索性跳到另一个网页呢？）
::宠：：
记得，好一段时间，我非常抗拒自己独自一人到人山人海的购物中心。心里总是觉得，有好多眼睛都注视着我。看见大伙都是成群结队，总会让“独自”行走着的我觉得分外孤单，心里总觉得怪怪的。有时，在巴士上独自一人， 都觉得路程特别漫长。
曾经想过， 自己为何那么奇怪？
结果事情过后，回想起来，是当初自信心不够？还是那只是成长的过程，总是希望被朋友家人陪伴着，凡是总觉得就算面对什么困难，都会有一群人一起顶着。
我今天独自一人到TM选购母亲节礼物时，心里想着：很开心，当年的“心理包袱”以从此不在。或许，人的成长，也代表着，虽然人是群体动物，自己必须学者面对事情， 必须自己学着处理事情。
反而，如今的我，已找到一人到处走走跑跑看看的乐趣。如今的我，似乎还不这么渴望在我生命还未出现的 apart. 可不是酸葡萄喔！：）
：：享受人生：：
:: 想瘦！人生：：
(想一想，我的博客的读者， 到底有谁就算读了以上的文字，结果对内容还是一知半解的呢？到底又有几位，看到一大堆的华文字，又会坚持读到这一句呢？ 又有几位，看见这些华文字，便索性跳到另一个网页呢？）
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
SaladMixingBowl
Went for 2a nine sista's gathering @cartel yesterday night after klunch with joyce&yuxin. Then went over to BK to talk talk and to divide our sweets.. "i wan tt gween sweet".. Its been long since all of us.. 8 of us were present...except eleen!! u better see this!
Was reading TIME this morning when i woke. Thanks to my sis who's subscribing to it because of GP and the need to read up on current affairs, I've a weekly digest of TIME, which sometimes features on interesting cover stories.. So a couple of weeks down, I've read on Queen Elizabeth's Birthday.. was it 83th, 86th? or even older? cant remember.. and Hooha over Da Vinci's Code movie release and of cus's theres always feature on the Iraq's situation.. (which has been inside since I was in J1!! And i'll just skip that part conveniently..)
Noticed this article on HongKong's air quality due to severe air pollution. "the city's air pollution index hit a high of 149 - a level at which those with cardiac or respiratory problems are advised to reduce physical exertion.." (how high was Singapore's air pollution index the time when i was in p5 and schools had to stop??)
"Hongkong has lost its sky. The city is frequently cloaked in noxious smog, and many days the only place you can see a clear shot of the famously picturesque skyline is in ads for luxury apatments."
"The only safe conclusion is that [air pollution] is having a very serious adverse effect on the health of people of all ages..."
"here's the good news: air pollution has become so severe and so unremitting that HongKongers are fed-up - and may be ready to force their leaders to act ..." ( Will i witness my first encounter with a riot/protest in Hongkong?)
I have heard the news from TV but it took me this article to realise how serious it was. What do I have to say? What do yuxin and lijuan have to say?(Give me your thoughts about it kay? Cos we really need a decision..) Will this deter us from going Hongkong?? Shrugs. I dont mind going(really) and i dont mind not going.. for the country will not run away from us.. Will I see the sky in July?
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Something to share: I'm so lucky Im not a fan of cokes and sodas. Sugar-shots.
Its loaded with sugar- drink just 2 355ml cans od soda a day - the average for kids 15 -19- and at the end of one week you have poured down enough sugar to fill a 0.7kg bag.
Its full of empty calories -A 591ml bottle of Coke packs 240 calories and no significant amounts of vitamins or minerals. Even sugary fruit juices contain some nutrients.
and..2/3 of U.S adults are overweight or obese..[state of shock!] .. constant naggin doesnt help.. will statistics do the job?
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Monday, May 08, 2006
Sunday, May 07, 2006
观看人生剧场。我只好说：匪夷所思， 变幻莫测。
Giants in BFG says we are human beans 豆般的体积， 难道威力也只豆豆般的渺小？才不。看来今天的我是乐观的。：）
A trip to ECP 让我红了！
Nah, mediacorp didnt happen to be filming some "post election - what do the public think?" there nor filming some drama serials and happen to rope me in as an extra or passer-by. 可是我真的红了，都是太阳惹的祸！
Sun was super strong today, or did i chose to wrong time of the day to be under the sun? 1.20pm to 4pm. Finally went cycling at ecp with yinjie today:) Was glad to see her again after so long,yay.
I guess I'm continuing to be suay after the "forgot-key" incident. Happily rented a bike from one of the rental shops but as i proceed the bike felt v weird. Or rather, the rider, me, felt v weird riding that bike. Lol. First, the gears doesnt seem to be working. There was no difference whether at light or hard gears, which made the up-slopes difficult. And... I cant speed with that bike at all! Grr... And as compared to Yinjie's, you need more peddling action to cover the same distance with mine. Sighs. Finally cannot stand it and decided to exchange with Yinjie ( silly of us, didnt even think of turning back and make an exchange)
Total in 2hrs, we made 3 swops. Haha, leg ache leh! It feels like riding a bike with punctured tyres but the typres r not punctured! Grr.. stupid bike.
Saw people sailing, windsurfing, cable-skiing and paraskiing today. And some playing what-do-u-call-those-controlling-small-cars-with-a-remote-control. Ya, when you are riding a difficult bike, you need to enjoy more of the surroundings around you, to be more observing about things around you, to make it lesser a chore to ride that difficult bike. Somehow, I do that when I am running alone, that is to make the distance seem shorter. :)
Went for lunch at Komala's Indian Restaurant at about 3.30pm. Yes, lunch. Haha, we are both will-not-hungry type. Ate a masala dosai, it was so big and left us so full that we decided to walk to parkway parade. Yes, under the sun again. Haha..
Gains from this trip: 红了！A red-ded face.. and a meet-up with my long time no see friend! :)
Tomorrow I m going to pay Tampines new swimming pool a visit. It has got jacuzzi, a long slide etc that makes it a very different from normal pools. Hope I wont be suay again ... Like.. pls dun let my bump my head against the side walls when doing backstroke.. How imaginative.
如果真的发生，那就邪门了！
You see, I'm typing alot in chinese.. Cus this new layout supports chinese characters... unlike my previous. So I'm going to make up for the "lost time". :D.
Guess Im really happy today.
Giants in BFG says we are human beans 豆般的体积， 难道威力也只豆豆般的渺小？才不。看来今天的我是乐观的。：）
A trip to ECP 让我红了！
Nah, mediacorp didnt happen to be filming some "post election - what do the public think?" there nor filming some drama serials and happen to rope me in as an extra or passer-by. 可是我真的红了，都是太阳惹的祸！
Sun was super strong today, or did i chose to wrong time of the day to be under the sun? 1.20pm to 4pm. Finally went cycling at ecp with yinjie today:) Was glad to see her again after so long,yay.
I guess I'm continuing to be suay after the "forgot-key" incident. Happily rented a bike from one of the rental shops but as i proceed the bike felt v weird. Or rather, the rider, me, felt v weird riding that bike. Lol. First, the gears doesnt seem to be working. There was no difference whether at light or hard gears, which made the up-slopes difficult. And... I cant speed with that bike at all! Grr... And as compared to Yinjie's, you need more peddling action to cover the same distance with mine. Sighs. Finally cannot stand it and decided to exchange with Yinjie ( silly of us, didnt even think of turning back and make an exchange)
Total in 2hrs, we made 3 swops. Haha, leg ache leh! It feels like riding a bike with punctured tyres but the typres r not punctured! Grr.. stupid bike.
Saw people sailing, windsurfing, cable-skiing and paraskiing today. And some playing what-do-u-call-those-controlling-small-cars-with-a-remote-control. Ya, when you are riding a difficult bike, you need to enjoy more of the surroundings around you, to be more observing about things around you, to make it lesser a chore to ride that difficult bike. Somehow, I do that when I am running alone, that is to make the distance seem shorter. :)
Went for lunch at Komala's Indian Restaurant at about 3.30pm. Yes, lunch. Haha, we are both will-not-hungry type. Ate a masala dosai, it was so big and left us so full that we decided to walk to parkway parade. Yes, under the sun again. Haha..
Gains from this trip: 红了！A red-ded face.. and a meet-up with my long time no see friend! :)
Tomorrow I m going to pay Tampines new swimming pool a visit. It has got jacuzzi, a long slide etc that makes it a very different from normal pools. Hope I wont be suay again ... Like.. pls dun let my bump my head against the side walls when doing backstroke.. How imaginative.
如果真的发生，那就邪门了！
You see, I'm typing alot in chinese.. Cus this new layout supports chinese characters... unlike my previous. So I'm going to make up for the "lost time". :D.
Guess Im really happy today.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
The world just shoke me 15mins ago. Try it, i ve experienced it twice this sem. And nvr before in my whole life.
I hate myself for ever-true predictions and to-the-eye observations and it-convinces-me-so-well linking ability and imagination.
And that friend, yes that friend, had me guessed 4 things in a row correctly (not including the address). Im ever amazed by coincidences.
And why am i so good at guessing suicide stories. It freaks me out.
And i wan to stop predictions. Can i be ever so wrong for once that it finally convinces me that : Yuenling, this time u aint gonna be right.
It nvr happened. Nvr happened.
And what about a litre of tears, ive had mine too. That litre chucked away inside.
Pls stop. girl, pls stop ur abilities. If they are so true, so why nothing uve predicted ever happen on u?
Freaked out. Drained. Masked out.
//The stronger ones get hurt more. The weaker ones get hurt and retreat.Yes, that story about the frog and scorpion. Abit more than shaken. See, the world isnt fair.. u brave it and get urself hurt once more.
See once more, the world is perhaps fair. Logically.. who else but the braver ones to brave the war? I din say weak the war, did i?
A sudden spin in my head 15 mins ago led me into writing all these. Its the 2nd spin this sem, and nvr before.
Yes, i m abit more than shaken. I've been spinned off my guard.
I hate myself for ever-true predictions and to-the-eye observations and it-convinces-me-so-well linking ability and imagination.
And that friend, yes that friend, had me guessed 4 things in a row correctly (not including the address). Im ever amazed by coincidences.
And why am i so good at guessing suicide stories. It freaks me out.
And i wan to stop predictions. Can i be ever so wrong for once that it finally convinces me that : Yuenling, this time u aint gonna be right.
It nvr happened. Nvr happened.
And what about a litre of tears, ive had mine too. That litre chucked away inside.
Pls stop. girl, pls stop ur abilities. If they are so true, so why nothing uve predicted ever happen on u?
Freaked out. Drained. Masked out.
//The stronger ones get hurt more. The weaker ones get hurt and retreat.Yes, that story about the frog and scorpion. Abit more than shaken. See, the world isnt fair.. u brave it and get urself hurt once more.
See once more, the world is perhaps fair. Logically.. who else but the braver ones to brave the war? I din say weak the war, did i?
A sudden spin in my head 15 mins ago led me into writing all these. Its the 2nd spin this sem, and nvr before.
Yes, i m abit more than shaken. I've been spinned off my guard.
For the past 1/2 hour, I've been getting self-excited. Shrugs.
*Sender more excited than reciever*
Was chatting with an og friend and realised his birthday is just arnd e corner..
All began with us discussing which grc is a walkover and which arent. Went on abt guessing his address and i cheated by looking at the og contact list.
And so zhun again realised his birthday is arnd e corner. Decided to pop him a surprise ( k lah, not a big surprise.. but he ll nvr expect i ll know his birthday is coming..) Began searching online for birthday greetings.. realised all need registration for free trial. Cumbersome.
So just fiddled arnd with the exisiting pictures in my com using paint and did him a birthday card. Haha..
In the end, he tot i send him some scary movie clip or picture, he dont wanna open and hotmail is lagging .
So i end up being excited, all by myself, haha...
Alright, he opened it in the end ( if he doesnt i faint of adrenaline overush. Prolonged self-excitement).. Haha..
Nice to know that I've made him happy for at least 1 sec? ( e very moment he reads the card), cus he's been a nice friend.
*Sender more excited than reciever*
Was chatting with an og friend and realised his birthday is just arnd e corner..
All began with us discussing which grc is a walkover and which arent. Went on abt guessing his address and i cheated by looking at the og contact list.
And so zhun again realised his birthday is arnd e corner. Decided to pop him a surprise ( k lah, not a big surprise.. but he ll nvr expect i ll know his birthday is coming..) Began searching online for birthday greetings.. realised all need registration for free trial. Cumbersome.
So just fiddled arnd with the exisiting pictures in my com using paint and did him a birthday card. Haha..
In the end, he tot i send him some scary movie clip or picture, he dont wanna open and hotmail is lagging .
So i end up being excited, all by myself, haha...
Alright, he opened it in the end ( if he doesnt i faint of adrenaline overush. Prolonged self-excitement).. Haha..
Nice to know that I've made him happy for at least 1 sec? ( e very moment he reads the card), cus he's been a nice friend.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
And so ive finally managed to get the last episode of The Undisclosed from the harddisk of the dvd recorder into the dvd-rw for kel and meisi. So happy.. But then it failed to play in my laptop. Sian 1/2. I guess i failed to finalise or initialise or whatever to it. Gonna try it later.
Btw Jade Seah is revived. Blinkblink!!!
And so i found this pic that caught me the moment i set my eyes on it. So much wanting to make it my desktop wallpaper. Sian, had difficulty again. Sighz.
And so joyce helped me with it. K.. doesnt look as nice as it was when it was smaller. But still.. its nice.. :)
Its been long since "love at first sight". Haha, how weird do i put it.
The old one... haha...close up really nice de.
Btw Jade Seah is revived. Blinkblink!!!
And so i found this pic that caught me the moment i set my eyes on it. So much wanting to make it my desktop wallpaper. Sian, had difficulty again. Sighz.
And so joyce helped me with it. K.. doesnt look as nice as it was when it was smaller. But still.. its nice.. :)
Its been long since "love at first sight". Haha, how weird do i put it.
The old one... haha...close up really nice de.
Now. which is nicer... :p
Sian lor. i know some will say.. both also not nice. haha! Can u pamper me by saying both also nice!?! lol.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
"k bye. i need to rush"
"btw, im watching a lame movie"
"so whats the lame movie?"
"Aquamarine...haha"
Indeed, i din expect much from this movie.
But it turned out to be pleasant. I was smiling throughout. Nice.
Made me feel real young after watching the show. Haha.. How serious can the plot get with a mermaid in it?
Im forever lazy to type out the whole story, as usual. But heres some nice phrases i caught from the show... :)
I love the LOVE!
"Why are you always so sure about yourself? Why are you always so sure about life?"
"Cos im loving life!"
"Be nvr afraid of your life, and be friends with your life!"
"I'm leaking! No, u're just crying!" "That something you do when ure sad!"
"You humans, the nxt time something leaks from my nose, you're going to tell me that something that happens when im happy"
Hilarious :)
Mermaid: " Is there really love? Apparently, i failed to found any!"
"Yes there is! Love is......
the closest thing next to magic.... "
Oh?
"My earrings compliment me!"
"My earrings will sure complement u too!"
"No! they really compliment me! I've got to get those starfishes! they whisper sweet-little things into your ears and the best thing is, they nvr lie!"
...oh, aquamarine is so pretty, aquamarine is so cute.. aquamarine is... (in tt starfish tone. so cute)
HaHa.
Love is, the closest thing next to magic.
"btw, im watching a lame movie"
"so whats the lame movie?"
"Aquamarine...haha"
Indeed, i din expect much from this movie.
But it turned out to be pleasant. I was smiling throughout. Nice.
Made me feel real young after watching the show. Haha.. How serious can the plot get with a mermaid in it?
Im forever lazy to type out the whole story, as usual. But heres some nice phrases i caught from the show... :)
I love the LOVE!
"Why are you always so sure about yourself? Why are you always so sure about life?"
"Cos im loving life!"
"Be nvr afraid of your life, and be friends with your life!"
"I'm leaking! No, u're just crying!" "That something you do when ure sad!"
"You humans, the nxt time something leaks from my nose, you're going to tell me that something that happens when im happy"
Hilarious :)
Mermaid: " Is there really love? Apparently, i failed to found any!"
"Yes there is! Love is......
the closest thing next to magic.... "
Oh?
"My earrings compliment me!"
"My earrings will sure complement u too!"
"No! they really compliment me! I've got to get those starfishes! they whisper sweet-little things into your ears and the best thing is, they nvr lie!"
...oh, aquamarine is so pretty, aquamarine is so cute.. aquamarine is... (in tt starfish tone. so cute)
HaHa.
Love is, the closest thing next to magic.
Monday, May 01, 2006
I'm still waking everyday and thinking I'm late for meeting someone at the library to start mugging. Or I've forgotten to go for tuition..
I cant stand idling. I mean, for too long...
So... while many of you guys are still having your papers, I've already messaged melody and told her i ll be ready to start work.
*Itchy hand lah... *
When you guys finally clear all ure papers and ready to have fun and start to arrange for shopping/movie/karaoke/outing sessions..and im bugged with work.I'll start lamenting again.. Haha..
N i refuse to start jogging on just-after-the-rain pavements. Puddles puddles puddles.
:: Being Boring ::
:: Bothering Boredom ::
I cant stand idling. I mean, for too long...
So... while many of you guys are still having your papers, I've already messaged melody and told her i ll be ready to start work.
*Itchy hand lah... *
When you guys finally clear all ure papers and ready to have fun and start to arrange for shopping/movie/karaoke/outing sessions..and im bugged with work.I'll start lamenting again.. Haha..
N i refuse to start jogging on just-after-the-rain pavements. Puddles puddles puddles.
:: Being Boring ::
:: Bothering Boredom ::
Sunday, April 30, 2006
An online session of frivolous pursuits. 
Buy me a "be-a-princess, to-be-adored-by" day. I'll apprrrreciate that verrrry much.
Sho nice Sho nice. Wish my birthday is just around d' corner.
Who's getting married? Who needs a bridesmaid?
Or perhaps, i need a sugardaddy. Wahaha. Or any of you girls wan to pamper me? Muaha.
Or.. the store is giving 20% storewide discount. Mother Day's Special. Who wants to be my son/daughter?
Or have i been reasonably good to you guys somehow thesedays? ( very hard ah...) Buy me any one, just one as a reward? Haha.....
You will make my day!
// In the end, i'll just walk by that shop one day. And just decide to pamper myself. Reach for my wallet.....
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Once watched a dance with this music. Had this song replaying in my mind many a times during revision. Nice duet. Chants: I want to find this song.
Click to enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxNLnpDqI1A
:: I'm old ::
Click to enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxNLnpDqI1A
:: I'm old ::
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Some thanks.
Was reading blogs of my neighbours... Thesedays.. exam stress have brought them together. ( As in.. those who have been stayin back in hall for the recess week). I took my leave cos i know i just cant study at hall. Haha.. Dint feel left out even thou i was like away for 1 1/2 weeks. Glad.
I dont know how would i have survived the 1st sem in NUS without RH, particularly my neighbours, really. Breaks in between lessons, discussion on module matters, doing online assignment together. Eating meals together. Having grown so comfortable with them during these 2 sems.
Sem 2 was an accident. A perfect accident. Not my initial decision to stay hall in 2nd sem. But, yes as perfect as it was, i was glad i did change my mind last minute to change the application form.
The fact that we ll miss each other when anybody's not around means he/she has already a place in our minds =). Something rare. A friendship, forged in a different way, and i m glad it happened.. Its like we r constantly "camping". New neighbours hazie and eleen moved in. Added to the CHAOS in Block 2! ahah...
Its now when i m moving out of hall in abt 1 weeks' time that.. i had time to grow through all this in my mind. I appreciate this friendship and yes yes. Gonna miss em' all. Real Bad. But reality always fall in when we know 4 of us r movin out of hall this sem and the busy schedules of studies arent going to allow us to catch up veh often. And we all know that its going to be different when we r not going to be "under one roof" anymore. But then, kelvin and liren! Prepare your room to be bombed by me, xl, meisi and xj!
How am i going to go through sem 3 w/o hall. I know its a funny qn to pose. But. yes at the same time. I do wan to stay at home. n i dun mind tt travelling frm tampines to clementi....
Haha.. there was one pt of time, we all had our msn nicks as:
I heart my neighbours!
I love my neighbours!
My neighbour loves me!
Love Thy Neighbour!
Wo ai wo ling ju!
Love should nvr be left unspoken :)
Was reading blogs of my neighbours... Thesedays.. exam stress have brought them together. ( As in.. those who have been stayin back in hall for the recess week). I took my leave cos i know i just cant study at hall. Haha.. Dint feel left out even thou i was like away for 1 1/2 weeks. Glad.
I dont know how would i have survived the 1st sem in NUS without RH, particularly my neighbours, really. Breaks in between lessons, discussion on module matters, doing online assignment together. Eating meals together. Having grown so comfortable with them during these 2 sems.
Sem 2 was an accident. A perfect accident. Not my initial decision to stay hall in 2nd sem. But, yes as perfect as it was, i was glad i did change my mind last minute to change the application form.
The fact that we ll miss each other when anybody's not around means he/she has already a place in our minds =). Something rare. A friendship, forged in a different way, and i m glad it happened.. Its like we r constantly "camping". New neighbours hazie and eleen moved in. Added to the CHAOS in Block 2! ahah...
Its now when i m moving out of hall in abt 1 weeks' time that.. i had time to grow through all this in my mind. I appreciate this friendship and yes yes. Gonna miss em' all. Real Bad. But reality always fall in when we know 4 of us r movin out of hall this sem and the busy schedules of studies arent going to allow us to catch up veh often. And we all know that its going to be different when we r not going to be "under one roof" anymore. But then, kelvin and liren! Prepare your room to be bombed by me, xl, meisi and xj!
How am i going to go through sem 3 w/o hall. I know its a funny qn to pose. But. yes at the same time. I do wan to stay at home. n i dun mind tt travelling frm tampines to clementi....
Haha.. there was one pt of time, we all had our msn nicks as:
I heart my neighbours!
I love my neighbours!
My neighbour loves me!
Love Thy Neighbour!
Wo ai wo ling ju!
Love should nvr be left unspoken :)
Its like exams are over? But why dont i feel the kick. Sigh, perhaps i did really study till shag. I did justice to my body by sleeping like 7hrs a day and justice to my leisure by faithfully catching the 9pm Channel 8 Drama every night. C'mon. I gave up my 715 in Ren Wo Ao You during Alevels, y didnt i resist the temptation for the past wk? Sian lor. Perhaps thats why i din feel the "kick" of post-exams period.
I think i was bored. (during recess week muggin at home). (Hair messy = study till crazy le)
I think i was bored. (during recess week muggin at home). (Hair messy = study till crazy le)
Haha...And i m still bored after exams. Found a book with some Jay pictures inside during one of my mugging trips to the TRL. Just did a few snapshots of the pictures inside. Attempted to read the story(which I ve already seen on the MV) but the chinese words are vertical and are (fan ti) so.. Haha tmr i ll return it to lib le.
This was a photo taken during his..........4th album. I think. The one with my favorite song. Yuan You Hui. Shots from the mv included in this book:
Haha.. I thought the girl was quite pretty in this photo.. ( Talking about pretty girls.. haha just finished watching Survivor just now. Not pretty girls... but cute guys.. haha despite this unshaven look.. Aras!!! Haha. Yandao!!! The last time i watched Survivor, which was a couple of weeks ago, he was almost voted out. But he's still in this episode! Yea!)
Oh yah. And I ve concluded that Jay looks better from his left profile. Not that anybody will agree with me that he will actually look better frm any angle. I still wanna insist that its not his looks that makes him so......dunno how to describe. But he's just seh. Haha. Soft spot for seh-ness not cute-ness haha.
Yes. Tmr shall be more constructive. Like waking at 8am to go for tuition, den off to a trip to the library to return that book and borrow some books on hongkong. and... maybe look for some recipes on how to make nice cream sauce for pasta.. (why do i sound like some nothing-to-do auntie) and then off to hunt for my sis bday present. And... to open another bank a/c. Shift the bulk of my money to a dunno-what saving plan a/c which is suppose to hav higher returns lah.
Horleydae. Holiday. Hawliday.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Had my poor brain cramped "n" number of formulas for PC1432. ( n = 6.2 pg X number of lines per page of the foolscap). And I had to be so unlucky to copy down that formula on the foolscap wrongly and it zhun zhun came out for the paper? Was attempting that question halfway and got an impossible answer and realised I must have either memorised it wrongly or copied it wrongly. So the latter was right. Sian That question was a give-away, had i been intelligent enough to anyhow manipulate the formuala, I might have BOM out a correct answer. Yes, and i go on whining..
Cant get PC1432 out of my mind. Cant get EG1109 into my mind.
Anyways, right after the paper, asked zj if this was an easy or difficult paper.. Had expected he to say it was easy and indeed it was. Sian. I knew it was an easy paper with so many repetitions from past yr (worse thing is i did the past years!).... Thats y stupid mistakes magnifies itself in an easy paper. Sian.
Tuesday's paper... Statics! This is the module that Ive been underperforming since the beginning of this semester. I need luck man... Plspls. Dont let me make those dreaded stupid mistakes again!
So much about exams.. I m so in a whining mood. mode?
Had my double fillet, like finally, today... Nice nice leh. Haha.Double enjoyment. Double layers of fillet. yix says... " The fillet(single) looks so ke lian on the tray".. Indeed... almost 75% in NUS Mac was havin double fillet lah! Haha.. Plus plus its cheaper in NUS mah.
Oh! Had my shopping list ready for post-exam. I need a..... watch. I need a.... pair of heels... k lah, its not really a list. ( N.. its 22th apr now.. i ve only spent 75bucks, yeah!)
But I ve alot of things to eat after exams...
haha. I wan to eat Manhattan Fish Market... Carl's Junior ( I wan to challenge myself. Finish one whole meal by myself!!) , I m cravin so much for dim sum.. And ask my girl friends out to KR! Its been so long! plus plus.. cravin a lil' bit for pasta and then... I wan to eat.. Indian Food ( yes yes the one at Peninsula Plaza)...
[ go exercise la. eat eat eat]
Whooops.
Cant get PC1432 out of my mind. Cant get EG1109 into my mind.
Anyways, right after the paper, asked zj if this was an easy or difficult paper.. Had expected he to say it was easy and indeed it was. Sian. I knew it was an easy paper with so many repetitions from past yr (worse thing is i did the past years!).... Thats y stupid mistakes magnifies itself in an easy paper. Sian.
Tuesday's paper... Statics! This is the module that Ive been underperforming since the beginning of this semester. I need luck man... Plspls. Dont let me make those dreaded stupid mistakes again!
So much about exams.. I m so in a whining mood. mode?
Had my double fillet, like finally, today... Nice nice leh. Haha.Double enjoyment. Double layers of fillet. yix says... " The fillet(single) looks so ke lian on the tray".. Indeed... almost 75% in NUS Mac was havin double fillet lah! Haha.. Plus plus its cheaper in NUS mah.
Oh! Had my shopping list ready for post-exam. I need a..... watch. I need a.... pair of heels... k lah, its not really a list. ( N.. its 22th apr now.. i ve only spent 75bucks, yeah!)
But I ve alot of things to eat after exams...
haha. I wan to eat Manhattan Fish Market... Carl's Junior ( I wan to challenge myself. Finish one whole meal by myself!!) , I m cravin so much for dim sum.. And ask my girl friends out to KR! Its been so long! plus plus.. cravin a lil' bit for pasta and then... I wan to eat.. Indian Food ( yes yes the one at Peninsula Plaza)...
[ go exercise la. eat eat eat]
Whooops.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
The Indian Butterfly Legend akin to the "more birds more luck"???
::Butterfly Indian Legend ::
If anyone desires a wish to come true they must first capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it.
Since a butterfly can make no sound, the butterfly can not reveal the wish to anyone but the Great Spirit who sees and hears all.
In gratitude for giving the beautiful butterfly its freedom, the Great Spirit will always grant the wish.
So, according to legend, by making a wish and giving the butterfly its freedom, the wish will be taken to the heavens to be granted
Copied this from some renaissance butterfly website when i did a Butterflies word search on google. I am actually quite surprised there are actually companies who offer "live" butterfly releases during weddings and events. Gosh, i ll be freaked out. I ll probably cover my ears with my fingers and squat as low as i can on the floor.
Cheerup, gal
::Butterfly Indian Legend ::
If anyone desires a wish to come true they must first capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it.
Since a butterfly can make no sound, the butterfly can not reveal the wish to anyone but the Great Spirit who sees and hears all.
In gratitude for giving the beautiful butterfly its freedom, the Great Spirit will always grant the wish.
So, according to legend, by making a wish and giving the butterfly its freedom, the wish will be taken to the heavens to be granted
Copied this from some renaissance butterfly website when i did a Butterflies word search on google. I am actually quite surprised there are actually companies who offer "live" butterfly releases during weddings and events. Gosh, i ll be freaked out. I ll probably cover my ears with my fingers and squat as low as i can on the floor.
Cheerup, gal
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
Guess I m lil too bored with Serway. Hehz. Fiddled with a picture that i quite like, added something to it, made it my wallpaper. Shall stay with it for some time. =)
Every memory of walking out that front door
I found the photo of the friend I was looking for
Its hard to say it
Its hard to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me.
[[ the puzzles of life ]]
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Figured out that I wont have the mood to touch my books tonight. Yes, I'm still speaking of MOOD when its less than 18 days to exams. Yes, I dont feel the urgency yet. Hit my head! But... i still mug. But its just mugging w/o sense of urgency. Hows that?
Lamenting. About my immune system. Whats wrong!!! Been sick quite a few times this sem and I haven fully recovered from my draggy cough and I'm down with flu AGAIN. Its not like I dont exercise, its not like i dont eat my veges and fruits. Its not like i dont sleep enough. Its...
Ok lar.. Its not always that i can link and cause /effect relationship with everything.
Spent the last hour printing 51 pages of tutorials, lab instructions, online assignments, online tutorial, statics hint, andpast yr exam papers. Took awhile to collate them and everything.. Such that paper usage is minimised. But still 51 pages at one go! Whoa. (Was still talking to Xiaoli about 100 pg FYP for Life Science Major. Printing 100 pages at a go, how shiok is that. 1/5 of that Double A ream of paper. Or rather 0.03 cents multiped by 100.Ok lar 3 dollars. 3 years later, remind me to use CBLC printer for my FYP) Not to mention if there are like draft no. 11!?!
Whoa, how disorganised is this post. I think i m not thinking.
Eh. I m not thinking whether i m thinking anot.
Blink, I think i m off to bed.
Lamenting. About my immune system. Whats wrong!!! Been sick quite a few times this sem and I haven fully recovered from my draggy cough and I'm down with flu AGAIN. Its not like I dont exercise, its not like i dont eat my veges and fruits. Its not like i dont sleep enough. Its...
Ok lar.. Its not always that i can link and cause /effect relationship with everything.
Spent the last hour printing 51 pages of tutorials, lab instructions, online assignments, online tutorial, statics hint, andpast yr exam papers. Took awhile to collate them and everything.. Such that paper usage is minimised. But still 51 pages at one go! Whoa. (Was still talking to Xiaoli about 100 pg FYP for Life Science Major. Printing 100 pages at a go, how shiok is that. 1/5 of that Double A ream of paper. Or rather 0.03 cents multiped by 100.Ok lar 3 dollars. 3 years later, remind me to use CBLC printer for my FYP) Not to mention if there are like draft no. 11!?!
Whoa, how disorganised is this post. I think i m not thinking.
Eh. I m not thinking whether i m thinking anot.
Blink, I think i m off to bed.
I have sudden craving. For honeydew.
Joyce, dont tell me to buy it when i have my cravings.
How many things that I ve suddenly craved but din get it in the end.
Famous Amos? Ban Mee? and Siew Mai..
Omg. No place sells nicer honeydews than TJ fruit stall.
Perhaps its the memories along with it tt makes it so juicy so sweet and so nice.
"Auntie/Uncle! 4 pcs honeydew! Wo men yao tian tian de, with a tinge of orange de!"
Ah.........
Joyce, dont tell me to buy it when i have my cravings.
How many things that I ve suddenly craved but din get it in the end.
Famous Amos? Ban Mee? and Siew Mai..
Omg. No place sells nicer honeydews than TJ fruit stall.
Perhaps its the memories along with it tt makes it so juicy so sweet and so nice.
"Auntie/Uncle! 4 pcs honeydew! Wo men yao tian tian de, with a tinge of orange de!"
Ah.........
Monday, April 03, 2006
Something to share before I proceed to work:
Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here
I go Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now It all turns sour
Come sweeten Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Its all because of you
Its all because of you
Weak lyrics but a strong melody.
Liked the way the music protrayed the longing, yet not too sad at all.
Liked the way the singer emphasized on certain words and how she drags at certain parts.
[Sway]. Not the Michael Buble but Bic Runga.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Was at National Library the whole day today. Left my house @10.15am today. Left the library @6.15pm. Nice temperature, nice surroundings, nice chair, nice height, nice scenary.
Scenary, yes. Later im going to talk about that.
Wanted to go study lounge at 5th floor. Goodness gracious. Kiasu people filled the whole lounge by 11 i think..Who says only Singaporeans are kiasu. But anyway, I'm going to live up to be a Singaporean.=) So next week i shall be kiasu and meet at 9am. Bwahah.
Proceed to 7th floor. Yeah! Nice windows! Had a enjoyable "mugging" session onwards till 2pm. Mugging has never been so "smooth" and happy since.. erhm. Great productivity. Im glad D. Full of smiles.
Went for lunch at Subway. Amazing appetite. Haha time of the month when my appetite gets amazing large. Hehe.. Deprived of subway sandwiches for so long.. Used to have cravings now and then.. And.. although no famous amos cookies.. had Subway cookies as a substitute. Ok, substitute sounds bad... But.. haha.. they are still cookies anyway.. ( dunno y suddenly got cravings for cookies) ..
Insisted on going for a stroll before going back to library cos Im so full! Btw, its parmesan oregano with cheese with lettuce and tomatoes and cucumber and honey mustard with meatballs again. Nxt time nxt time, i shall eat Subway Melt.. When i feel rich lah.
Seats were full on Level 7 by the time we got back. Took a long time patrolling between the 7, 8, 9 floors to hunt for seats before finding us a nice cosy corner!
How to explain? I LOVE tt place!
The table has the height of the bar top and so does the high swivel chair with nice adjustable backing with good damping system. Haha.. Immediately facing the window. U know u know, the window that extends all the way from ceiling to the floor. One word: Wonderful!
Yes, i LOVE tt place. And yes, its a place for mugging. I would enjoy it even more.. if its just a day with novels in my hands or laptop in front of me just surfing the net aimlessly or just chatting on msn! Haha.. Plus plus! My nano with me.
Shiok!
Joyce, nods nods head?? D
Though the view isnt at all magnificant. It just feels great to see everything so clear in front of me. Perhaps. Constraints in my hostel room? or whether its my hse ( its nobody's fault i cant have a big bungalow to live in) or whether its the ctrl lib?
Still.. I glad i felt happiness today. Its been long. Such a light hearted post.
:: to bits ::
[concentration]
Scenary, yes. Later im going to talk about that.
Wanted to go study lounge at 5th floor. Goodness gracious. Kiasu people filled the whole lounge by 11 i think..Who says only Singaporeans are kiasu. But anyway, I'm going to live up to be a Singaporean.=) So next week i shall be kiasu and meet at 9am. Bwahah.
Proceed to 7th floor. Yeah! Nice windows! Had a enjoyable "mugging" session onwards till 2pm. Mugging has never been so "smooth" and happy since.. erhm. Great productivity. Im glad D. Full of smiles.
Went for lunch at Subway. Amazing appetite. Haha time of the month when my appetite gets amazing large. Hehe.. Deprived of subway sandwiches for so long.. Used to have cravings now and then.. And.. although no famous amos cookies.. had Subway cookies as a substitute. Ok, substitute sounds bad... But.. haha.. they are still cookies anyway.. ( dunno y suddenly got cravings for cookies) ..
Insisted on going for a stroll before going back to library cos Im so full! Btw, its parmesan oregano with cheese with lettuce and tomatoes and cucumber and honey mustard with meatballs again. Nxt time nxt time, i shall eat Subway Melt.. When i feel rich lah.
Seats were full on Level 7 by the time we got back. Took a long time patrolling between the 7, 8, 9 floors to hunt for seats before finding us a nice cosy corner!
How to explain? I LOVE tt place!
The table has the height of the bar top and so does the high swivel chair with nice adjustable backing with good damping system. Haha.. Immediately facing the window. U know u know, the window that extends all the way from ceiling to the floor. One word: Wonderful!
Yes, i LOVE tt place. And yes, its a place for mugging. I would enjoy it even more.. if its just a day with novels in my hands or laptop in front of me just surfing the net aimlessly or just chatting on msn! Haha.. Plus plus! My nano with me.
Shiok!
Joyce, nods nods head?? D
Though the view isnt at all magnificant. It just feels great to see everything so clear in front of me. Perhaps. Constraints in my hostel room? or whether its my hse ( its nobody's fault i cant have a big bungalow to live in) or whether its the ctrl lib?
Still.. I glad i felt happiness today. Its been long. Such a light hearted post.
:: to bits ::
[concentration]
Friday, March 31, 2006
Guiltily Enjoying.
Had Band Jam yesterday at RH. First time seeing Kelvin on drums. Dance uncensored on Tuesday was a *wow* thumbs up production. Liren did a great job too, at least it didn't turn out to be as gay. Haha.. so a rock climber transformed into contemporary dancer for that night.
Time to grow love, ultimate betrayal, operation green birds.... left me in awe.
( Anybody got the song, Time to Grow??)
Band Jam made us all !high! for a Thursday night. Or was it the bathroom singing session with Hazel, Eleen and Xiaoli? Haha, ~heng i left the bathroom early. Hehs. Had supper at 2 plus in the morning. That is like.. how unhealthy. Hence, *poison* concoction <>. KR supper. Up lah!
Hahas. Omelette, with chicken, with CHEESE .. something like a wrap. and CHEESE fries. STRAWBERRY milk.
Progressed with some *lame* suicide story guessing game. Stupid Eleen! Started this and made me so freaked out. Like, 3plus in the morning? Gosh. Managed to guess so many clues correctly and freaked myself out somemore. Why why, did i have such a wonderful imagination. Finally decided to give up on it and landed myself in front of the com, to find no one on msn for me to chat to. Ok, wrong timing. STILL, they started talking about horror stories. this and that. blah blah. *Trying very hard to concentrate on the things on screen, instead of listening to their stories* Haha.
Can never stand horror stories. Horror movies no kick. But stories told by the mouth seem to magnify by their degree of horror. 5am when they finally decided to give it an end. *heng ah*
What a night. Thats hall life. Thats when suddenly in the night, or rather early in the morning, u still have friends around you, pop into their room anytime and talk. Yes. Talk. Notice the difference between msn chats and room-talk. yeah yeah? Guess, its going to an end so soon.
Reality falls when i woke in the morning and realise i still have not complete my maths webcast.
I ve spend a night. Happy. Enjoyable. Yet guilty.
When when, shall the 3rd adjective not come into the picture?
Yes, an sms to Joyce: Sunday, lets go out!
<>
..wait, there's more to it.
Lets go out to mug!
A search for *antidote* <>
Had Band Jam yesterday at RH. First time seeing Kelvin on drums. Dance uncensored on Tuesday was a *wow* thumbs up production. Liren did a great job too, at least it didn't turn out to be as gay. Haha.. so a rock climber transformed into contemporary dancer for that night.
Time to grow love, ultimate betrayal, operation green birds.... left me in awe.
( Anybody got the song, Time to Grow??)
Band Jam made us all !high! for a Thursday night. Or was it the bathroom singing session with Hazel, Eleen and Xiaoli? Haha, ~heng i left the bathroom early. Hehs. Had supper at 2 plus in the morning. That is like.. how unhealthy. Hence, *poison* concoction <
Hahas. Omelette, with chicken, with CHEESE .. something like a wrap. and CHEESE fries. STRAWBERRY milk.
Progressed with some *lame* suicide story guessing game. Stupid Eleen! Started this and made me so freaked out. Like, 3plus in the morning? Gosh. Managed to guess so many clues correctly and freaked myself out somemore. Why why, did i have such a wonderful imagination. Finally decided to give up on it and landed myself in front of the com, to find no one on msn for me to chat to. Ok, wrong timing. STILL, they started talking about horror stories. this and that. blah blah. *Trying very hard to concentrate on the things on screen, instead of listening to their stories* Haha.
Can never stand horror stories. Horror movies no kick. But stories told by the mouth seem to magnify by their degree of horror. 5am when they finally decided to give it an end. *heng ah*
What a night. Thats hall life. Thats when suddenly in the night, or rather early in the morning, u still have friends around you, pop into their room anytime and talk. Yes. Talk. Notice the difference between msn chats and room-talk. yeah yeah? Guess, its going to an end so soon.
Reality falls when i woke in the morning and realise i still have not complete my maths webcast.
I ve spend a night. Happy. Enjoyable. Yet guilty.
When when, shall the 3rd adjective not come into the picture?
Yes, an sms to Joyce: Sunday, lets go out!
<
..wait, there's more to it.
Lets go out to mug!
A search for *antidote* <
Thursday, March 30, 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSYzwhRwsqY&search=Howl%27s%20Moving%20Castle
Chanced upon this while getting super frustrated by school work.
Somehow, mood to do work came back again...
Chanced upon this while getting super frustrated by school work.
Somehow, mood to do work came back again...
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
Had Forest of Mushroom Sphagetti when celebrating Lijuan's birthday at Cafe Cartel. Earned myself a Student Cartel Card.
But what spurred me most was the trip to NTUC that day.
So after exams... (haha this phrase has been coming out from our mouths... Meisi says after exams lets go windsurfing, Xinjia says after exams go sentosa suntan, Xiaoli and Yix says after exams lets go Partyworld/Kbox, Yix says after exams lets go Amore and use up our vouchers, Xiaoli says after exams lets go MOS, Kelvin says after exams wanna learn diving and go on diving trip not, Yuxin, Joyce, Lijuan says after exams we are going Hongkong, Xueting and Andrea says after exams lets go either Guangzhou, Taiwan or Thailand....) List is, not exhaustive.
Oh and Mel and Alex says, after exams come back Goodrich and work! and Lao Ban says after exams, when i go back.. she is going to transfer me to Quality Assurance Dept. Dont like.
Like 3 months doesnt sound enough...
After exams...
NTUC Trip: Was accompanying my mum at the fruits and vege section and i went to see my ever-favourtite mushrooms and saw Shitake and alot of weird weird mushrooms. So after exams, think i m going to try out Al Funghi on my own.. Haha.. Ct says... this is called: spontaneous.
//When u r down. When u r sad. Just turn to someone.
At least let pple know whats bothering you.
JiayouJiayou. Cos' talking does help.
But what spurred me most was the trip to NTUC that day.
So after exams... (haha this phrase has been coming out from our mouths... Meisi says after exams lets go windsurfing, Xinjia says after exams go sentosa suntan, Xiaoli and Yix says after exams lets go Partyworld/Kbox, Yix says after exams lets go Amore and use up our vouchers, Xiaoli says after exams lets go MOS, Kelvin says after exams wanna learn diving and go on diving trip not, Yuxin, Joyce, Lijuan says after exams we are going Hongkong, Xueting and Andrea says after exams lets go either Guangzhou, Taiwan or Thailand....) List is, not exhaustive.
Oh and Mel and Alex says, after exams come back Goodrich and work! and Lao Ban says after exams, when i go back.. she is going to transfer me to Quality Assurance Dept. Dont like.
Like 3 months doesnt sound enough...
After exams...
NTUC Trip: Was accompanying my mum at the fruits and vege section and i went to see my ever-favourtite mushrooms and saw Shitake and alot of weird weird mushrooms. So after exams, think i m going to try out Al Funghi on my own.. Haha.. Ct says... this is called: spontaneous.
//When u r down. When u r sad. Just turn to someone.
At least let pple know whats bothering you.
JiayouJiayou. Cos' talking does help.
Friday, March 24, 2006
I hate it when i laugh at my grades. I hate it when i am slowly getting used to lousy grades. I hate it when i laugh at my mistakes despite feeling sore over it.
I fear.
Statics test tmr. I fear.
I cant tolerate another of those U.
*Trying v hard indeed*
*Its not that i dint try*
* Yah it makes it worse tt i did try and still.... *
I fear.
Statics test tmr. I fear.
I cant tolerate another of those U.
*Trying v hard indeed*
*Its not that i dint try*
* Yah it makes it worse tt i did try and still.... *
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Life would ve been easier if u dont find too much fault in everyone around u. Note: too much = excessive. IOW, to be too insistent abt things tt theres probably no point holding on to.
-Asking for what you want-
-Showing off as an assurance that pple's attention is still on you-
-What more ways of getting attention are there-
-I've already learnt the art of agreeing while disagreeing, saying :orh, hmm to things i dont wish to comment further on,-
-Perhaps, I dont wish to give attention anymore, to pple who do things to seek attention-
- LIVE EVIL-
-I'm evil. Sigh. Its time to be true-
-Say it myself, say it everyone else-
-How many times you have done things with a hidden purpose-
::I'm not snatching, I'm not fighting. Rest larh::
V for Vendetta.
Nice show.. (haha, meisi kept thinking about the show even on the nxt day)
Caught it after our RH DnD on friday.
Went into the cinema without catching the first 10 minutes of the show. Was too lost in front.
Story got nicer as it progresses..
Hugo Weaving as V and Natalie Portman as Evi. Do admit Natalie Portman has a nice bald head. And meisi says Hugo Weaving is veh seh in the show even with his mask. Ha.
A show thats not too chim till i cant comprehend. Neither was it lame. Hmmm... a show with an implied meaning that is.
Tells us to look at things beyond the surface.
Read one of the review from the newspaper.. Apparently the critic said that the furniture used in the house and the cans (where on earth were the cans? i dont tink i saw any). But anyway, both of them were of the same brand and category..to give the viewers a feeling of suppression (cus u keep seeing the same things, till u'll feel abit fedup?). Maybe its to make the viewersfeel the same way as V and Evi, cus they felt suppressed by the British govt..
Dont understand this part. Maybe should discuss it with meisi. =)
Thou the element of love is being greatly emphasized and developed in this show.. Some parts were veh touching. The part when Evi found a note written on toilet paper in the rat-hole of her cell. When the days just moved on.. she finding strengthfrom the story told on that piece of paper. Nice one.
V for Vendetta. Fireworks.
-Asking for what you want-
-Showing off as an assurance that pple's attention is still on you-
-What more ways of getting attention are there-
-I've already learnt the art of agreeing while disagreeing, saying :orh, hmm to things i dont wish to comment further on,-
-Perhaps, I dont wish to give attention anymore, to pple who do things to seek attention-
- LIVE EVIL-
-I'm evil. Sigh. Its time to be true-
-Say it myself, say it everyone else-
-How many times you have done things with a hidden purpose-
::I'm not snatching, I'm not fighting. Rest larh::
V for Vendetta.
Nice show.. (haha, meisi kept thinking about the show even on the nxt day)
Caught it after our RH DnD on friday.
Went into the cinema without catching the first 10 minutes of the show. Was too lost in front.
Story got nicer as it progresses..
Hugo Weaving as V and Natalie Portman as Evi. Do admit Natalie Portman has a nice bald head. And meisi says Hugo Weaving is veh seh in the show even with his mask. Ha.
A show thats not too chim till i cant comprehend. Neither was it lame. Hmmm... a show with an implied meaning that is.
Tells us to look at things beyond the surface.
Read one of the review from the newspaper.. Apparently the critic said that the furniture used in the house and the cans (where on earth were the cans? i dont tink i saw any). But anyway, both of them were of the same brand and category..to give the viewers a feeling of suppression (cus u keep seeing the same things, till u'll feel abit fedup?). Maybe its to make the viewersfeel the same way as V and Evi, cus they felt suppressed by the British govt..
Dont understand this part. Maybe should discuss it with meisi. =)
Thou the element of love is being greatly emphasized and developed in this show.. Some parts were veh touching. The part when Evi found a note written on toilet paper in the rat-hole of her cell. When the days just moved on.. she finding strengthfrom the story told on that piece of paper. Nice one.
V for Vendetta. Fireworks.
Monday, March 13, 2006
ATTEMPTING to do my maths tutorial7.. stuck at qn 4, unsure of qn5. Din feel like pursuing and gave up. Switch to my statics online tutorial, perservered. Finished and happily came online like 1am just to input my answer into IMPARO...(okie, perhaps strike away the word "just")
And.. IMPARO failed on me. Server down. I sian down.
Passed by the field near my house..(Stipulated land for developing some HDB blocks that are going to be super ex in the future).. saw many many people flying kites there... Leisure leh! Some had picnic mats on the grass somemore.. How relaxing for a sunday evening.. =)
Recalls.. about 6 yrs ago. or perhaps even earlier.. dad n mum n sis n i cycled there (my old house were further away from the field then) and tried to fly a kite there too.. The wind wasn that great that day i think.. Kite din fly high..
Apparently today was a sunny but windy day.. Their kites flew high.
Spiritofthekite: fly against the winds not with the wind. go against all odds, overcome all obstacles.
After the exams.. Im going to that Indian restaurant at Peninsula Plaza again, go ECP to cycle or whatever...
LEISURE.
And.. IMPARO failed on me. Server down. I sian down.
Passed by the field near my house..(Stipulated land for developing some HDB blocks that are going to be super ex in the future).. saw many many people flying kites there... Leisure leh! Some had picnic mats on the grass somemore.. How relaxing for a sunday evening.. =)
Recalls.. about 6 yrs ago. or perhaps even earlier.. dad n mum n sis n i cycled there (my old house were further away from the field then) and tried to fly a kite there too.. The wind wasn that great that day i think.. Kite din fly high..
Apparently today was a sunny but windy day.. Their kites flew high.
Spiritofthekite: fly against the winds not with the wind. go against all odds, overcome all obstacles.
After the exams.. Im going to that Indian restaurant at Peninsula Plaza again, go ECP to cycle or whatever...
LEISURE.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Goodness knows y.
Woke with a terrible throat today. Haven been eating heaty stuffs lately. So what contribute to the sore? Goodness knows what.
Been sneezing the time when i was out. Fever! Goodness knows y.
Popped 2 pills before taking an afternoon nap. Goodness.
Thunder clapped.. just when i was drifting into the sleep. Woke me up. Sianz.
Now, i have blocked ears and fever and sore throat.Pengz, how am i going to enjoy the Fish n Co tmr. New York Parmesan Fish n Chips leh.
Happy Birthday Joycie.
Woke with a terrible throat today. Haven been eating heaty stuffs lately. So what contribute to the sore? Goodness knows what.
Been sneezing the time when i was out. Fever! Goodness knows y.
Popped 2 pills before taking an afternoon nap. Goodness.
Thunder clapped.. just when i was drifting into the sleep. Woke me up. Sianz.
Now, i have blocked ears and fever and sore throat.Pengz, how am i going to enjoy the Fish n Co tmr. New York Parmesan Fish n Chips leh.
Happy Birthday Joycie.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
A slippery slope - dramatic illustration - hard justification
I think.
Blogging stresses my thoughts. stresses my intentions...
Most importantly..
It destresses..
Hopefully justifies the time all of you and I ve taken off from work to blog.
Blogging stresses my thoughts. stresses my intentions...
Most importantly..
It destresses..
Hopefully justifies the time all of you and I ve taken off from work to blog.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
RE: a response to yuen's entry
[edits] 'Cause these are the moments, these are times, let's make the best out of our lives... (like this so much)
(realised) I can feel more relaxed even with strangers.
Was more than surprised to see's Joyce entry titled above.
Allowed me to see things in a different light, from a wider perspective.. A lil' more appreciation to what has happened, rather than being troubled over what might have happened, and may not neccessary be good.
Glad that she have found a turning point in her life in AH, and actually from CO. Yeah, have seen her transformed greatly ever since PAYCO and most of the time not free to go out with us because of PA committment..
I'm still looking for a turning point in my life. Searching..
Which boils down to the root, I dont think I am leading an all-rounded lifestyle now..
Have been thinking about my life thesedays, seriously in need of injections of new elements and new focus in life.
JC was busy. Breathless with CO and S papers but at least I knew what I was busy with. Stressed but happily busy. At least a balance is striked between academic and recreation.
Its like... eating, shopping are my only recreation now.. I hate this. HATE.( Ok. Running does make me a happier person.)
Doesnt contribute much to my personal development too..
I begin to..
envy people with sports training, religious committments, aesthetic practices..
because I'm sick of being.
So where has gone my enthusiasm to search for new things to explore and participate. Searching it back.. i begin to..
search for things to fill up gaps in my life and to find a better focal point in life.
I begin to.. ask my friends for suggestions and search the nus calendar of events =)
I want to be happily busy. I'm glad I'm awaken.
:: On this day,I am alive and all the world is mine::
(realised) I can feel more relaxed even with strangers.
Was more than surprised to see's Joyce entry titled above.
Allowed me to see things in a different light, from a wider perspective.. A lil' more appreciation to what has happened, rather than being troubled over what might have happened, and may not neccessary be good.
Glad that she have found a turning point in her life in AH, and actually from CO. Yeah, have seen her transformed greatly ever since PAYCO and most of the time not free to go out with us because of PA committment..
I'm still looking for a turning point in my life. Searching..
Which boils down to the root, I dont think I am leading an all-rounded lifestyle now..
Have been thinking about my life thesedays, seriously in need of injections of new elements and new focus in life.
JC was busy. Breathless with CO and S papers but at least I knew what I was busy with. Stressed but happily busy. At least a balance is striked between academic and recreation.
Its like... eating, shopping are my only recreation now.. I hate this. HATE.( Ok. Running does make me a happier person.)
Doesnt contribute much to my personal development too..
I begin to..
envy people with sports training, religious committments, aesthetic practices..
because I'm sick of being.
So where has gone my enthusiasm to search for new things to explore and participate. Searching it back.. i begin to..
search for things to fill up gaps in my life and to find a better focal point in life.
I begin to.. ask my friends for suggestions and search the nus calendar of events =)
I want to be happily busy. I'm glad I'm awaken.
:: On this day,I am alive and all the world is mine::
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Me: " Hey, would u choose AHS / TJC again, if life allows u to go through the process once more? "
Time: TJC Yr1 Pia-ing for Promos
Venue: Pasir Ris North/South/East/West CC Study Room (omg, sort of missing tt place now)
Involved: Me, Clement, Joyce
Forgot their replies.. but i vaguely remembered them saying:"Yes, I' ll choose them again, why?"
Somehow, its not like I have been ostracised or neglected in school.. Its not like i dont have my clique.. Its not like I cant cope with my studies... Its not like there werent happy moments to recall or moments that i enjoyed..
Its just that.. the evironment hasnt allowed me to learn much, to be exposed to different.. to know how to struggle at a younger age as opposed to now.. Its just that the environment doesnt nurture a different me from what I have always been..
U know u know.. Its like living in a safe and secure Singapore.. but yet u sometimes yearn to venture out.. thats why people go on overseas CIP trips, thats y people travel, thats why people furnish the thought of migrating.
Yet.. when u are faced with news and shots of riots and wars in other parts of the world.. u'll be glad to be borned in such a blessed place. But do you learn anything? U dont nurture a different you, or a tougher you.
I would have..
not gone AHS, not gone TJC..
Where i dont know.. not neccessary a better school.. and even a lousier school does bring me to people from more walks of life..
But yet i treasure friends I've met and made from these 2 places.
1.5 semester through university life..
1 of the thoughts that has been going through my mind since then..
Time doesnt repeat..
So, just embark on sth that yuenling doesnt think yuenling will do. My aim is not to be different, but for me to see and experience the difference..
Issit time for the embarkation now?
Lets start from sth non-NUS.
:: Its high time Singapore expands her cultural ambitons to match those of her economy::
:: Its high time YuenLing ....... ::
Back to CTW...
Time: TJC Yr1 Pia-ing for Promos
Venue: Pasir Ris North/South/East/West CC Study Room (omg, sort of missing tt place now)
Involved: Me, Clement, Joyce
Forgot their replies.. but i vaguely remembered them saying:"Yes, I' ll choose them again, why?"
Somehow, its not like I have been ostracised or neglected in school.. Its not like i dont have my clique.. Its not like I cant cope with my studies... Its not like there werent happy moments to recall or moments that i enjoyed..
Its just that.. the evironment hasnt allowed me to learn much, to be exposed to different.. to know how to struggle at a younger age as opposed to now.. Its just that the environment doesnt nurture a different me from what I have always been..
U know u know.. Its like living in a safe and secure Singapore.. but yet u sometimes yearn to venture out.. thats why people go on overseas CIP trips, thats y people travel, thats why people furnish the thought of migrating.
Yet.. when u are faced with news and shots of riots and wars in other parts of the world.. u'll be glad to be borned in such a blessed place. But do you learn anything? U dont nurture a different you, or a tougher you.
I would have..
not gone AHS, not gone TJC..
Where i dont know.. not neccessary a better school.. and even a lousier school does bring me to people from more walks of life..
But yet i treasure friends I've met and made from these 2 places.
1.5 semester through university life..
1 of the thoughts that has been going through my mind since then..
Time doesnt repeat..
So, just embark on sth that yuenling doesnt think yuenling will do. My aim is not to be different, but for me to see and experience the difference..
Issit time for the embarkation now?
Lets start from sth non-NUS.
:: Its high time Singapore expands her cultural ambitons to match those of her economy::
:: Its high time YuenLing ....... ::
Back to CTW...
Monday, February 27, 2006
Had nvr really liked to spend a monday morning at home.. Yes, look at the time, and i haven been up for 3 hrs.. Monday at home = slack..
Come on, who doesnt like to slack? But what comes after that..
Yr 1 Engineering student.. who has a "slackier" timetable than me? A free monday at home.. (I would have chiong-ed for school to mug in my hall or ctl lib if I aint bugged by a tuition appointment in the evening.. trust me when i say i ll go to sch to mug :p)
Tuesday.. Now there's no more CTW lecture and im a fervent supporter of VT's "award-winning" maths lecture webcast(which means theres already no more need for me to go for LIVE mathslecture..).. and on odd/even weeks i ll have no phy n statics tutorial.. (hmm. if i plan them on the same wk), tt means on odd/even week.. I'll only have GEM lecture to attend.
OMG. Slacker timetables cultivates a slacker leh. No WaY!, so why m i here blogging.. zBleahz.
Wait! So my tuesday actually starts at 4pm? Huh....and ends at 6pm?
Wednesday.. at9am..
Thursday..No school!
Friday.. 8am to 8pm if theres is CTW in the morning..
Not to mention ive actually paid a huge sum for my hall fees.. Ouch.
Perhaps i should go look for more things to do in school..
Like?
*Blank*
Projected expenditure (compulsary) for the next few wks: 70bucks!..
See my burning pockets??
Sigh, so many obligations.. so much to entertain.
So, ive bought NISSIN TomYam cup noodles and Campbell Instant Soup to store in my room.
Yuenz the scrooge..
Come on, who doesnt like to slack? But what comes after that..
Yr 1 Engineering student.. who has a "slackier" timetable than me? A free monday at home.. (I would have chiong-ed for school to mug in my hall or ctl lib if I aint bugged by a tuition appointment in the evening.. trust me when i say i ll go to sch to mug :p)
Tuesday.. Now there's no more CTW lecture and im a fervent supporter of VT's "award-winning" maths lecture webcast(which means theres already no more need for me to go for LIVE mathslecture..).. and on odd/even weeks i ll have no phy n statics tutorial.. (hmm. if i plan them on the same wk), tt means on odd/even week.. I'll only have GEM lecture to attend.
OMG. Slacker timetables cultivates a slacker leh. No WaY!, so why m i here blogging.. zBleahz.
Wait! So my tuesday actually starts at 4pm? Huh....and ends at 6pm?
Wednesday.. at9am..
Thursday..No school!
Friday.. 8am to 8pm if theres is CTW in the morning..
Not to mention ive actually paid a huge sum for my hall fees.. Ouch.
Perhaps i should go look for more things to do in school..
Like?
*Blank*
Projected expenditure (compulsary) for the next few wks: 70bucks!..
See my burning pockets??
Sigh, so many obligations.. so much to entertain.
So, ive bought NISSIN TomYam cup noodles and Campbell Instant Soup to store in my room.
Yuenz the scrooge..
Sunday, February 26, 2006
I do want to get out of Singapore during the holidays.
Sick of orchard, sick of TM, sick of Bugis, sick of JB, sick of city area.. Sick of.. NUS.
Been restraining on my expenditure lately.. my savings now lower than the mark i ve set for myself.. Chamz.
I m not saving for anything in particular.
Just feel that I just have to be more "stingy" with my expenditure.. Even shopping also no mood, cus I AINT gonna buy anything.
Concerts, DND, birthdays coming up.. *Scrimp and save * haah Act Poor. Hehs. =)
Eleen's moving in RH.
*The sudden thought that pops up *
Realised I ve not been asking for parent's permission to do things really.
Haha first, I've never asked them for permission to go on HK trip with my friends..in fact, i just expressed my intentions and hopes and decisions. They din oppose, they din make a noise out of it, they dint say much. *more than glad and thankful*
Secondly..My mom said that I've never asked them for permission to stay hall for the 2nd sem.Haha, i just made my own decisions. Oops, was a convenient slip of the mind. *glad and thankful again *
Thirdly, my mom says.. she has nvr agreed to me staying in hall at all,right from the beginning?
So, y m i still in hall now in 2nd sem? Haha, puzzles.
Her trust(truss!) in my limits builds the forces btwn me n her
Perhaps she is the only person whose reciprocal doesnt obey the law of mathematics..
::Who's ought to be who?::
Sick of orchard, sick of TM, sick of Bugis, sick of JB, sick of city area.. Sick of.. NUS.
Been restraining on my expenditure lately.. my savings now lower than the mark i ve set for myself.. Chamz.
I m not saving for anything in particular.
Just feel that I just have to be more "stingy" with my expenditure.. Even shopping also no mood, cus I AINT gonna buy anything.
Concerts, DND, birthdays coming up.. *Scrimp and save * haah Act Poor. Hehs. =)
Eleen's moving in RH.
*The sudden thought that pops up *
Realised I ve not been asking for parent's permission to do things really.
Haha first, I've never asked them for permission to go on HK trip with my friends..in fact, i just expressed my intentions and hopes and decisions. They din oppose, they din make a noise out of it, they dint say much. *more than glad and thankful*
Secondly..My mom said that I've never asked them for permission to stay hall for the 2nd sem.Haha, i just made my own decisions. Oops, was a convenient slip of the mind. *glad and thankful again *
Thirdly, my mom says.. she has nvr agreed to me staying in hall at all,right from the beginning?
So, y m i still in hall now in 2nd sem? Haha, puzzles.
Her trust(truss!) in my limits builds the forces btwn me n her
Perhaps she is the only person whose reciprocal doesnt obey the law of mathematics..
::Who's ought to be who?::
I do want to get out of Singapore during the holidays.
Sick of orchard, sick of TM, sick of Bugis, sick of JB, sick of city area.. Sick of.. NUS.
Been restraining on my expenditure lately.. my savings now lower than the mark i ve set for myself.. Chamz.
I m not saving for anything in particular.
Just feel that I just have to be more "stingy" with my expenditure.. Even shopping also no mood, cus I AINT gonna buy anything.
Concerts, DND, birthdays coming up.. *Scrimp and save * haah Act Poor. Hehs. =)
Eleen's moving in RH.
*The sudden thought that pops up *
Realised I ve not been asking for parent's permission to do things really.
Haha first, I've never asked them for permission to go on HK trip with my friends..in fact, i just expressed my intentions and hopes and decisions. They din oppose, they din make a noise out of it, they dint say much. *more than glad and thankful*
Secondly..My mom said that I've never asked them for permission to stay hall for the 2nd sem.Haha, i just made my own decisions. Oops, was a convenient slip of the mind. *glad and thankful again *
Thirdly, my mom says.. she has nvr agreed to me staying in hall at all,right from the beginning?
So, y m i still in hall now in 2nd sem? Haha, puzzles.
Her trust(truss!) in my limits builds the forces btwn me n her
Perhaps she is the only person whose reciprocal doesnt obey the law of mathematics..
::Who's ought to be who?::
Sick of orchard, sick of TM, sick of Bugis, sick of JB, sick of city area.. Sick of.. NUS.
Been restraining on my expenditure lately.. my savings now lower than the mark i ve set for myself.. Chamz.
I m not saving for anything in particular.
Just feel that I just have to be more "stingy" with my expenditure.. Even shopping also no mood, cus I AINT gonna buy anything.
Concerts, DND, birthdays coming up.. *Scrimp and save * haah Act Poor. Hehs. =)
Eleen's moving in RH.
*The sudden thought that pops up *
Realised I ve not been asking for parent's permission to do things really.
Haha first, I've never asked them for permission to go on HK trip with my friends..in fact, i just expressed my intentions and hopes and decisions. They din oppose, they din make a noise out of it, they dint say much. *more than glad and thankful*
Secondly..My mom said that I've never asked them for permission to stay hall for the 2nd sem.Haha, i just made my own decisions. Oops, was a convenient slip of the mind. *glad and thankful again *
Thirdly, my mom says.. she has nvr agreed to me staying in hall at all,right from the beginning?
So, y m i still in hall now in 2nd sem? Haha, puzzles.
Her trust(truss!) in my limits builds the forces btwn me n her
Perhaps she is the only person whose reciprocal doesnt obey the law of mathematics..
::Who's ought to be who?::
Saturday, February 25, 2006
*Today's favourite song *
Haha.. yah. today.. suddenly found it very nice after listening to it repeatedly on my mp3.
Hence, searched for the lyrics..
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
*Ouch*
Only thing i felt after reading the lyrics.
How sad a song.
What a way to start a morning to a Saturday.
It shan be "the song of the day" anymore..
Haha.. yah. today.. suddenly found it very nice after listening to it repeatedly on my mp3.
Hence, searched for the lyrics..
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
*Ouch*
Only thing i felt after reading the lyrics.
How sad a song.
What a way to start a morning to a Saturday.
It shan be "the song of the day" anymore..
Perhaps friends arnd me have already known.
My amazing power of linking little little things up.. n coming up with an answer myself with imagination.
When I am silent, i think, and i imagine.
I managed to know it before lijuan told me about her n guojun 2 yrs ago. Same thing happened with yaya n jianxin.
Haha. I think I'm a spoiler myself. Fancy being so kpo about things. Cant stand myself.
Havent been "happy-ed" by small little things lately.
Aint too difficult for me to be amused by little things, though i dont say, though i might not show.
Shows how boring n mundane life has been for me lately.
Haven seen very pretty stuffs for long.. haven love at first sight with things for long.. haha
My amazing power of linking little little things up.. n coming up with an answer myself with imagination.
When I am silent, i think, and i imagine.
I managed to know it before lijuan told me about her n guojun 2 yrs ago. Same thing happened with yaya n jianxin.
Haha. I think I'm a spoiler myself. Fancy being so kpo about things. Cant stand myself.
Havent been "happy-ed" by small little things lately.
Aint too difficult for me to be amused by little things, though i dont say, though i might not show.
Shows how boring n mundane life has been for me lately.
Haven seen very pretty stuffs for long.. haven love at first sight with things for long.. haha
Friday, February 24, 2006
Ulu-fied YuenLing
Wanted to blog about what happened yesterday..but didnt. Hence, today =)
Went to alot of places yesterday, places that i ve nvr been to, places that i ve been to but was million of years ago. So as u proceed to read, you will realise that how ulu-fied yuenling has been for the past 19 years. Hey, andrea! for me is 19, for u is 20 now! Hehs.
Set my foot at macritchie reservoir yesterday (count: 1) . Tree top walk (Count: 1 ) Ang Mo Kio (Count: 1) Bishan (Count: 2) Jurong Point (Count: ++++) IMM (Count:2)
Treetop walk aint that WOW.. but that was what everybody had been telling me... Still, i insist on going. Perhaps, burp was right. Spontaneous. I say i want to do, !ding, i will go. Ok, lar.. its good to be away from the urban once a while.. Thumbs up =) Wonder where am i going to venture next? Haha. Pulau Ubin cycling i missed it with 17/03.. haha one day =)
Thanks to excursion teacher n yix, and where got teacher like tt sabo student in his blog one. I nothing to say leh. Literally, pengz.
Thanks to andrea! haha Brought me to Daiso@IMM, even though i dint buy anything, seeing was good enough. Had a wild goose chaaaaaase for the IMM shuttle service. Haha. first we blur blur went Boon Lay Bus interchange for the SBS Bus number that goes to IMM (we refused to walk from Jurong mrt to IMM, haha, lazy we were. ) Then, the auntie pointed in some direction, which we headed to and waited for about 15 plus minutes. C'mon, there were no signboard (no signboard crabs! haha yumz) so we were quite LOST. Tot,we were at the wrong place and when we were about the go off, the bus came! Omg. we ran n chase, fearing that the bus will go away. We were the only 2 who boarded the bus.. So weird. In the end, we realised that the pickup point was at the other side, and we had boarded at the drop-off point. DOt dot dot leh
Going home from IMM: waited for the bus at the wrong place, againz.
Blur leh.
Was on the bus 151 to sch yesterday, saw this:
apart? a part?
So, we were once a part of something. Now, apart.
A part of a clique perhaps.
Disappointment.
Real saddness sinks when disappointment overtakes.
Went to alot of places yesterday, places that i ve nvr been to, places that i ve been to but was million of years ago. So as u proceed to read, you will realise that how ulu-fied yuenling has been for the past 19 years. Hey, andrea! for me is 19, for u is 20 now! Hehs.
Set my foot at macritchie reservoir yesterday (count: 1) . Tree top walk (Count: 1 ) Ang Mo Kio (Count: 1) Bishan (Count: 2) Jurong Point (Count: ++++) IMM (Count:2)
Treetop walk aint that WOW.. but that was what everybody had been telling me... Still, i insist on going. Perhaps, burp was right. Spontaneous. I say i want to do, !ding, i will go. Ok, lar.. its good to be away from the urban once a while.. Thumbs up =) Wonder where am i going to venture next? Haha. Pulau Ubin cycling i missed it with 17/03.. haha one day =)
Thanks to excursion teacher n yix, and where got teacher like tt sabo student in his blog one. I nothing to say leh. Literally, pengz.
Thanks to andrea! haha Brought me to Daiso@IMM, even though i dint buy anything, seeing was good enough. Had a wild goose chaaaaaase for the IMM shuttle service. Haha. first we blur blur went Boon Lay Bus interchange for the SBS Bus number that goes to IMM (we refused to walk from Jurong mrt to IMM, haha, lazy we were. ) Then, the auntie pointed in some direction, which we headed to and waited for about 15 plus minutes. C'mon, there were no signboard (no signboard crabs! haha yumz) so we were quite LOST. Tot,we were at the wrong place and when we were about the go off, the bus came! Omg. we ran n chase, fearing that the bus will go away. We were the only 2 who boarded the bus.. So weird. In the end, we realised that the pickup point was at the other side, and we had boarded at the drop-off point. DOt dot dot leh
Going home from IMM: waited for the bus at the wrong place, againz.
Blur leh.
Was on the bus 151 to sch yesterday, saw this:
apart? a part?
So, we were once a part of something. Now, apart.
A part of a clique perhaps.
Disappointment.
Real saddness sinks when disappointment overtakes.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
To reciprocate.
To appreciate.
How often does this 2 words remind you to show that u need to say it as often as you should.
But I should already have known.
The reciprocal of x is alwaes smaller than x for all positive values of x greater than 1.
And I believe, my x is nvr negative or smaller than 1.
So.perhaps.thats y. i get a reciprocal smaller than x.
Freaking 9/12.
I am losing.
Either ends.
To appreciate.
How often does this 2 words remind you to show that u need to say it as often as you should.
But I should already have known.
The reciprocal of x is alwaes smaller than x for all positive values of x greater than 1.
And I believe, my x is nvr negative or smaller than 1.
So.perhaps.thats y. i get a reciprocal smaller than x.
Freaking 9/12.
I am losing.
Either ends.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Almost slipped and fall again just now.
Was carrying my lunchbox with my maggie mee downstairs to get some hot water, so that i can have my myojo char mee pok.
Amazingly survived a day without spending any money. Was awaken by my dad this morning(cos i asked for his help to move things from RH back home) and was surprised by nasi lemak! One packet for xiaoli one for me.. sumptous breakfast. =) Got otah, fish cake, fish, drumstick...Delicious spread. So full that i didnt eat lunch today and had my mee pok char mee only at 9 plus..
Finally a burden off my shoulder. All mid terms cleared and CTW critque done.. But.. got a feeling i had a lot of wrong answers for my midterm.. esp statics. Sigh.
Somehow why do i feel that i m getting used to poor results. I dont like it that way.
Consecutive 7th day at RH... Am missing home.. My bed, my TV, my pillow, my sofa, home-cooked food and my family..
Felt v lonely at hall today.. spent the day alone at hall .. Xl asked if i would cry if i m alone in hall.. of cos i wont.. its just that.. its just difficult to keep my mouth shut.. nobody to talk to for so many hours. I wonder.. how did the DJs survived the 70-hr gag. It aint difficult.. it aint too easy either.
Realised that i had everyday of the midterm break packed with outings. OMG...
Then whats the point of carrying the books back home. Sigh.
::my watch spoiled::
::time paused when u turn ur head away::
Was carrying my lunchbox with my maggie mee downstairs to get some hot water, so that i can have my myojo char mee pok.
Amazingly survived a day without spending any money. Was awaken by my dad this morning(cos i asked for his help to move things from RH back home) and was surprised by nasi lemak! One packet for xiaoli one for me.. sumptous breakfast. =) Got otah, fish cake, fish, drumstick...Delicious spread. So full that i didnt eat lunch today and had my mee pok char mee only at 9 plus..
Finally a burden off my shoulder. All mid terms cleared and CTW critque done.. But.. got a feeling i had a lot of wrong answers for my midterm.. esp statics. Sigh.
Somehow why do i feel that i m getting used to poor results. I dont like it that way.
Consecutive 7th day at RH... Am missing home.. My bed, my TV, my pillow, my sofa, home-cooked food and my family..
Felt v lonely at hall today.. spent the day alone at hall .. Xl asked if i would cry if i m alone in hall.. of cos i wont.. its just that.. its just difficult to keep my mouth shut.. nobody to talk to for so many hours. I wonder.. how did the DJs survived the 70-hr gag. It aint difficult.. it aint too easy either.
Realised that i had everyday of the midterm break packed with outings. OMG...
Then whats the point of carrying the books back home. Sigh.
::my watch spoiled::
::time paused when u turn ur head away::
Thursday, February 09, 2006
:: Appreciation ::
Came online with the aim of doing my CTW and turns out tt checking my mail led me to the ahs2a yahoo grp.. Long-time friends..
You dont need to have many friends.. for many will be just accquaintance. Friends tt last accompany u along the path of ur life.. =)
Andrea n Ger-Yok came over yesterday.. known them for like 6 yrs? Haha.. u throw me crap, i throw u crap, u catch my crap, i catch ur crap. n we r still crapping comfortably..glad. n perhaps tts how we came up with Operation Escape-V. !!!! =) !!!!
Lijuan msged me during lecture today.. asked about Hongkong trip during term-break. Woohoo! This is power.. 12 going on 13. Yuxin.. joyce.. Onz!!?!?!?!? n hu n hu.. haha..
:: Its beauty lies in its rarity ::
"Happy-nursed" my day today.
:: she ::
:: is hard to please ::
Came online with the aim of doing my CTW and turns out tt checking my mail led me to the ahs2a yahoo grp.. Long-time friends..
You dont need to have many friends.. for many will be just accquaintance. Friends tt last accompany u along the path of ur life.. =)
Andrea n Ger-Yok came over yesterday.. known them for like 6 yrs? Haha.. u throw me crap, i throw u crap, u catch my crap, i catch ur crap. n we r still crapping comfortably..glad. n perhaps tts how we came up with Operation Escape-V. !!!! =) !!!!
Lijuan msged me during lecture today.. asked about Hongkong trip during term-break. Woohoo! This is power.. 12 going on 13. Yuxin.. joyce.. Onz!!?!?!?!? n hu n hu.. haha..
:: Its beauty lies in its rarity ::
"Happy-nursed" my day today.
:: she ::
:: is hard to please ::
Monday, February 06, 2006
Whatever/Whoever got me started thinking about Valentine's day.
Thinking.
May it be posts frm pple's blog..taziron's nick.. random jokes between xiaoli and me.. books tt ive been reading.. okie, and lotsa lotsa advertisement regarding vday..
plus xiaoli's constant reminder about her 3 other girl friends coming over to our room to stayover on vday.. makes me wonder should i jump over to KR tt night.
Got me thinking how about how vday has evolved frm.. sec 1 sec 2 sec 3 sec 4 giving each other presents.. the thoughtfulness of going to buy sweets n chocs for everyone and wrapping them all up in nice cellophane paper and writing nice cards..
frm.. jc 1 n jc 2, perhaps.. sweets and chocs still there.. but somehow it felt different.
n now.. taziron's nick. Ha.
:: missing someone ::
:: at every turn n bend, u hope the person will miraculously appear::
:: at the ring of the phone::
:: on the alert of an sms ::
:: on the sign-in of your msn contacts ::
:: upon sign in of msn, scroll down to the correct grp and starts searching with hope ::
:: hope glimmers, hope shatters ::
:: shining shining::
:: does the fire gets re-fueled? often enough to keep u going?::
:: a roller coaster ride they say::
:: to experience the downs so tt u can appreciate the ups::
:: u dream n smile like no one else's business except his/hers::
:: u cry and frown. its no one else's business. its not his/hers. its urs::
:: silly::
:: crazy::
:: at the end of the day. at the second before clock ticks twelve::
:: u count ur blessings ::
:: afterall .. who do u link your blessings with ::
:: friends , family and then? ::
Who's feeling am i describing now?
Why am i writing all these whatever?
Whatever/Whoever that got me thinking about Valentine's Day, i say.
Thinking.
May it be posts frm pple's blog..taziron's nick.. random jokes between xiaoli and me.. books tt ive been reading.. okie, and lotsa lotsa advertisement regarding vday..
plus xiaoli's constant reminder about her 3 other girl friends coming over to our room to stayover on vday.. makes me wonder should i jump over to KR tt night.
Got me thinking how about how vday has evolved frm.. sec 1 sec 2 sec 3 sec 4 giving each other presents.. the thoughtfulness of going to buy sweets n chocs for everyone and wrapping them all up in nice cellophane paper and writing nice cards..
frm.. jc 1 n jc 2, perhaps.. sweets and chocs still there.. but somehow it felt different.
n now.. taziron's nick. Ha.
:: missing someone ::
:: at every turn n bend, u hope the person will miraculously appear::
:: at the ring of the phone::
:: on the alert of an sms ::
:: on the sign-in of your msn contacts ::
:: upon sign in of msn, scroll down to the correct grp and starts searching with hope ::
:: hope glimmers, hope shatters ::
:: shining shining::
:: does the fire gets re-fueled? often enough to keep u going?::
:: a roller coaster ride they say::
:: to experience the downs so tt u can appreciate the ups::
:: u dream n smile like no one else's business except his/hers::
:: u cry and frown. its no one else's business. its not his/hers. its urs::
:: silly::
:: crazy::
:: at the end of the day. at the second before clock ticks twelve::
:: u count ur blessings ::
:: afterall .. who do u link your blessings with ::
:: friends , family and then? ::
Who's feeling am i describing now?
Why am i writing all these whatever?
Whatever/Whoever that got me thinking about Valentine's Day, i say.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Chinese New Year!
Had myself occupied with eating all the new yr goodies, went my grandma hse and stoning in frnt of the TV. N.. assignments. Woah.
Rushing my CTW assignment now and shall be going back to hall a few hours later..
Lost money at Junyang's house and now he owes all of us a meal! He earned like 50++ bucks larh. OMG. Had Daidee League at Jovin's hse just now and now i m back at home to chiong CTW assigment. ..
Sian.
When they r at ZhengQuan's house now.. or perhaps, Yinjie' house to earn more money.. Haha..
3 more days to Chingay. Excited. Wonder where our seats are located.. Joyce said it once but i m quite forgetful yah. Haha =)
Excited as if i m performing..
Haha...
YuenLing is going running later. Good girl =)
Had myself occupied with eating all the new yr goodies, went my grandma hse and stoning in frnt of the TV. N.. assignments. Woah.
Rushing my CTW assignment now and shall be going back to hall a few hours later..
Lost money at Junyang's house and now he owes all of us a meal! He earned like 50++ bucks larh. OMG. Had Daidee League at Jovin's hse just now and now i m back at home to chiong CTW assigment. ..
Sian.
When they r at ZhengQuan's house now.. or perhaps, Yinjie' house to earn more money.. Haha..
3 more days to Chingay. Excited. Wonder where our seats are located.. Joyce said it once but i m quite forgetful yah. Haha =)
Excited as if i m performing..
Haha...
YuenLing is going running later. Good girl =)
Friday, January 27, 2006
What do u collect?
Memories.
Had no idea why i deleted them. Once so dear. Once so treasured. Once an accidental "Delete All" hurt so much. And i click on it today. On purpose. N now alittle pinch is felt.
Empty now, ready to be refilled.
Takes time.
Things can be so coincidental.
Was talking to kel in my room today about i-dunno-what-crap, and he mentioned his friend BaoLai who apparently changed much from primary school days..
And today went Peter's blog to check out his SC Marathon photo which doesnt really look like him indeed, click on the "Comments" and saw the name BaoLai. Haha.. wonder if they are the same person.
But i reckon, they are.
Ha, things can be so coincidental i say.
Realised i keep saying things that i dont wish to hear it frm other pple. Its often when i ponder abt the words later in the night that i realised that i wont like to hear them. They arent criticism, they arent vulgarities, they arent mocks, they arent hyprocritical... but its just the art of speaking tt i lack. Shall work on it.. Is there such a thing as.. Chinese New Year ResolutioN?
Memories.
Had no idea why i deleted them. Once so dear. Once so treasured. Once an accidental "Delete All" hurt so much. And i click on it today. On purpose. N now alittle pinch is felt.
Empty now, ready to be refilled.
Takes time.
Things can be so coincidental.
Was talking to kel in my room today about i-dunno-what-crap, and he mentioned his friend BaoLai who apparently changed much from primary school days..
And today went Peter's blog to check out his SC Marathon photo which doesnt really look like him indeed, click on the "Comments" and saw the name BaoLai. Haha.. wonder if they are the same person.
But i reckon, they are.
Ha, things can be so coincidental i say.
Realised i keep saying things that i dont wish to hear it frm other pple. Its often when i ponder abt the words later in the night that i realised that i wont like to hear them. They arent criticism, they arent vulgarities, they arent mocks, they arent hyprocritical... but its just the art of speaking tt i lack. Shall work on it.. Is there such a thing as.. Chinese New Year ResolutioN?
What do u collect?
Memories.
Had no idea why i deleted them. Once so dear. Once so treasured. Once an accidental "Delete All" hurt so much. And i click on it today. On purpose. N now alittle pinch is felt.
Empty now, ready to be refilled.
Takes time.
Things can be so coincidental.
Was talking to kel in my room today about i-dunno-what-crap, and he mentioned his friend BaoLai who apparently changed much from primary school days..
And today went Peter's blog to check out his SC Marathon photo which doesnt really look like him indeed, click on the "Comments" and saw the name BaoLai. Haha.. wonder if they are the same person.
But i reckon, they are.
Ha, things can be so coincidental i say.
Realised i keep saying things that i dont wish to hear it frm other pple. Its often when i ponder abt the words later in the night that i realised that i wont like to hear them. They arent criticism, they arent vulgarities, they arent mocks, they arent hyprocritical... but its just the art of speaking tt i lack. Shall work on it.. Is there such a thing as.. Chinese New Year ResolutioN?
Memories.
Had no idea why i deleted them. Once so dear. Once so treasured. Once an accidental "Delete All" hurt so much. And i click on it today. On purpose. N now alittle pinch is felt.
Empty now, ready to be refilled.
Takes time.
Things can be so coincidental.
Was talking to kel in my room today about i-dunno-what-crap, and he mentioned his friend BaoLai who apparently changed much from primary school days..
And today went Peter's blog to check out his SC Marathon photo which doesnt really look like him indeed, click on the "Comments" and saw the name BaoLai. Haha.. wonder if they are the same person.
But i reckon, they are.
Ha, things can be so coincidental i say.
Realised i keep saying things that i dont wish to hear it frm other pple. Its often when i ponder abt the words later in the night that i realised that i wont like to hear them. They arent criticism, they arent vulgarities, they arent mocks, they arent hyprocritical... but its just the art of speaking tt i lack. Shall work on it.. Is there such a thing as.. Chinese New Year ResolutioN?
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Black n white.
To wash away colours and fill them much with emotions so dear.
Matchstick n the box.
To keep the ignition within.
Matchstick n the girl.
To the very last moment.
Escalate.
Chingay on 4th feb made me strangely happy. Quoting Yuxin, strangely happy..
Indulging in my sheer happiness again.
Seems like my matchstick isnt working tt well, owells. tts at the back of my mind, doesnt matter for now.
Chingay, perhaps cos I m out with the crowd again.. Tts y i enjoy ndp parade, tts y i enjoy big walk. It feels like the whole world is out with me tt moment.
Crowds doesnt matter, for i m with them. Its not like im alone, isolated, for which is my biggest fear.
Yet i contradict myself when i enjoy certain moments of solitude and yeah, serene.
i'm missing some whom i haven seen for long. jumping at chances to meet them all over in nus for lunch. heys, i knocked on joyce's door today.
heys, who's door isnt locked?
Now tt tjco alumni has confirmed taking part in tjco concert 2006, i ve decided nt to participate.. heys, perhaps it ll be just as nice watching them on stage. its been 4 yrs.. since i last watched tjco on stage.. frm the audience seats... not to mention the syf, which was so nice, and earned my grams worth of adrenaline. so do u measure hormones by grams or ml or mg? or mg/cm^3 of blood? Nvr crossed my mind to wonder abt this till now. Hehz.
Kays,May it shall be. Esplanade or SCH shall it be?
into green. green gives a new lease of life to the dull.
green freshes.
green awakens.
green perks up.
go green.
but green also comes with jealously. oops.
into purple. purple gives a dilemma btwn red n blue.
purple magics.
purple fantasizes.
purple royals me.
go purple.
but purple also comes with knocks. oops.
::purple n green me::
To wash away colours and fill them much with emotions so dear.
Matchstick n the box.
To keep the ignition within.
Matchstick n the girl.
To the very last moment.
Escalate.
Chingay on 4th feb made me strangely happy. Quoting Yuxin, strangely happy..
Indulging in my sheer happiness again.
Seems like my matchstick isnt working tt well, owells. tts at the back of my mind, doesnt matter for now.
Chingay, perhaps cos I m out with the crowd again.. Tts y i enjoy ndp parade, tts y i enjoy big walk. It feels like the whole world is out with me tt moment.
Crowds doesnt matter, for i m with them. Its not like im alone, isolated, for which is my biggest fear.
Yet i contradict myself when i enjoy certain moments of solitude and yeah, serene.
i'm missing some whom i haven seen for long. jumping at chances to meet them all over in nus for lunch. heys, i knocked on joyce's door today.
heys, who's door isnt locked?
Now tt tjco alumni has confirmed taking part in tjco concert 2006, i ve decided nt to participate.. heys, perhaps it ll be just as nice watching them on stage. its been 4 yrs.. since i last watched tjco on stage.. frm the audience seats... not to mention the syf, which was so nice, and earned my grams worth of adrenaline. so do u measure hormones by grams or ml or mg? or mg/cm^3 of blood? Nvr crossed my mind to wonder abt this till now. Hehz.
Kays,May it shall be. Esplanade or SCH shall it be?
into green. green gives a new lease of life to the dull.
green freshes.
green awakens.
green perks up.
go green.
but green also comes with jealously. oops.
into purple. purple gives a dilemma btwn red n blue.
purple magics.
purple fantasizes.
purple royals me.
go purple.
but purple also comes with knocks. oops.
::purple n green me::
Monday, January 23, 2006
:: picture of u in my mind::
I refused to get myself down to school work even after distributing flyers door-to-door to EH and TH. I refused to get myself down to school work even after finish reading Memoris of A Geisha. So.. yes i refused and thus landed myself in the kitchen. D
I refused to get myself down to school work even after distributing flyers door-to-door to EH and TH. I refused to get myself down to school work even after finish reading Memoris of A Geisha. So.. yes i refused and thus landed myself in the kitchen. D
yes.. butter! $2.55 per 250gram piece. So ex eh.
Never thought that mik powder is one of the ingredient, did you? Nah, i dont have fernleaf, no dumex, no nespray, no promil with rich DHA, but i do have Omega Plus which is supposed to be good for.. I dont know what.
Plain flour. Prima! Prima Deli.. My dad says.. SIA uses Prima flour for their pastries.. Is this the best brand in town?
So, here comes the sifting.. I dont like this process at home. Y cant I have a bigger sift? It takes ages...
Hey, i washed my hands. Haha.. Mixing the butter in with the flour until they represent bread crumbs.. Took me quite long with the kneading till my left arm feels alittle strained now..
3 eggs yolks, 2 egg-whites. (Thats my sis's fingers)
Pineapple. Finally have a clue to what I'm doing.. But guess you guys have already guessed it before u reach this picture. Cos i have been saying saying saying and finally i m doing=)
Kept reminding us of Ding Tai Feng while doing this. Too bad, we have no electronic mass balance to weigh each ball.. Hmm.. the scale is in the mind.
First batch, before into the oven.
Hot!
Then i decided to have a variety of shapes... This looks prettier hor? But i like the uglier one. =) Texture-wise i mean.
Yeah! Courtesy of my sis, theres a face popping out of nowhere. And i say it reminds me of Adriano. Haha. Not mah?
I had fun. I also had.
So this is a prelude, that is, if u guys have the chance and luck to taste them. D.
:: I had ::
Saturday, January 21, 2006
YuenLing spent her very first weekend at home today in year 2006.
Recieved Wendy's sms that reminds me that I have to return her Memoirs of A Geisha on Monday. And there i was still at pg 100++ of a 434-page book..
Okie, so i diligently slacked at home and finish the book.. Its amazing how does diligent and slack form a single description...
5.30pm -- YuenLing plans that she shall go for a run later at 6. D. D represents a great smile here.
5.45pm -- YuenLing hears thunder. Carries on reading her book.
6.15pm -- Yeah! Rain has stopped and she prepares herself for the run. Hair is as difficult to tie as usual..
6.45pm -- Out of the house!
No one playing soccer today. No indian family strolling today.
I was running alone.
Guess i started with the wrong pace.. Y? I couldnt maintain the 3.6km liao! So disappointed with myself when i stopped. Argh! Perhaps, I m lazy.. Perhaps, I am irritated with the puddles of water that is going to dirty my shoes. Perhaps, I m bored with nothing to see while running. Perhaps, I dont have much to think today.
Or perhaps, I dont have much troubles to leave behind me today.
I felt happiness within me today though nothing happened. Sheer happiness.
Approximately 30 more mins to the end of the day. I hope this feeling retains, at least for today.
I wan to watch Memoirs of Geisha. Now that I have read it, all the more i am curious to see for myself what is being described in the book. The kimono, whats the obi, whats a split-peach hair wig, whats the .... Alot of things that i cant picture for myself.. I hope to see it in the movie.I hope that it wun disappoint me and i hope that i wun disappoint myself by not watching it in the end.
Updated my passbook today. Cant believe my expenditure had been so large for the past few weeks. Eeeks.Whatever happened to the 50-dollar note i drew on Thursday..? What's left behind in my wallet? (I wan you to imagine a 50-dollar note with wings flying away..)
Recieved Wendy's sms that reminds me that I have to return her Memoirs of A Geisha on Monday. And there i was still at pg 100++ of a 434-page book..
Okie, so i diligently slacked at home and finish the book.. Its amazing how does diligent and slack form a single description...
5.30pm -- YuenLing plans that she shall go for a run later at 6. D. D represents a great smile here.
5.45pm -- YuenLing hears thunder. Carries on reading her book.
6.15pm -- Yeah! Rain has stopped and she prepares herself for the run. Hair is as difficult to tie as usual..
6.45pm -- Out of the house!
No one playing soccer today. No indian family strolling today.
I was running alone.
Guess i started with the wrong pace.. Y? I couldnt maintain the 3.6km liao! So disappointed with myself when i stopped. Argh! Perhaps, I m lazy.. Perhaps, I am irritated with the puddles of water that is going to dirty my shoes. Perhaps, I m bored with nothing to see while running. Perhaps, I dont have much to think today.
Or perhaps, I dont have much troubles to leave behind me today.
I felt happiness within me today though nothing happened. Sheer happiness.
Approximately 30 more mins to the end of the day. I hope this feeling retains, at least for today.
I wan to watch Memoirs of Geisha. Now that I have read it, all the more i am curious to see for myself what is being described in the book. The kimono, whats the obi, whats a split-peach hair wig, whats the .... Alot of things that i cant picture for myself.. I hope to see it in the movie.I hope that it wun disappoint me and i hope that i wun disappoint myself by not watching it in the end.
Updated my passbook today. Cant believe my expenditure had been so large for the past few weeks. Eeeks.Whatever happened to the 50-dollar note i drew on Thursday..? What's left behind in my wallet? (I wan you to imagine a 50-dollar note with wings flying away..)
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I itch to play my zhongruan once again..
Its there standing at the corner of my study room.
In its black casing all zipped up.
Dust is piling up!
But yet the feeling of picking it up again and gives me a fear of concerts and its busy schedule!
TJCCO concert is drawing near once again.. Okie, not really near.. but its in abt 4mths time.
Girls.. when are you all free for an outing? This sunday? Lets go have dinner together.. The blk 85 outing that lijuan suggested impromptu dint get executed in the end... Can we fulfil it soon. The Bak Chor Mee... I wanna eat!
Kay, I'm suffering from the lack-of-good-food syndrome now.. Raffles Hall food, far from good, makes me no mood.
Lunch = Sunshine Multi-Grain Bread that makes me dread. But I shall carry on.
So i shall very much appreciate if we are going block 85 this sunday!
Lijuan! Joyce! Yuxin! Read this entry and msg me asap!..
::On low glucose count today::
Its there standing at the corner of my study room.
In its black casing all zipped up.
Dust is piling up!
But yet the feeling of picking it up again and gives me a fear of concerts and its busy schedule!
TJCCO concert is drawing near once again.. Okie, not really near.. but its in abt 4mths time.
Girls.. when are you all free for an outing? This sunday? Lets go have dinner together.. The blk 85 outing that lijuan suggested impromptu dint get executed in the end... Can we fulfil it soon. The Bak Chor Mee... I wanna eat!
Kay, I'm suffering from the lack-of-good-food syndrome now.. Raffles Hall food, far from good, makes me no mood.
Lunch = Sunshine Multi-Grain Bread that makes me dread. But I shall carry on.
So i shall very much appreciate if we are going block 85 this sunday!
Lijuan! Joyce! Yuxin! Read this entry and msg me asap!..
::On low glucose count today::
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Had my run today.
Same distance same route. With a different purpose today.
Alot was going through my mind as i ran..
Saw guys playing soccer at the field that i ran past.. So nice.. I dont know what am i jealous of but its just ... "wah. they are playing soccer leh. got friends.. y am i running alone." I'm sick of going shopping... I'm sick of going gatherings for the sake of going gatherings.. I'm sick of movie trips..
But i dont know who to call.. When i wan a swim, when i wan a jog, when i wan to go Wild Wild Wet.
And now.. I feel like going Matritchie Treetop Walk.. (i know i got the spelling wrong.) .. In this weather... No... but even if the weather turns better... I have no idea who to jio. No name just fits into: Today, ____,____,___and I went for the treetop walk. Its so fun!.
Grey matters.
Saw an indian family taking a stroll.. They were walking so slow that during my 2nd round.. they were no more than 200 metres from where i first saw them. They sure are enjoying their family-moment. Its been ages since the whole family exercised together.. I remember i once cycled to Bedok Reservoir then Bedok Park with my family when i was back at my old house.. Then got sun-burnt like mad. Feeling nostalgic.
My new hairstyle is big hindrance to my running... Fringe keep bouncing at my forehead.. Side burns that i cant tie properly just kept hitting on my ears as i ran..kept hearing wind for every step i took.. creating a false illusion that i was actually running tt fast. But nah, i said it was an illusion. Yah, by the last km i was too irritated by the sound that I begin to run very fast to reach the ending point. Had an urge to vomit when i stop.. which nvr happened before.. Concluded that i should nvr run when i m sad. The bottled-up feelings doesnt go with the wind, doesnt get left behind the path as u run.. They just make me feel like vomiting when everything ends..
Perhaps.. they are left behind the path when i ran.. but i pick them up again on my 2nd round.. releases them again on my 3rd and pick them again on my4th.
Unless... i run a 5th round nxt time. It takes an extra effort. that will be 4.8 km . OMG.
It takes an effort to forget whats bothering too.
I need new elements in my life to strengthen my grip for i think i m losing what YuenLing should be. What does Yuenling think Yuenling should be?
::Grey matters::
She is thinking again.
Same distance same route. With a different purpose today.
Alot was going through my mind as i ran..
Saw guys playing soccer at the field that i ran past.. So nice.. I dont know what am i jealous of but its just ... "wah. they are playing soccer leh. got friends.. y am i running alone." I'm sick of going shopping... I'm sick of going gatherings for the sake of going gatherings.. I'm sick of movie trips..
But i dont know who to call.. When i wan a swim, when i wan a jog, when i wan to go Wild Wild Wet.
And now.. I feel like going Matritchie Treetop Walk.. (i know i got the spelling wrong.) .. In this weather... No... but even if the weather turns better... I have no idea who to jio. No name just fits into: Today, ____,____,___and I went for the treetop walk. Its so fun!.
Grey matters.
Saw an indian family taking a stroll.. They were walking so slow that during my 2nd round.. they were no more than 200 metres from where i first saw them. They sure are enjoying their family-moment. Its been ages since the whole family exercised together.. I remember i once cycled to Bedok Reservoir then Bedok Park with my family when i was back at my old house.. Then got sun-burnt like mad. Feeling nostalgic.
My new hairstyle is big hindrance to my running... Fringe keep bouncing at my forehead.. Side burns that i cant tie properly just kept hitting on my ears as i ran..kept hearing wind for every step i took.. creating a false illusion that i was actually running tt fast. But nah, i said it was an illusion. Yah, by the last km i was too irritated by the sound that I begin to run very fast to reach the ending point. Had an urge to vomit when i stop.. which nvr happened before.. Concluded that i should nvr run when i m sad. The bottled-up feelings doesnt go with the wind, doesnt get left behind the path as u run.. They just make me feel like vomiting when everything ends..
Perhaps.. they are left behind the path when i ran.. but i pick them up again on my 2nd round.. releases them again on my 3rd and pick them again on my4th.
Unless... i run a 5th round nxt time. It takes an extra effort. that will be 4.8 km . OMG.
It takes an effort to forget whats bothering too.
I need new elements in my life to strengthen my grip for i think i m losing what YuenLing should be. What does Yuenling think Yuenling should be?
::Grey matters::
She is thinking again.
Friday, January 13, 2006
I am pissed because i take it to heart.
I am happy because you make my day.
I laugh because you make me happy.
I stone because I am sian and dont even bother to try to lift my spirits up.
I talk because I want to share.
I take the initiative because I bother.
I complain because I wan people to tell me its alright.
I question because I am unsure.
I keep quiet because there are times when i dont seem important.
I kept quiet today. I smiled today. I was pissed today. I complained today. I stoned today.
I am happy because you make my day.
I laugh because you make me happy.
I stone because I am sian and dont even bother to try to lift my spirits up.
I talk because I want to share.
I take the initiative because I bother.
I complain because I wan people to tell me its alright.
I question because I am unsure.
I keep quiet because there are times when i dont seem important.
I kept quiet today. I smiled today. I was pissed today. I complained today. I stoned today.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!
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hehs. this is so inaccurate.
Yuxin and Xiaoli got theirs right.
This is inaccurate or am i just not on the correct path of my life.
But a Theatre Studies Major is a definite no-no for me.
Theatre Studies? YuenLing? Drama? Linguistics? No Link.
Science? Biology? YuenLing? Link.
Wells, i m on my engineering path now. So whats there to say.
Sometimes i wonder? Would I be in FASS now if i had chose History as my arts subject during my Sec 2 streaming? Had i not followed the crowd of my class, I may be jolly well be a History major now... Looking at the cert frm sec 2 saying first in history of the cohort, and looking at the C+ from my SS on my sem 1 results slip. What a joke. No one shall dwell in his or her past.
All i can say. I m not what the quiz says.
I cant even play my life well, needless to say acts on the drama stage.
Monday, January 02, 2006
And so I m recuperating at home. Cancelled the shopping trip with Yuxin last minute (hope she doesnt mind)..
But my mind is still on tt Exodus pair. Haha.
Da Chang Jin: Episode 52. 18 to go. Before school reopens. Sounds abit impossible.
I was too groggy yesterday to blog about what happened on new year's eve..
Went with 2a to marina sq for dinner followed by the countdown at esplanade's bay...
Had Changing Appetites Parmesan Fish N Chips for dinner. Sin! Was so full that i skipped breakfast and lunch the next day..
Let me see who came.. Steven, Chung Pong, ZhengQuan, Su Kee, Tat Chin, Jovin, ZhengWei, YinJie, Andrea, Geoky and Me! Haha..First time having countdown with them when i had known them for like... erm... 7 years!?
Haha Geoky came with such a punk attire! What a punk hairstyle!Haha...thematic dressing.. This is not something i see from my NUS friends around me... Some go for class, some go for PINK!, some go for the trend.. And i go for just Mix and Match lor..
Okie, perhaps its really the kind of friends you mix frequently with..
Oh and i cant believe Jovin grew taller again. 1.83m liao.. Maybe the next time i see him, he ll be 1.9m liao?
So after the heavy dinner.. went by the river to walk walk.. Whats tt place called? No idea.
Crowds!
Then we moved onto the highway where we took some photos, courtesy of yinjie! Finally settled at merlion's park.. (time: 9.30pm 2.5hrs more to go to New Year).
Really nothing to do while waiting for time to pass.. At about 10 plus, heard somebody said, this must be the most boring 2 hrs in her life.
I smiled to myself.
I dont agree.
Boring times spent with friends aint boring.
Din even manage to countdown( I mean saying 3....2....1) and fireworks were up in the sky. Fireworks galore, pretty they were, and worth the wait =)
Went over to Steven's hse after everything.. Yah all the asshole daideeing and talking crap and rubbish. Cant believe they can stay so long at the mahjong table and i cant believe playing asshole daidee and keep us high through the night.. Amazed **
But my mind is still on tt Exodus pair. Haha.
Da Chang Jin: Episode 52. 18 to go. Before school reopens. Sounds abit impossible.
I was too groggy yesterday to blog about what happened on new year's eve..
Went with 2a to marina sq for dinner followed by the countdown at esplanade's bay...
Had Changing Appetites Parmesan Fish N Chips for dinner. Sin! Was so full that i skipped breakfast and lunch the next day..
Let me see who came.. Steven, Chung Pong, ZhengQuan, Su Kee, Tat Chin, Jovin, ZhengWei, YinJie, Andrea, Geoky and Me! Haha..First time having countdown with them when i had known them for like... erm... 7 years!?
Haha Geoky came with such a punk attire! What a punk hairstyle!Haha...thematic dressing.. This is not something i see from my NUS friends around me... Some go for class, some go for PINK!, some go for the trend.. And i go for just Mix and Match lor..
Okie, perhaps its really the kind of friends you mix frequently with..
Oh and i cant believe Jovin grew taller again. 1.83m liao.. Maybe the next time i see him, he ll be 1.9m liao?
So after the heavy dinner.. went by the river to walk walk.. Whats tt place called? No idea.
Crowds!
Then we moved onto the highway where we took some photos, courtesy of yinjie! Finally settled at merlion's park.. (time: 9.30pm 2.5hrs more to go to New Year).
Really nothing to do while waiting for time to pass.. At about 10 plus, heard somebody said, this must be the most boring 2 hrs in her life.
I smiled to myself.
I dont agree.
Boring times spent with friends aint boring.
Din even manage to countdown( I mean saying 3....2....1) and fireworks were up in the sky. Fireworks galore, pretty they were, and worth the wait =)
Went over to Steven's hse after everything.. Yah all the asshole daideeing and talking crap and rubbish. Cant believe they can stay so long at the mahjong table and i cant believe playing asshole daidee and keep us high through the night.. Amazed **
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Down with sickness.
Haven been taking good care of myself... Curry puffs for my sore throat. Manager's treat @ Esmiridas with the kebabs and mediterranean food. Tjco's gathering at marina bay for steamboat. and then new year's eve spent with 2a people without sleeping and spending the whole night playing asshole dai dee...
So.. sore throat becomes cough and flu. Sians. Hate flu.
And i realise a day without sleep and food frm 9pm to 4pm to the nxt day causes a weight fluctuation of -ve3kg. Abit exaggerating but thats what my weighing scale tells.
Argh. What a way to start a brand new year. Its such a blessing that I dont start my academic term this tuesday... Otherwise.. what a year to start a new sem.
Lethargic.
Had a weird dream today.. Y y? Too much jealousy.. I cant help but feel this way.
Groggy.
Haven been taking good care of myself... Curry puffs for my sore throat. Manager's treat @ Esmiridas with the kebabs and mediterranean food. Tjco's gathering at marina bay for steamboat. and then new year's eve spent with 2a people without sleeping and spending the whole night playing asshole dai dee...
So.. sore throat becomes cough and flu. Sians. Hate flu.
And i realise a day without sleep and food frm 9pm to 4pm to the nxt day causes a weight fluctuation of -ve3kg. Abit exaggerating but thats what my weighing scale tells.
Argh. What a way to start a brand new year. Its such a blessing that I dont start my academic term this tuesday... Otherwise.. what a year to start a new sem.
Lethargic.
Had a weird dream today.. Y y? Too much jealousy.. I cant help but feel this way.
Groggy.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Last wkend..
Breathless..
Saturday morning began with me meeting yinjie at simei's phoon huat to settle the ingredients for Gingerbread!! Too bad lijuan's sick. Otherwise.. she will have enjoy the fun too.. Then went ntuc to buy ingredients for sunday bbq...
Saturday evening.. accompanied Yinjie to serene's church for some christmas celebration drama.. As usual there ll be exhortation.. something quite funny and "no-link" came from him:
The female's heart is like the autumn weather. Changes as they please and unpredictably.
The male's heart is like a needle buried in the deep sea. So hard to understand what they r thinking. U ll need yrs to make them speak. or perhaps nvr.
Met Sherwin Cheng. So last of him to give us a lift but narh, we want to shop! haha. congrats to his newborn baby.
So i bought the present for christmas exchange with my colleagues.
Went Yinjie's hse for a stayover. Haha..Felt comfortable with her parents and siblings and everythings. They made me feel welcome. Thanks~!
Sunday morning: Swam and TRIED to get a tan. But the sun isnt strong enough that day. Only managed to have 2 rosy cheeks that only sustained for 1 day.. Ha.
Sunday afternoon: My com is well again!
Sunday evening: Ah ma's birthday celebration @ East Coast Jumbo Seafood. Super duper full.
Sunday Night: 1703 BBQ! Met up and caught up with them.. hahaz.
Monday Morning: Woke up, brush my teeth... Decided not to go work today. Tada.
I'm lazy gal.
Thats y I m lazy to write down what actually happened for the past 2 days. Ups and downs..
My point is...
I seldom busy myself with more than 1 date per day. And I m glad that I have always stick to this principle (with exception for the last wkend. Breatheless) ... and.. I ll continue to do so. Haha.
Catching my breath. Costing abt 50 bucks(one day of work at goodrich)..
Another 3.6km. This is good.
Even better than my JC days.
Determination surpasses everything else..
Breathless..
Saturday morning began with me meeting yinjie at simei's phoon huat to settle the ingredients for Gingerbread!! Too bad lijuan's sick. Otherwise.. she will have enjoy the fun too.. Then went ntuc to buy ingredients for sunday bbq...
Saturday evening.. accompanied Yinjie to serene's church for some christmas celebration drama.. As usual there ll be exhortation.. something quite funny and "no-link" came from him:
The female's heart is like the autumn weather. Changes as they please and unpredictably.
The male's heart is like a needle buried in the deep sea. So hard to understand what they r thinking. U ll need yrs to make them speak. or perhaps nvr.
Met Sherwin Cheng. So last of him to give us a lift but narh, we want to shop! haha. congrats to his newborn baby.
So i bought the present for christmas exchange with my colleagues.
Went Yinjie's hse for a stayover. Haha..Felt comfortable with her parents and siblings and everythings. They made me feel welcome. Thanks~!
Sunday morning: Swam and TRIED to get a tan. But the sun isnt strong enough that day. Only managed to have 2 rosy cheeks that only sustained for 1 day.. Ha.
Sunday afternoon: My com is well again!
Sunday evening: Ah ma's birthday celebration @ East Coast Jumbo Seafood. Super duper full.
Sunday Night: 1703 BBQ! Met up and caught up with them.. hahaz.
Monday Morning: Woke up, brush my teeth... Decided not to go work today. Tada.
I'm lazy gal.
Thats y I m lazy to write down what actually happened for the past 2 days. Ups and downs..
My point is...
I seldom busy myself with more than 1 date per day. And I m glad that I have always stick to this principle (with exception for the last wkend. Breatheless) ... and.. I ll continue to do so. Haha.
Catching my breath. Costing abt 50 bucks(one day of work at goodrich)..
Another 3.6km. This is good.
Even better than my JC days.
Determination surpasses everything else..
Friday, December 16, 2005
I think i am falling sick.
sigh.
Rainbow Connection's last episode today.
You are attracted to someone because at that particular period of time, he or she protrays an image ideal to you. When time passes by, that image isnt somewhat you make it out to be initially. So, break up? Poor Yoyo... Its your wrong judgement, boy.. it just isnt right. But well, ive been negative comments abt Jianyi since beginning of the show....
Perhaps I am just biased.
Dizzy..
sigh.
Rainbow Connection's last episode today.
You are attracted to someone because at that particular period of time, he or she protrays an image ideal to you. When time passes by, that image isnt somewhat you make it out to be initially. So, break up? Poor Yoyo... Its your wrong judgement, boy.. it just isnt right. But well, ive been negative comments abt Jianyi since beginning of the show....
Perhaps I am just biased.
Dizzy..
Thursday, December 15, 2005
My colleague was talking abt her son today.
She says her son is requesting for a christmas party, inviting his uncles and aunties and grandparents..On that day, he wants to play a song on the piano, and asking my colleague to sing along. How cute.
Have i done something like this before?
How have i spent my christmas during my childhood years?
Photos show tt i have been to orchard road for the christmas lighthings.. Other than that.. nothing much.
Well well, christmas has nvr been a big deal in my family... including this year perhaps.
Came back from tuition just now..
My student was drawing christmas card for her grandma and her mum was wrapping up presents..
Somehow i think when i was young, i believed in the santa.(Someday I m going Finland... dream dream) Now i believe in the hopes u get from santa and appreciation for parents playing santa.
Theres a kid in everyone. If i wake up on 25 dec 2005 and see my sock full, hanging in front of my bed, that will make my day =) and i ll thank huever hu played my "santa".
Will i remember to hang a sock in frnt of my bed on christmas eve?
Even if i do.. theres no chimney in hdb flats. How!?! Or is there even a house with a chimney top in Singapore...
She says her son is requesting for a christmas party, inviting his uncles and aunties and grandparents..On that day, he wants to play a song on the piano, and asking my colleague to sing along. How cute.
Have i done something like this before?
How have i spent my christmas during my childhood years?
Photos show tt i have been to orchard road for the christmas lighthings.. Other than that.. nothing much.
Well well, christmas has nvr been a big deal in my family... including this year perhaps.
Came back from tuition just now..
My student was drawing christmas card for her grandma and her mum was wrapping up presents..
Somehow i think when i was young, i believed in the santa.(Someday I m going Finland... dream dream) Now i believe in the hopes u get from santa and appreciation for parents playing santa.
Theres a kid in everyone. If i wake up on 25 dec 2005 and see my sock full, hanging in front of my bed, that will make my day =) and i ll thank huever hu played my "santa".
Will i remember to hang a sock in frnt of my bed on christmas eve?
Even if i do.. theres no chimney in hdb flats. How!?! Or is there even a house with a chimney top in Singapore...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Listening to the 300 odd songs in my ipod repeatedly everyday at work. Getting bored and restless.
Noticed a few songs never failed to wake my from my daydreams or grab me back from lala land..
麥芽糖
遺失的美好
My Journey
Houki Boshi
Always with me
Shakepeare In Love
B'cos of U
Beautiful Soul
Yellow
My Happy Ending
Nobody's Home
知足
Every Morning, Sugar Ray
Reprise (Spirited Away)
My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit/stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were through
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So whats my happy ending?
Noticed a few songs never failed to wake my from my daydreams or grab me back from lala land..
麥芽糖
遺失的美好
My Journey
Houki Boshi
Always with me
Shakepeare In Love
B'cos of U
Beautiful Soul
Yellow
My Happy Ending
Nobody's Home
知足
Every Morning, Sugar Ray
Reprise (Spirited Away)
My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit/stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were through
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So whats my happy ending?
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Feeling nostalgic.
This post is for joyce, yuxin and lijuan =)
Thanks for being such a great bunch of friends, got especially "triggered" when i saw the phrase "identity item" in lijuan's post.
Still remember our identical socks?
pink with snoopy prints.. frm ice lemon tee..
wanted to show off to everyone else in the co room abt the socks.. so cute we were. We still are :D
Still remember our tj green scrunchie..
yx din hav one.. Cus she doesnt keep long hair..
I m still keeping tt scrunchie thou it has lost its elasticity...
Still remember that half-heart pendant.. tt is suppose to change its colour with our mood?
Of cus its not tt magical.. but we r still willing to be amazed by it everytime we hold them in our hands n watch its color change.. Had once lost in somewhere.. hidden in a bag tt i din use for long.. But still, chance brought it back to me.
Went shopping with ljuan n yuxin yesterday at bugis.. then bought something for all the 4 of us again.. =) Nice. But tt shall be a surprise for joyce at the moment=)
Had almost forgotten about the winne the pooh keychain until yuxin reminded me..
Yeah, were shopping at Tampines Mall one day after exams and bought the horoscope winne the pooh plushie key chain..Haha.. still remembered that we tot it would be ex.. When it turned out to be only 2.90, each of us got one...
[edits] joyce says.... theres still one more metallic mechanical pencil. Blue for me n her.. Pink, as usual, for lijuan.. yuxin din have one... she wasnt with us tt day after exams i remember. N it was ex, yet not durable
[edits]joyce says again.. there still a bracelet tt she bought for us during yr 1 exams for good luck =) i got a pink one this time..
one more.. a badge for our bags...!.. attitude sia.. N they got one tt fits everybody just nice =) they refers to joyce n lijuan..
Thanks for being such a nice bunch of friends once again..
One thing that i learnt from hall stay.. Is to show appreciation to your wonderfuk friends, which i did minimal for my past 18 years i guess..
You guys are the ones i think of when i m sad, ones hu i can grumble to about things.. the ones i just wear what ever i like when i meet u guys for an outing.. =)
Silly me. I m touched by those memories.
We rock. We stone.
This post is for joyce, yuxin and lijuan =)
Thanks for being such a great bunch of friends, got especially "triggered" when i saw the phrase "identity item" in lijuan's post.
Still remember our identical socks?
pink with snoopy prints.. frm ice lemon tee..
wanted to show off to everyone else in the co room abt the socks.. so cute we were. We still are :D
Still remember our tj green scrunchie..
yx din hav one.. Cus she doesnt keep long hair..
I m still keeping tt scrunchie thou it has lost its elasticity...
Still remember that half-heart pendant.. tt is suppose to change its colour with our mood?
Of cus its not tt magical.. but we r still willing to be amazed by it everytime we hold them in our hands n watch its color change.. Had once lost in somewhere.. hidden in a bag tt i din use for long.. But still, chance brought it back to me.
Went shopping with ljuan n yuxin yesterday at bugis.. then bought something for all the 4 of us again.. =) Nice. But tt shall be a surprise for joyce at the moment=)
Had almost forgotten about the winne the pooh keychain until yuxin reminded me..
Yeah, were shopping at Tampines Mall one day after exams and bought the horoscope winne the pooh plushie key chain..Haha.. still remembered that we tot it would be ex.. When it turned out to be only 2.90, each of us got one...
[edits] joyce says.... theres still one more metallic mechanical pencil. Blue for me n her.. Pink, as usual, for lijuan.. yuxin din have one... she wasnt with us tt day after exams i remember. N it was ex, yet not durable
[edits]joyce says again.. there still a bracelet tt she bought for us during yr 1 exams for good luck =) i got a pink one this time..
one more.. a badge for our bags...!.. attitude sia.. N they got one tt fits everybody just nice =) they refers to joyce n lijuan..
Thanks for being such a nice bunch of friends once again..
One thing that i learnt from hall stay.. Is to show appreciation to your wonderfuk friends, which i did minimal for my past 18 years i guess..
You guys are the ones i think of when i m sad, ones hu i can grumble to about things.. the ones i just wear what ever i like when i meet u guys for an outing.. =)
Silly me. I m touched by those memories.
We rock. We stone.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Im holding a piece of goreng pisang in my left hand now.
I used to like these from the Bedok interchange stall. Young memories.
But now,i feel so sinful eating these. My jog on thursday has gone to a waste.
Well well..
Turning a deaf ear to things..
Throughout the years, i have learnt that there are indeed times when things actually get better (or at least u bother yourself with less troubles) when you turn a deaf ear to certain things.
This is NOT escapism.
This is just a way of FACING things that are definitely beyond your control, things that dont go the logical way, things that just happen the way they are and u have not a single idea why...
This is an art to master..
To actually turn a deaf ear to things that happen to pple and things so dear around you.
But.. to turn a deaf ear doesnt mean I dont care.
Ok, perhaps its all pretendence that I dont bother... Ok, i really do care.
Its tiring to think so much. Its tiring.
Reading another ZXX book thesedays.. Things are too idealistic in the book. Its almost impossible to happen in real life. Perhaps its the fun in matching things that happen to me in real life with the plot in her books that keeps me wanting to read on. Its just assurance, perhaps, that you still can find idealities that happens in stories, in our lives.
Perhaps thats why the death of Cedric Diggory in Goblet of Fire bothered me so much. Seldom do i react so much to a movie. Harry Potter.. Its supposed to be magical.. supposed to be a story of perfection where victory belongs to the good.. Death, spoils the perfect picture..
: No 2 days are the same. Tomorrow can replace today:
: No 2 persons are the same. Nobody can replace anyone:
I'm missing something.
I used to like these from the Bedok interchange stall. Young memories.
But now,i feel so sinful eating these. My jog on thursday has gone to a waste.
Well well..
Turning a deaf ear to things..
Throughout the years, i have learnt that there are indeed times when things actually get better (or at least u bother yourself with less troubles) when you turn a deaf ear to certain things.
This is NOT escapism.
This is just a way of FACING things that are definitely beyond your control, things that dont go the logical way, things that just happen the way they are and u have not a single idea why...
This is an art to master..
To actually turn a deaf ear to things that happen to pple and things so dear around you.
But.. to turn a deaf ear doesnt mean I dont care.
Ok, perhaps its all pretendence that I dont bother... Ok, i really do care.
Its tiring to think so much. Its tiring.
Reading another ZXX book thesedays.. Things are too idealistic in the book. Its almost impossible to happen in real life. Perhaps its the fun in matching things that happen to me in real life with the plot in her books that keeps me wanting to read on. Its just assurance, perhaps, that you still can find idealities that happens in stories, in our lives.
Perhaps thats why the death of Cedric Diggory in Goblet of Fire bothered me so much. Seldom do i react so much to a movie. Harry Potter.. Its supposed to be magical.. supposed to be a story of perfection where victory belongs to the good.. Death, spoils the perfect picture..
: No 2 days are the same. Tomorrow can replace today:
: No 2 persons are the same. Nobody can replace anyone:
I'm missing something.
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